
Safa went home. His heart was troubled because
got word about his father. When she got home, Safa shouted
calling his mother's name. Safa's mother came out and saw her sad child
limped – limped walk to it. She hugged her mother and
sobbing – sedu.
‘’ Mother, Father has left us right. ‘’
Her mother who listened to Safa's words was immediately moved
and shed tears. Mother hugged Safa more and more and tried to remove her
the tears that flowed through her cheeks.
‘’ You must sincerely nduk. Your father's there happy. ‘’
‘’ Safa is wrong mom. Safa should not have told me
Anterine father Safa. ‘’
‘’ death is an undetermined destiny when
nduk coming. Don't blame yourself like this. ‘’
‘’ Safa wants to see Daddy's grave. ‘’
‘’ Yes nduk. ‘’
Safa and Safa's mother went to her father's grave
by Yudha and Adel. After arriving at his father's grave, Safa immediately embraced
his father's tombstone. Safa keeps blaming herself as if – would be all
what happened to his father was his father. Safa continues
blaming himself as if – will be all the events that befell his father
was her.
‘’ Dad why go there first ? don't you love the same
Safa ? Forgive Safa who has often denied the worship of Father. Now Safa
just realized that what Dad did for Safa was just – eyes just for
safa's goodness. But sometimes Safa is selfish with Safa's wishes. Now all have been
be late. Safa can't apologize to Dad. ‘’
‘’ Don't talk like that. Your father's Cassian if
he heard. Doain your father's there calm. And you have to be that child
sholehah so your father would be proud there. ‘’
Safa just hugged her mother. Safa tried to stop
crying, but her tears always flow. He looked at the clouds, apparently
this time her tears kept coming. The mother saw the condition of her son
he immediately invited Safa to go home.
After arriving at Safa's house, go straight inside
my mother and her friend are outside the house.
‘’ If so I want to go home first tan. ‘’ Says Yudha
‘’ Mommy Sangan thanks you, Mom already
troubled you. If Mom has money, I'll take it. ‘’
‘’ Don't Tan. This is all I do sincerely. If
‘’ Yes already then once again I thank you
yep. ‘’
‘’ Yes Same – Same Tan. ‘’
‘’ You also went home Del ? ‘’
‘’ Yes Tan when – when will I come here again to visit
Safa. ‘’
‘’ Yes already then you guys hearts – hearts yes. ‘’
‘’ Yes Tan. Assalamu’alaikum. ‘’
‘’ Wa’alaikumsalam. ‘’
Adel and Yudha went home. And Adel is still
hit with this incident trying to calm the heart and aloof
in her room. Sometimes Safa's heart felt like she couldn't believe all this.
Wants him to turn the clock around and prevent what has already happened. What is he
only man is weak and only resigns to the Owner of this World, God.
‘’ I don't know what kind of destiny you gave this. I'm sure all of this must be for the best
to me, it's just that I don't know everything. Please, have patience with me, O God
so that I may remain in Your way. Aamiins. ‘’
Safa looked at her poetry book lying on the table
learn to take it and a ballpoint pen. Write his feelings
right now too.
‘’ Scream Grass ‘’
I didn't expect
Hijauku is useless
I don't think
My body is starting to remain
Stomped and trampled
Warming and hottest
But do you know ?
The screams of grass are useless
Because you are there!
The scream of the grass said
No willing heart
When he's not
The screams of the grass are making noise
As it feels
After Safa poured her feelings in her writing
a little relieved by everything. Safa only wants to be a person
he is strong and should be what his father wants.