Rainbow At the End of Dusk
Chapter 61

Still RYAN POV 😊

The name of the woman who had just arrived at my parents' residence. Yes, this is the first time I've met my dad's best friend's son. Papa and Mama's children were taken care of after the two women's parents died.

When Seirah first came to our house, I was already abroad.

I just found out that my parents brought a girl home to our family because she had no family after her family died in an accident.

I sympathize with him enough. How not, at a young age must lose our related people. Moreover, she is a woman.

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I was quite surprised when my parents said that they would marry me to Seirah. It's not that I don't want to marry him. She is the perfect woman to make a wife.

Physically, he is far from lacking. And I see she's a good girl too. It would be very lucky for a man to be able to marry a woman like Seirah.

But I don't want to be selfish. I don't love him and maybe he doesn't love me. We just met. We don't know each other. I don't want her to suffer from a household with me. He deserves to find the man he loves to be a husband.

Moreover, I was having a show with Monica who claimed to be Farah. I don't want an innocent and kind woman like Seirah to be hurt by misunderstanding.

I can't possibly tell my family that I was just pretending to be Monica or the one they knew as Farah. I don't want my parents involved in this plan.

I'm pretty sure the people behind Monica aren't random people. I don't want my family dragged in and involved. I worry about their safety. Although my father had a great influence in this country, but still my worries as a child cannot be eliminated.

And as for Seirah, I also couldn't possibly tell her the truth for the same reason.

I decided to refuse the marriage. But, whatever the health power of my mother immediately dropped when I refused. I had no choice but to agree to the marriage.

During my wedding preparations I was always looking for ways to keep this marriage from taking place. But shit, there's no way to cancel this wedding.

Crazy idea came to my mind. I will make Seirah give up on this marriage and choose to walk away from me. I'm sure, if Seirah who can't stand with me mama and papa will be able to accept that. And of course it will also not be too bad for my mother's health. And my plan to get justice for my Oenolong girl Farah I can finish.

On our wedding night that was supposed to be a beautiful night instead I made it a dark night for the woman who had just been carrying as my wife.

"I'm sorry Passion" that's what I've always muttered in my heart.

How not, that night I was so cruel. I was very rude to him. I uttered words that I myself was angry and hurt about.

Seeing her tears and her helplessness made me also hurt even deeply hurt. In my heart I cursed myself. But I have to try to make it look like it's real.

I'd rather he hate me than I have to drag him into a thing that could be fatal to him.

She's a good woman, she deserves a good man.

I left him like a man with no heart. Outside the door I leaned weakly because my legs felt limp. My legs were no longer able to support my body weight when I heard the roaring cry from Seirah.

"I'm sorry Passion" is the only thing I said again.

My heart ached so much to hear every sobbing coming out of Seirah's mouth. It's really painful to feel.

I was leaning behind the door last night. The room where my wife Seirah had been married for a few hours. She was all night drowning in deep sadness and I was the cause.

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It has been almost three years since I left my legitimate wife Seirah without looking back. I purposely closed myself to Seirah. I deliberately did not find out about what activities he had been doing and what was done.

I think that's the best thing for now.

I've done everything I could, which I think would make Seirah hate me and leave me.

I purposely invited Monica or the fake Farah to celebrate our anniversary in a place where there is also Seirah.

I deliberately wanted to make Seirah hurt me to make it easier for him to leave me. But, baby all the things I did nothing happened as I expected.

Seirah seemed to want to survive our marriage for whatever reason.

I can conclude that he did it for the sake of my parents because I know so well Seirah respects both of my parents. And it added to my guilt to him.

And until one day I received a package containing my photo and a photo of Seirah that looks very friendly like a real husband and wife.

I was angry when I saw the pictures. I was angry not at Seirah, but at myself.

"Based on a loser man" that's what I swore in my heart to myself.

The woman I left behind on purpose. What I hope is that he will leave me. But, what is this is that he is trying his hardest to maintain our marriage.

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One home I made among the mist, how not the woman I wanted to meet even not exist. He left home at night.

And how lucky I was to see the woman I had been waiting all night to come home with a man and look they were very familiar.

Suddenly anger took hold of me. Of jealousy? I don't know what, I'm so angry about that.

And how foolish my anger was to make me do a rude act that I should not have done.

I'm already like a monster, I'm no longer a human with a conscience. How could I have done such an act.

I almost killed that very nice woman. Just because I don't like being around other guys.

And it wasn't just once but twice that I was rude to Seirah for the same reason.

I'm still confused as to the reason why I don't like seeing him with other men. Until he saw her covered in blood on the street. My heart stopped beating. I can't bear to lose him.

And I realized that I Ryan Pratama had FALLEN IN LOVE with my wife Seirah Wijaya.

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