Rainbow Men
Grief

Arini was stuck on the side of her husband's bed was stretched out head and hands full of bandages, her eyes closed like sleep, her breathing was regular with a slow rhythm.

"Mas, wake you from yesterday unconscious aware of Mas.ini me, this already wants the third day, this is,

open your eyes, you're strong,

I'm sorry that you didn't want to work that morning, but I insist we leave, if you know of an event like this, I will say yes,

Arini rubbed the ngusap and kissed the hand that had the hose of the infusion,

I'm sorry yes"

Arini spilled her sadness with tears, it felt like everything changed, it felt like just yesterday was still joking with her husband, still warm embrace, her mouth and her caresses were also kisses.

It was powerless for Arini to endure his grief, especially in his old pregnancy, the place of his pampering and being very pampering himself was now helpless before him, the one who had the most rules but protection for him.

"Mas,Mas Hadi.build Mas..."

Arini's tears dripped on the white bedside sheets, Arini stroked the headscarves and her husband's hair her heart was broken, bitter and sorrowful beyond measure, she said,Andini who sat beside Arini accompanied her since yesterday rubbed her brother's back, with tears in her eyes, feeling her brother's sadness.

"Teh, come on, Teteh rest let mas Hadi I who wait, Teteh will be pregnant see the feet swollen feet, rest at home last night here again, here again,

Maybe later the night you and Mom come here, let us change"

"Remember the little guy in the stomach needs food and nutrition intake, Teteh go home first yes, later after Mas Hadi checked by a doctor"

"Teh wants if Mas Hadi consciously wants to be the first to see it"

"Yes later if there is a development I khabarin Teteh"

Arini nodded and hugged her sister, with a feeling of crumbling, feeling fragile, it was her who was currently the worst and at the lowest point.

"Stay calm there is still a family that is always there at all times, the doctor will examine it"

The doctor came followed by her nurse and examined all of Hadi's body, his strength, heart rate, eyes of the tongue and others.

"Mom Arini come with me"

Arini followed the steps of the doctor followed Andini and the nurse.

"Please sit down"

"Bu Arini, sorry before I only convey my medical records and analysis results as a doctor who handles Mr. Hadinata, all good tension, heart, eye function, and ears but, he said,

The results of the X-ray of Mr. Hadinata's body there are nerve veins that go to the head of the hand and leg of Mr. Hadinata's right side is disturbed although not fatal, it comes from a wound in the neck, it's not all but one side,which results in blood supply while not running, the patient will have a severe headache, and other symptoms such as yellow eyes, nausea to vomiting, but it occurs in some patients"

"The question until now has not been realized what is the result of doc ?"

"It was trauma, or shock the shocked body received pain from that great impact

It's the third day, right ? the patient should have been awake depending on the endurance of each patient.Operation yesterday we give dope and anti-pain so that later if the rumination is not too painful, we will give the patient,

So in conclusion the patient will most likely experience paralysis"

"Oh Allah, Mas Hadi"

Arini's tears spilled for a moment, his whole life seemed to end today, his body was hollow, as if powerless to support his body.

"Patience Bu Arini can all be passed with patience and do'a us, For external injuries I have a small operation from yesterday"

"Can it all be cured, doctor ?"

"My Arini Bu is only an intermediary and carry out the effort, all we leave to the Almighty is still possible and can be healed strong motivational love, especially from the family, All will recover with patience"

"If in the meantime all I can" say, maybe there is a question ?

"Dok, is the vita of his voice disturbed not ? I mean can I talk ?"

"It can not be concluded we see only after the patient is aware"

"Thank you doctor"

Staggered Arini out of the doctor's room in the hug of his sister Andini, his tears can not be contained anymore poking ceaseless, regardless of the surroundings, regardless of the surroundings,

Walk through the hallway of the hospital corridor to the room where her husband is in care.

Arini !!! you are strong, you can definitely all pass the spirit and never give up,

Arini strengthens her heart, busy motivating herself if not you who else will continue all her husband's efforts, so, should and should be able, Now focus first on the condition of Mas Hadi.

Entering her husband's room in the care of Arini wiped her tears, it was still like yesterday like a good night's sleep and regular breathing.

Arini approached her, kissed her husband's hand and forehead with restraint, tears, rubbed her hands.

"Mas, I'm coming home I want to rest first, your son also needs to rest tomorrow I'm here again, later that night there is a father who accompanies"

"From Teteh home first yes, be careful tipped Mas Hadi, teteh already nelephon Tyo let me pick up, If there is anything khabarin Teteh yes"

"Yes tea..."

Early escorted Arini to the front lobby of the hospital, without a stale Arini into the car that Tyo brought from his office,

The car drove slowly, Arini closed his eyes trying to relax with his mind, Tyo saw his leader closed his eyes to ask and also stopped him let Bu Arini rest, which in fact Tyo wanted to know the last news of Mr. Hadinata.

"Tyo, you know the house ?"

"Oh yes I know Mom, the same time Lusy came home and stopped by the house I told Bi Minah..

"Hemght..."

"Pak Hadi's last news how's Ma'am ?"

"It's still like yesterday there's been no progress"

"Propay Ma'am, we all pray for Mr. Hadi's recovery"

"Yes Aamiin, thank you for your prayers"

Arriving at the house Bi Minah hurriedly welcomed Arini, opened the fence and guided Arini's hand down from the car.

"Tyo thanks ya"

"Same as Mom..

excuse me for going back to the office"

"Yes yes..."

"Neng sat down first, rest and take a shower so that auntie seger get a drink first yes"

"Yes Bi, thank you"

"Same as Neng"

After bathing, Arini Maghrib prayer lying on his bed, Bi Minah massaged her swollen legs with eucalyptus oil, mostly sitting on a chair and hanging her legs, daily waiting for Mas Hadi, and many others, Arini sat next to her husband's care bed.

"This is why Bi ?"

"Pregnant people usually mah Neng, especially already approaching the month, what not, what,

Let auntie massage her pegel"

"Tonight the same Mother would come Bi, let Mr. accompany Andini in the hospital"

"Thank God, let Neng Rini calm aunty also not worried about Mas Hadi there is waiting"

It feels quiet like this big house there is no figure of her husband, so lonely especially when this is in the period of old pregnancy, want it to feel like Arini is spoiled, like the day that has passed with her husband, she said,no one rubbed his stomach, kissed his fat belly, nor hugged his bed, His husband who always helped him in every little thing he needed, without feeling his tears melt at the end of his eyes,feeling short of breath holding back tears, his eyes closed and trying to wipe his tears.

Feeling tired all over her body, Arini rubbed her stomach that occasionally contractions.

"Bi, the aunt sleeps in this room with me yes, my wife"

"Yes Neng, Teng slept first, Neng looks really cape"

No more conversations, though,

Bi Minah sadly looked at the face of Arini who had fallen asleep, she considered like her own child, raised in her upbringing Bi Minah knew the character, kindness and all that was in Arini, Arini,now her once beautiful and cute little Neng is big married and pregnant, and now again hit by problems..