Rainbow Men
Lonely in loneliness

Time rolls around, times change day goes by without caring and caring about every event, sometimes with busyness we are not aware of the changes that occur, know and realize all has changed and happened.

Sometimes time passes so quickly when we realize, sometimes time is so slow and want to pass immediately, so in the taste of Hadi, so full He lived his day in the healing period, he lived his healing period,it had been two years passed but he was still struggling with pain and to powerless, only Arini and Bima who became the comfort of his heart, the development of recovery is so slow even though Hadi is so persistent high spirit to heal, deep injuries and fractures that affect the muscle nerves are the cause.

It has started to be able to stand using a stick support but so quickly tired one foot supporting his tall body.

Bima has walked, it's smart to talk with her slurred accent and funny time, not satisfied it feels like Arini and Hadi play in his spare time and holidays.

Like tonight Bima has slept beside Hadi who again read books, Arini just returned home from office there is business to be completed, he said,Arini looked tired and the tiredness came straight into the room greeting her husband and kissing Bima, then sitting on the bed beside her husband.

"Rin you just got home ? cape looks so good"

"Yes Mas, in the contractor's office again complicated"

"What's Rin's difficulty like ?"

"All planned orders fail to enter, this project is not so cooperation with us like we are deadlocked, if this continues our contractor's business began to be threatened Mas, Mas,akyu has not been good at managing and managing Mas, every lobby always fails.

"Have Rin, do not discuss the work first, I can not look at you like this, clean up first yourself and then relax for a while and rest, then we will discuss the matter again"

"Yes Mas, sorry was my father just wanted to share the burden of our current working conditions"

"Ssssst, baby, there will be a solution, take your mind off"

Arini went without a word, how heavy the burden he carried, there will always be a way out, that is the only hope and comfort of his heart.

The night was so quiet, Arini slept on her back beside her husband, so folded her book and put aside her body rubbed his wife's hair, Arini also just as sidelined her body and they looked.

"Mas,akyu kangen with you..Did Mas also miss me ?"

"Dear Rin don't ask me that, you know the answer, every time I see you falling asleep with Bima, I know where you're leaning is I'm your husband, but I can't give you peace in your heart"

"Mas, I want us to be as we used to be, heal Mas, aakyu is so weak without you, as fragile and of no strength whatsoever"

Arini hugged Hadi, kissed her lips, neck and all and gave stimulation by rubbing her back and base of arm Hadi seemed to forget her husband's state, so lustful and wanted to release all her guts,her husband's pajama button was opened slowly as well as his own nightgown, with a sharp breath.

But all in vain, Hadi could not do anything, just an apology that came out of his lips and tears, so Arini cried as much as he could in the arms of her husband,there was a sense of regret in her heart by showing her desire in front of her husband, and all ended up the same without a word in silence.

Not knowing how long Hadi pensive, wanted to give happiness to his wife, but he was helpless, in the face of his wife who had fallen asleep next to Bima, his heart had to look at both his heart, Hadi could not close his eyes as if drowsiness disappeared from his eyes, until midnight could only have his eyes closed.

Waking up somewhat bad luck Hadi did not see his wife again, and Bima had played with Bi Minah, Hadi was limped walking with his body support to the front porch.

"Yes Mas, he said earlier pity awakens Mas again sleeping pules"

"Yes Bi is not what, Bi... preferably what should I do Bi so that Cepet recover can be normal again and healthy again ?"

"If Bibi mah wants therapy every day Mas, will be seen from the process of mah therapy, Mas Hadi bone has somewhat recovered his nerve can be acupuncture therapy and in sequence to the experts, he said,but medical drugs should not be left behind"

"Yes yes Bi.I am so saturated in this state Bi, also pity Arini work alone banging bones at home in the office, while I'm the head of the family useless what and be burdened"

"Mas Hadi do not say that, Mas again sick.all also understand the situation of Mas"

"I as a husband can not give a living born also bathin Bi"

"Be patient, all will pass if we can pass with patience"

"Pa pa ..pa pa.mama mama.mama mama..

Hadi stroked the head of Bima who approached him, his heart was filled, he could not give full affection to his son, Bima was so smart agile at the age of less than two years the road was smooth talking also smoothly, Bima was so smart,it was satisfied that Hadi followed the development of his baby but was so sad considering his condition.

"Bi please get my phone on the dresser if it's not in the cash on the next table"

Hadi was stunned while looking at Bima who was playing running around to and fro everything he wanted to hold, all curious, Hadi's mind floated to the figure of his wife and the incident last night, not usually Arini like that,nor does Arini usually leave without saying goodbye, is he upset, angry at him ? or is he ashamed ?No way, he should be ashamed before his wife, because two things make a man lose his pride can not satisfy his wife in bed and can not meet the needs of the day, yesaaa ...the birth of a bathin is what Hadi cannot give all this time.

Hadi's heart revolted, I must recover, I must be normal again for the sake of the family I built with a long struggle his determination is strong to save his company and his household, he said,I can't put all the family and work on his wife's shoulders, he's not obligated by all the burdens, I have to make my wife smile again without being forced, want to see his wife is not lonely anymore,he must be the backing of his wife, a place of indulgence, a place to pour out his complaints.

As severe as the crisis in the office contractor Hadi did not know, maybe Arini covered it in front of him so as not to be a burden for him, Aaaaaahah... Arini is too good for you, too keep the feelings until all become problems that can not be solved by yourself.

"Mas, here's the hp"

"Ooohhh Bi, thank you"

Hadi called and talked on the phone for so long, which Bi Minah Hadi saw so eagerly speaking, from standing with a crutch until the pegel seemed and sitting back in his wheelchair.

"Here Bi, I want to try therapy in an alternative outside the hospital with Mr. Priyo, but Auntie do not talk to Rini ya Bi about this, take it as usual, take it as usual,I'll leave after Rini leaves for work, Auntie take care of the same house Deck Bima"

"Okay Mas, Bibi pray that Mas Hadi will be cured"

"Aami...Bi"

Mr. Priyo came, and immediately greeted Hadi, Bi Minah held Bima and sat her on the sofa next to Hadi, then made a drink, after drinking they went to ride Mr. Priyo's car,Hadi walked slowly with a support stick in his hand...