Realize my love
The Part 109
Radika was sitting on the floor kneeling before Dusk
"forgive me, I want us to be the way we used to be" Radika already broke into tears on the knees of Twilight
"we can be as we used to be, but not as husband and wife but as friends"
"no Ja, you're just mine, no one can have you but me, I don't want to just be your best friend, you're my wife "
"don't be like this Radika, we are not meant to be together as a couple, just as friends, I love you more than anything, but you've wasted me all this time"
"i won't repeat, I realize now I need you"
Dusk laughs cynically
"let me alone, brother, maybe by being away from me you will be able to forget me later, as well as me"
Dusk rose from his seat, Radika chased after him and then held Dusk from behind. Dusk shed his tears without making a sound. Dusk also felt a great longing for Radika. But the pain of betrayal Radika still imprints in the heart of Dusk.
The house looked very quiet, Melinda's laughter had dissipated along with the revelation of the incident about Rio and Angel. The happiness in Rio's house has completely disappeared, the woman who usually always welcomes his return from work, now just silence when she sees it coming. The woman who had always accompanied Rio to dinner in the morning and evening, was now just sitting expressionlessly across the table. The woman who always made clothes to pair a tie to him, will now leave the room if Rio has finished bathing and will prepare.
The situation that never once imagined in the brain of Rio, his wife who used to be very cheerful and lively, has now turned 180°. Rio until never again found Melinda's laughter. Let alone laughter, even Melinda's smile was completely reluctant.
As the saying goes, women are the heart of the home. If his heart is injured then his entire body will also be injured. Rio felt a deep silence in his life.
POV Melinda
It feels like there is nothing more that I have to defend in this house, my two children have succeeded and I no longer need a big cost for my own life. I'll part with Rio.
Today I saw the same pain from the eyes of my son-in-law "Senja" . I was ashamed of my son and my husband's behavior, they even had contact with one woman. Embarrassing. But I can what? I have to strengthen myself in front of my children. Dusk is my choice as well as Rio. Radika also does not refuse, even she herself who wants to marry Dusk. If I give up on my marriage then how will I strengthen Dusk to survive the marriage?
I am a woman, even Dusk. We feel the same sadness and disappointment, if I am not strong I will have more difficulty maintaining Dusk as my daughter-in-law. She's a good girl, from a good and respectable family. I have to stay strong and live my life as usual, although in my heart it is really difficult to dismiss my disappointment in Rio, but I will try as if everything is still fine.
Radika and Dusk should get back together, I will make them both come back and love each other wholeheartedly as before. Although I also had to lie with my true feelings already sick.