
Bringing the case of his past to the legal path to prove once again that Armanda is not a descendant of Akbar according to his father's will, in this case Ridwan quite understand, if not, Queen only wants to realize the ideals of her adoptive father who wants her to nurture her sister until the age of twenty-one years.
Bringing the case back to court for him could lessen his guilt towards his adoptive father. But one thing is difficult to understand one more year Armanda would be twenty-one years old if he did that for a short period of one year, it will only run out by attacking each other in court and it will be very complicated because Anggraeni Akbar is not an easy opponent.
"Are you sure you're going this way? You only have one year. What if this one year you still can't prove that Armada is not the grandson of Anggraeni, do you think it's not in vain?"
Nisa was silent for a moment thinking about that, though, it was thought not to do that but every time his father entered into his dream a feeling of guilt always appeared and maybe by doing this can make him reduce the feeling of guilt a little.
"Maybe by once again trying, it can slightly reduce my guilt on papa."
"Destiny Queen. You can't take care of him for ten years it's God's destiny. It's not your fault at all."
"I don't believe in destiny." Staring at the face of Ridwan Agung who stood two meters away from him. "What I believe is that a man's life is determined by himself, the strong are the winners so what happened ten years ago is all my fault."
A wise sentence made to appease the heart of the Great Queen will always be free. It is free to introduce destiny to people who no longer believe in God. Prolonged suffering is what makes it so.
Nayaka Akbar the almost perfect handsome man without being scratched the slightest bit was already standing between them barging into this hall.
"Can we talk to you both?"
Nayaka turned to the somewhat old man standing near Nisa. Without being asked Ridwan Agung understood the intention of Nayaka Akbar. He immediately left without feeling expelled and Nisa started to sit in her chair and said.
"What do you need to do to see me?"
Nisa spoke calmly even though she saw something was not right from Nayaka's face.
"Stop!" firmly Nayaka who looked at the beautiful woman who was sitting gracefully in her chair. "To bring this case to justice again. Make peace with my mother."
"Peace." repeated Nisa laughing mockingly. "Did I hear wrong?"
"Nisa thinks bringing this case to justice is a foolish act. Isn't it without the current hukumpun your little star has come back to you, so what's lacking? Are you still not satisfied. Wanting to prove once again that Armanda is not my mother's descendant, it won't work. Armanda is my mother's granddaughter. It was proven ten years ago. I beg you not to fight over Armanda in this way. Cassian she is."
Nisa mute her heart sore as she has to admit Naya's word is true. Fighting it in this way, how about his sister's feeling whether he was happy or sad Nisa had never asked him. But Nisa had no other way to get Armanda legally in the eyes of the law, but Nisa had no other way to get her, for granting his adoptive father's last request was a good favor he should repay.
''You will never understand Naka because you are not in my position." Nisa's voice is bitter. "As a child who was later lifted from the streets because of his luck, he got a new family that loved him very much. What have I paid for their kindness to me? Even when my dad asked me to take care of his biological son. I can't until the boy has suffered for ten years. How am I supposed to be responsible for his misfortune? What to do when I can't grant papa's last wish. Maybe only in this way I can breathe a little relief because it can slightly reduce my guilt on papa."
Nayaka's glued turn to respond to the sentence of the woman in front of him, he began to be able to understand it but he protested loudly when Nisa blamed herself for everything that happened to Armanda.
"My brother is dead. You don't have to feel guilty about him. What happened is not your fault at all." Nayaka tried to convince.
"You're absolutely right." Smiling a little but looking sick. "It wasn't my fault. The guilty ones are you and your mother."
"Not us either." Nayaka moody protest. "The person to blame is my brother. Your adoptive papa. Little Star's own father. He's the only one who's guilty of you. I think it's too much for him to entrust big things to an eighteen year old girl."
Nayaka always regretted her brother's actions before he died making a wrong will by giving the rights and obligations to Nisa to take care of a young child, who was still a child, though it was a very heavy task for the age of Nisa at that time.
There is Dewi Purnama but Nayaka believes it is just a reinforcement so that the will cannot be contested essentially her brother only wants Nisa who has custody of it and Nisa realizes it, so he fought desperately to reclaim his little Star by trying to prove that his adoptive father was not an Anggraeni descendant.
"Papa had no other choice. He didn't want his son to fall into your mother's hands. Because for papa. Your mother killed his wife."
"I saw myself my sister-in-law fall because of the surgery." Nayaka protested because that's what she thought happened when her mother did not push her but her sister-in-law fell alone.
"You were at the scene at the time. Didn't you see when your mother pushed him?" Nisa recalls the incident when Little Star was one week old, when Anggraeni and Nayaka who was about thirteen years old came to her home. Anggraeni's hand pulled the baby from her and pushed her until she fell and died. She was ten years old and Nisa would never forget that. "Your mother was cruel, it's appropriate that papa left her and refused that her children be taken care of by your family."
Nayaka mute all the word groups that he has immediately he deferred to just protest. The accusation that his mother killed his sister-in-law is not true at all. Her sister-in-law died after the surgery after giving birth she fell.
The author is also confused which one is right which is wrong, Nisa and Nayaka have their own views, the point is only God knows. Was it Anggraeni's hand that deliberately pushed him or his daughter-in-law who fell alone because his condition was still weak after surgery? If discussed will not run the story.
"You look at everything according to your own thinking." Nayaka again issued a sentence but not a protest, Naka just wanted to calm him, Naka did not want the woman he always loved was living covered with a myriad of hatred. "It's just gonna hurt you even more."
"Don't get me." Nisa protested loudly and smiled. A smile that is always cynical but looks sick. "Don't worry that I'm used to it, my separation from the Little Star still feels more bitter than looking at something I thought about my mother's death. So I can be stronger."
Nayaka felt a great pain in his heart as he watched the two beautiful female eyeballs in front of him look teary. Nayaka asked how much his suffering was to make a figure like this when he was his girlfriend, Nisa was a warm and kind figure to anyone.
"What we've done before may be too harsh for you to make you like this on my mother's behalf, I'm sorry." Then heave a breath. "I'm sorry Nisa too. We're both guilty of you."
"Sorry." repeated Nisa's cynical smile then walked out of the table approaching her. "Tell me how should I forgive you? And you..." Stop right in front of Nayaka. Looking into Nayaka's eyes. "What have you done to me? You purposely entered my life pretending to love me. I made you my first girlfriend but what did you do then? You stabbed me in the back. And what you did when your mother dragged me to jail, you went to take my sister abroad, and almost drove me crazy. Tell Naka how can I forgive you?" lirih Nisa scrunched her nose and her lips held back the pain.
Nayaka mute his heart was also hurt to hear the pain of the woman in front of him.
When Nisa brought the little one that day her mother was furious and blamed her. His mother was angry and reported him to the police to imprison him.
It was then that there was an agreement between him and his mother. Nisa can be free from her mother's cruelty by accepting the one thing that is she must leave Indonesia to bring her nephew. There was no other choice he had to agree to it even though he knew it was too cruel to Nisa.
"You're right, we don't deserve to apologize to you. Have I received the reply? You don't know what happened to me then?" Sighs long. "The entry of me into your life by pretending to love you is actually I've been trapped in it. I couldn't get out and I was tormented in a circle I made myself. You know why?" Nayaka grabs Nisa's hands and says "I've truly fallen in love with you" she reveals a secret she's kept for ten years.
Nisa was fixated with the confession of the man before her while Armanda had been silently eavesdropping behind the door.
The expression of his uncle's current love for his brother managed to make Armanda's feelings restless, Armanda wanted to hear what the continuation of their conversation was.
Suddenly, Armanda's heart beat rapidly as she watched for herself how Nayaka held her brother's hands, expressing a feeling that her uncle had held in his heart for ten years.
"Do I have to believe?" nisa looked at Nayaka.
"Trust me." Nayaka reassured. "Even after ten years the feeling cannot go away. I love you, Nisa."
Nisa was silent for a moment considering what this man had done to her first? Deceiving her by pretending to be in love is still hard for her to forget.
Nisa pulled her hand then walked backwards leaning towards the table with both hands crossed on her stomach while the fixed gaze was always disdainful.
"You think I can trust her so easily after what you did to me?" A cynical smile returned to focus on Naya's two eyes. "Where is love when I'm hurt by your mother's actions? Where was love when I was almost crazy for losing my sister? Tell Naya is love able to help me?" smiling snorting cynically. "No. Instead your treatment of me is crueler than your mother."
"You think I'm happy that I managed to separate you?Separating you was not in my mind. I did support my mother to take custody of your Star, because I want you to be relieved of such a huge responsibility. It was nineteen years old when I could see you separated from your teenage life because you had to take care of a child."
Nayaka was silent for a while again continuing his sentence to straighten things out for the sake of Nisa's calmness.
"Trust me, what I did to you back then I did because I wanted to protect you. The previous overseas move I rejected mother's plan. But when you took Armanda away in my car, my mother found out and my mother paid for the opportunity to pressure me. I'm afraid mom put you in jail. Eventually a deal happens, I accept her offer and just enough to retract the report. That's what happened back then." Naka explained the events ten years ago and he saw Nisa fixated as if he managed to convince her that at that time he did it because he wanted to protect her from her mother's anger.
Naya approached him grabbing both hands of Nisa with both hands then said.
"What do you believe now? Everything that happened was just done to protect you. I'm trying to protect you because I love you so much, Nisa. Even to this day I still love you. Now, do you believe it?" naya's words seemed to convince her when she saw the beautiful woman in front of her tear her eyes.
"Yes, Naka. I trust..."
Armanda who had been eavesdropping quietly felt limp when she saw and heard her brother seem to believe the words of his uncle. The misunderstanding between them has been cleared up maybe now his brother will return to his uncle as before.
Armanda quietly closed the door again, not wanting to watch her brother hold his hand any longer, the statement of her uncle's love for her brother made Armanda feel that a sharp knife had pierced her heart. I don't know what that feeling is? Armanda was sad and wanted to be angry. Soon Armanda passed from this place.
Nayaka was shocked when Nisa suddenly pulled her hands together and turned the cry in an instant into a smile. Smile as usual, smile cynically and disparagingly.
"Unfortunately I don't have any feelings for you anymore."
"Cannot be. You lied. I'm sure you still love me like I love you." Nayaka protested as if she didn't accept reality.
Just like Nayaka Nisapun felt disbelief because he had thought he still liked this man because for ten years there was no one to replace the position of Nayaka, but something that contrasts just happened this man's touch no longer warms, his eyes no longer vibrate, all feel mediocre. When did the love go away or did he never really love this man? Or is there anything else?
Holy wow...! Why when he thought about something else was why it occurred to him was his sister's face.
"Why? You don't believe it? Nisa smiled happily looking at him. "But I really don't have any feelings for you anymore."
Nisa again walked towards her chair and returned to sitting gracefully.
"O-yeah tell your mother, this time I'll win."
Nayaka could not say anymore he really felt sad because he did not see that love in his eyes any more than ambition and hatred.
"You have to win because I don't want you to get hurt a second time."
"Don't think of me!"
Nisa asserted because of her abstinence from receiving the mercy of others let alone from her own enemies.again Nisa smiled in a calm tone and said.
"Well think about what alibi your mother should plan to attack me?"
There were no words of reply from Nayaka's mouth other than to rush out of this room feeling sad and disappointed.