Recreation Star
DON'T LEAVE ME, BROTHER....

Time goes faster than usual. Tomorrow then..? Nisa is engaged to Nayaka. It feels hard for Nisa to do it? And tomorrow his sister will leave him. Although he always felt hurt every time he saw his lover considering he could not have it but Nisa wanted to continue to see it even though she only positioned as a sister and each look at him her heart was broken like slashed sembilu, but Nisa wanted to continue to see it even though she was just positioned as a brother and every look at him her heart was broken like slashed, Nisa doesn't care if you can see it.

Tomorrow it's all gonna end tomorrow. Nisa feels her life will end tomorrow. It was terrifying for Nisa to think of what was going to happen tomorrow, in her fear Nisa smiled bitterly. There is something coincidental because tomorrow the age of his sister even twenty-one years means it is time for the man to escape from it according to the will of the father.

Nisa cried watching the little Star-shaped tart that she had bought earlier with the twenty-one number candle. Back Nisa had to celebrate her sister's birthday alone in the room with no one in it.

Nisa drew closer to the window her gaze was fixed on the window of the next room, hoping she could see her sister there even from a distance. Nisa guessed her sister must have not slept like her at this time because she thought about what happened tomorrow?Nisa knew her sister still could not accept this reality. Nisa can only curse herself for making the man suffer even though sometimes Nisa thinks she wants to ignore Pearl and run to him but the paralysis of Pearl and the debt of life to her father again protested loudly.

Nisa turned to walk towards the door when she heard the door of her room knocking. Nisa was stunned unable to speak when she opened her door the figure she so longed for was already standing before her. Gently and gloomily the man denied it,

"Sister..."

Seeing her this close upsets Nisa's feelings but Nisa insists on not being affected by her love for this man.

"Star," replied Nisa raucous and sad.

"Tonight I have a birthday. I want to celebrate my birthday with you. Brother want?" he looked down and saw the woman in front of him smiling softly but looking painfully, returning with a small Star-shaped cake in front of him. Armanda replied with a smile.

"I know, other than Brother no one remembers my birthday?" he said he took over the cake in front of him, a cake that his brother always bought to celebrate his birthday. Looking back at Nisa's face. "Tonight is very bright outside.we are down..." Poking her left hand at Nisa and Nisa welcomed by giving her palm to each other tightly knitting maybe this will be the last time they join hands like this again because tomorrow it will all be over.

Nisa and Bintang sat with their backs in the middle of the fine grass in the backyard. The moon and stars mingle with the lights of the garden, the ornamental flowers that surround them as if they were sharing in their feast.

This garden seems to be transformed into a flower garden because tomorrow in this park Nisa will be engaged to her uncle, Armanda did not want to remember that because for him this park will give a moment of celebration of his twenty-first birthday with his loved ones, one thing only for tonight they want, he said, tomorrow will not come.

"Did you want to know what my request to God is this time?" said Armanda smiling with a look at the night sky.

"No." Answer nisa softly and quietly. "Let it be a secret." In her true heart Nisa felt afraid that her sister's plea was something that could not be fulfilled. Nisa is afraid that her sister is begging her to stop her engagement to Nayaka if that's a better question Nisa won't hear because Nisa can't afford it.

"Why? Are you afraid that I'm asking for something that God can't grant?" said Armanda and the woman behind her back to silence as a sign that her guess was correct, Armanda chuckled, recalling every moment of her birthday, when her brother always forced her to open her mouth to inform her of her plea, Little Star always kept it a secret but her brother always forced by tickling her small body at that time, "When I was little Brother like to force me to tell you what my request is, but this time Big Brother seems to not want to know. Then I'll just go to bed." Closing his eyeballs. "You want Big Brother to sing a little star to me?" he opened his eyes without opening.

Nisa was saddened to hear her request because it reminded her of her coming back eleven years ago when she returned the Little Star to Anggraeni secretly when the Little One fell into a deep sleep after the song was sung, and if Nisa does that again as if this song will lead her to her departure tomorrow and Nisa won't repeat that sadness.

"The star does not like it" said Nisa rejects it indirectly.

"Why do I want you to sing that song again."

"Later the Stars will really fall asleep..."

"I really want to sleep."

"No, I don't want to sing, you'll sleep well. Brother can't lift your body up like you used to."

"It's okay that it's important I can sleep near you like this." The voice was raucous and tired.

Nisa silently sobbed after she no longer heard her sister's voice and thought her sister was asleep on her back. Nisa was unable to endure her suffering at this moment.

Nisa was shocked when five minutes later her sister who was sticking her back behind her said,

"Don't get engaged to Naka. Comeback me. That was my wish to God."

"Bin.butt..." Nisa's hoarse voice tried to stop her crying but to no avail.

"I beg. Come back." said Armanda once again sounding raucous.

"We can't do any more harm to Pearl." - shrieked Nisa.

"It's unfair that we leave pearls without legs walking."

"If the pearl could walk. Is Brother coming back to me?"

"Tomorrow Brother is engaged..."

"If there's a miracle to come before tomorrow?"

"There's no miracle."

"If there is?" Armanda continues to press Nisa with questions that she herself feels frustrated at hearing her answers.

"So please stop..."

Nisa's cry further broke into a heart-wrenching canticle in silence tonight. Nisa feels frustrated because the miracle is just nonsense and she realizes the opportunity to unite again will not exist, it makes Nisa feel sad and desperate. But he must insist on a miracle that never existed and this man must not hope for something impossible because it will make him more hurt. Nisa must close that possibility. Nisa let go of her back to turn to look at the man.

"The "miracle will never exist. Even if there is. Big sister still can't come back to you." lirih Nisa is bitter and Nisa's heart is getting torn apart watching the tears of the man in front of her drip. Nisa continued. "The star must try to love Pearl, and you will try to love Nayaka."

Nisa's words tore apart Nisa's own feelings. The man's cry hurt Nisa to the point of jenit, Nisa can't stand it anymore until she feels like she's going to die right now. Nisa got up to her feet to leave this man but in an instant the man had already hugged both his thighs from behind holding her back to not leave.

"Don't leave me, Brother..." Armanda whining.

Nisa tried to turn around to look at that face again, and helped her stand up to look at each other.

Nisa throws a smile between her crying and her chest that hurts. Nisa's two hands held both her jaw and cheeks and said softly.

"Tonight you're twenty-one years old. Starting tomorrow Free stars. Go to a faraway place where no Big Brother is there so that maybe Star can forget Big Brother? Go where the Stars like because Brother has no right to hold you back. Tomorrow Brother has no more obligations on you. Decide your own life path. Brother let you go..."

Armanda's cry broke upon hearing Nisa's words.

"No.., don't talk like that, I could die without Brother..."

"If the Star dies what else Brother. Hold on to stay alive. We both have to survive. Stars should be happy. Not much crying like this, it hurt Big Brother. Darling..."

Armanda pulls Nisa's body around, she feels really scared regardless of Nisa and Armanda not ready to face tomorrow without Nisa again by her side.

"Don't go Brother.., I'm afraid..." The cry of Armanda grew tighter. "How can I live without my brother..."

Nisa cries but Nisa has no choice. Nisa let go of her embrace, trying to smile again even though her heart was broken.Nisa's fingers wiped away the tears of the man in front of her.

"Don't be like this. Stars need to be strong. Men cannot be weak like this. Brother will pray to God that all the sadness of the Star is taken by God if it is necessary that the sorrow of the entire life of the Star Brother bear it, the Star must smile must not cry..."

Nisa cried again because she felt not strong enough to witness the suffering of the man in front of her, Nisa immediately hugged him then took it off again and said,

"Sister's responsibility is done here, Brother let you go, Star must be happy without Brother, Brother loves you very much, more than anything even God can not rival your feelings." Then both of Nisa's legs jingled to kiss the man's forehead in front of her. "Selamet Stay, dear.., believe me everything will be fine." said Nisa then left her lover's cry.

Armanda lamented Nisa's departure by continuing to recite in her heart,

"don't go, Brother.., don't go.., don't let go of me, without you I'll die..."

But no one can hear it except the night sky which hears it and tells God.

HI EVERYONE WHO WAITS FOR THE CONTINUATION OF NISA AND STAR, HEADING FOR THE LAST THREE EPISODES OF LOH, KEEP COMMENTING, LIKE AND VOTE AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE, WE WAIT FOR WHAT STAR AND NISA CAN REUNITE OR HAVE TO SEPARATE???