
Five years have passed.
Where his lies all this time to a man who is still a lover overshadowed his every day.
To be honest, Mega has been plagued with fear lately. Afraid that Satrio will return to Indonesia and how to explain if he is now married to his brother and has Rania?
Yes, the man was lied to at all times. When the two send an email, the call is still typed by Mega.
First.
Satrio focused on his big dream. Study it, in England.
Second one.
Prolonging the lie so that his heart is better prepared to face reality. Where Satrio will certainly make demands related to the feelings of love they create.
Dert
The sound of Mega's phone vibrates, obviously if one name is on the screen of his phone. Satrios.
Mega was still glued to the screen of her phone. Taking a breath and has not intended to stick the object in his ear.
"Who?" asked the God who was beside Mega holding in front of their daughter. Rania.
"Satrio" he explained by showing his cellphone screen to a man who had been a part of his life for five years. Happy, certainly. But it feels soon there will be pebbles that will rain down on the daily lives of both of their households. Teasing, definitely. Make it there must be other feelings besides the happiness that has been created.
Whys?
Yeah, old love must've billed a promise to her to live together. Like a series of words that they carved both at that time. Five years ago, to be exact. Now, Satrio is finally over from his S3 studies and he is sure, if his heart never changes to him.
The man was obedient to his loyalty. Not the slightest shaky taste and try the taste with other women.
"Hallo.." answered Mega that there are no frills dear in his sentences. Yeah, it should've ended. His theatrics every emailed as if she was a woman who had not married and had no children had to end that minute as well.
The conclusion of the conversation was to meet in the blue lake. Satrio never changed. His return to Indonesia was not even known by his mother and father. After graduation, he was still there and promised to go home if all the business was done. But still, suddenly and suddenly already at the airport.
"Official, always has been." The god who clucked slowly, complained with his younger brother who had no news of playing home.
Actually it does not matter, if the whole family is not hiding the matter of marriage with God. But it feels, all must be faced and sure after his meeting with Satrio, is the beginning of complicated relationship between them.
God clasped his wife's fingers. Tight and meaningful. Of course, I don't want Mega's heart to move. Doesn't want his wife to just remember a taste of a piece of the past that Satrio created.
While Mega, his heartbeat is not bad. Imagining what words would come out of Satrio's mouth was creepy.
Will he be slapped? being chided for playing with her feelings?
Whahuh?
What would Satrio say when he heard the explanation from her later?
Did he accept?
This is not an easy thing. Rather, difficult. Problem is, lies. The lie he had committed over a long period of time, not for a moment. Five years. Five years.
Mega's eyes closed for a moment. Setting the heart rhythm that has since oscillated his feelings. Messed up. Messed up.
"You need to calm down." The god who pulled his wife's head for her rested on his chest as the roar of the car engine they were driving right stopped right then and there.
The wind blows pretty hard. It is visible from the windshield of the car if a man is standing on the edge of the lake. Wearing a thick black jacket and only looks at the back. Hiding two hands on the pocket of her jeans. Fix, Satrio was waiting for him there.
Both hurt, that's the answer. He is hurt if he has to share views regarding Mega from the man who still has blood ties, brothers, whatever that means divided.
With Satrio. His pain was too painful, very painful about his dishonesty from the beginning concerning the woman he still holds tightly to his finger.
That day was the beginning of the rain during the sailing of the household ark.
Mega slowly removed her husband's finger link. Get out of the car by taking a deep breath with his eyes for a moment to shut him up. Staring doubtfully at the figure of the man a dozen meters away who had still not switched his standing place. Under the trembesi tree.
"Mega," Satrio turned towards Mega who had not yet come closer to him. Run around with a happy smile that radiated from the moment she first saw the woman's face. "Mega," he said and immediately hugged the woman so tightly that Mega could not breathe. "I miss you very much Mega" he added with a single drop of clear water slowly coming out of the eye patch.
There was also a sound des@han breath that could Mega concluded relief. Yes, Satrio breathed a sigh of relief to be able to meet him after such a long time.
The man still hugged her and had not taken it off. Mega could not even speak other than her hands being silent and her eyes implied sadly which she could not describe.
As for the Gods, closing his daughter's eyes, to not see his mama being embraced by another man whom he would call om after they became acquainted. Although it can not be denied, the fear of his broken heart into several parts has been wrestled. Seeing the sight of Satrio hugging Mega alone, his eyes hurt his heart cracked instantly.
"Are you going to hold me?" tanya Mega sounded hoarse.
Satrio chuckled, his gaze making Mega helpless so he had to take his eyes off. His wide smile and happy aura, real without any lies. It is undeniable Mega, if Satrio longs for their encounter.
Still not stopping in the arms alone, Satrio still kissed Mega's forehead without cue that made the sultry chest of God who witnessed it. Mega even gagged made in disbelief, more precisely a speechless mute.
"Looks like you're comfortable," Deity was upset to know Mega did not wince or at least there was an attempt to refuse not to be hugged, kissed on the forehead and held without such distance by his sister. The god then threw away his face, ogah, watching the intimacy of the two of them.
"Wait, wait." Satrio grabbed the pointy chin and had Mega stare intensely at his eyeballs to meet.
Mega is uncomfortable, trying to take off slowly but Satrio does not allow.
"You're changing and looking mature, pretty, I love it." Satrio who did not stop admiring the living creature named woman before him. "Dear, what's wrong with you? You don't like meeting me?"
Mega smiled hesitantly, whereupon they sat under a long wooden chair under a large tree. Trembesi tree.
Satrio had not even felt his ring finger embedded in the wedding ring even engraved his brother's name and himself, whereas since then, the finger was not released for him to hold while walking.
"I don't understand the meaning of your silence? Wh why? Normally you would hug me and normally your face would be very happy? but not this, I don't even see you happy. And you're just silent, "an anxious Satrio pinched the wrath of the nose of the woman he still calls dear and considers a lover.
Yes, it really is. There was never a word of breaking up between them. There is no word ending a relationship that has been established for a long time. More precisely, there is no word for commitment. What is, their relationship has been maintained so far. But not today. Mega must certify if they must release the commitments they have built together well.
What can? I don't know. He'll try.
Satrio took out a box containing a pair of rings that he had prepared from his thick jacket pocket. "I kept my promise Mega, I came to bring the same love. No change of direction, no change of name and only your name I say in prayer. Will you marry me?" Satrio said it very smoothly, showing a pair of beautiful rings in front of Mega's eyes.
And what's going on?
Clear shafts as clear as the dew of the morning fell along with a slow sigh not strong with what he had to say.
Rejecting Satrio, for sure. There was no choice but to hurt and destroy her number two big dream after her college.
"Hey... Why are you crying, baby?" tanya who grabbed Mega's beard to look at his eyeballs.
Again Mega is not strong, not strong to see Satrio's reaction after he told from A to Z more than five times.
Both of Mega's eyes closed for a moment. Then he uttered a sentence. "Sorry, we can't be together. Even though we used to love each other. Uniting the same feeling between us," replied Mega has not ended the clear circle that has since come out of his two eyes.
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