REPEATING TIME

REPEATING TIME
Near Again Asks for Friends


Kanna stopped stepping and slowly turned back, where Near was.


Near stepped forward quickly. Making Kanna scared, Kanna's eyes now Near looked angry.


FLASHBACKS


At the time of Kanna Junior High many approached her because she had a beautiful face. Maybe it's beneficial to have a pretty face but not to Kanna.


Having a beautiful face made female friends stay away from her, and many male friends teased her. Initially Kanna responded to the usual confessions of men.


But because of the usual confession that makes Kanna shunned by her female friends because in their minds Kanna was arrogant.


Seeing everyone move away from her, Kanna begins to feel betrayed. He made up his mind to be judesful to every man. But it was too late because all her female friends had already stayed away.


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One day, someone seemed to confess his feelings to Kanna. But it was answered harshly by Kanna.


It seems the student was angry that he did not accept Kanna's treatment. So he slapped Kanna hard. Kanna fell hard.


FLASHBACK END


Even if I forget about the incident. Stare in Kanna's heart she kept feeling that time.


Seeing Near coming quickly made Kanna feel that feeling. With fear she closed her eyes, afraid of being slapped by Near.


But nothing happened after a few seconds of Kanna closing her eyes. Because Near should have slapped him.


With a fearful feeling Kanna began to venture out to open her eyes slowly.


Kanna was shocked after opening her eyes, as Near suddenly stuck his hand out toward her. Confused by what happened, Kanna's feelings of fear begin to disappear.


"What is this" said Kanna who was confused by what happened.


"Hand" replied innocently Near with a smile


"Not that, but why do you stick your arm out at me "Kanna asked again.


"Oh this, did you not hear what I said earlier "Near was astonished because Kanna did not know.


Kanna shook her head not knowing Near's max. Since Kanna had previously closed her eyes in fear, she also did not hear Near's words when Kanna closed her eyes.


"OK I'll repeat again, Now listen appropriately yes "Near reminds Kanna.


Kanna was still confused, but now she did not cover her eyes. He began to dare to look at Near.


"I'll repeat from the beginning. I will not be troubled and troubled by this. Therefore please be my friend "Near lowered his arms again towards Kanna.


"Eh..." Kanna is surprised, a glimpse of Near's memory of first asking for friendship is in Kanna's mind but still vague.


Kanna began to hold her head dizzy receiving those faint memories.


"Are you okay" asked Near worried because Kanna looked sick.


Feeling dizzy again, Kanna could not help but wonder "whether, do I know you "


Near was surprised to hear that word from Kanna. Near tells the truth but is arrested because Near wants Kanna to know after he finds the diary he gave in order to get irrefutable evidence.


"Emmm(shaking his head). We just met "Near slumped awkwardly for the first time.


Seeing Near smile awkwardly like that made Kanna not believe his words. Feeling upset that no one told him the truth.


"WHY, WHY DOESN'T ANYONE TELL ME THE TRUTH "SADLY Kanna snaPPED.


"Eh..." Near was shocked by Kanna's sudden clap.


"Eh..." Kanna regained consciousness and closed her mouth. But he still felt disappointed so he went straight to the back of the class where Ardi was.


Near fell silent not chasing after Kanna, with a sad smile she used "Kanna to experience this pain because of me. If only I didn't exist..."


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Ardi is now behind the school. As usual he started eating first because Kanna always long coming.


"Unusually "Ardi was surprised because Kanna arrived late but not as usual because Kanna came too late.


Suddenly Kanna came with annoyance he did not greet Ardi, Kanna immediately sat down to open her provisions and immediately ate.


"Where Near is now "asked Ardi wonder because now Kanna came alone.


"Don't know the answer Judes Kanna ate his provisions.


That day Kanna and Ardi did not talk to each other. Even when he got to Near's class, he looked gloomy and Kanna ignored him.


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That night Kanna seemed frustrated covering her face with a pillow in embarrassment.


(Why did I talk like that this afternoon with Near. Stupid me, I also spoke with Ardi. For sure he will lie to me ) in Kanna's heart feeling annoyed by his own actions.


"I can't be like this "Kanna got up to strengthen herself and headed for the study shirt.


Kanna started to open her diary.


"Tomorrow I should know about the situation that happened today. And try to pretend you don't know what happened this afternoon."


Kanna began writing down the details of what happened today and trying not to make a mistake tomorrow.


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Kanna's break time tomorrow as usual will be heading to the back of the school. But that day Kanna seemed to glance towards Near who was beside her.


She had already read her diary, Kanna wanted to apologize when Near followed her later. But the fact is the opposite because Near lowered his head quietly without following Kanna.


Feeling guilty about Near looking sad may be due to yesterday's talk.


Kanna tries to stop Near from stepping up quickly, but what power Near has is already moving quickly leaves Kanna.


Kanna is upset because it seems Near doesn't care about her anymore. With a grumble he stepped towards the back of the school.


"I don't have to apologize to him. Maybe this is what's best for him and me "


Exasperated Kanna comes to the back of the school in a hurry and sits down to eat her provisions without greeting Ardi as before.


"Are you okay "asked Ardi worried.


Kanna becomes aware when getting questions from Ardi. Kanna holding her head felt a sense of guilt.


(Stupidly I was, though my intention was to apologize but somehow talking to Near upset me ) Kanna was still confused by her own feelings.


Shamefully Kanna began to turn to Ardi.


"I'm sorry yesterday, it seems like my attitude yesterday was outrageous "Kanna looked down sincerely.


"It's okay, don't think "Ardi is trying to understand Kanna's situation why it could be so.


Kanna was relieved that Ardi was not cheating on her. Seeing Kanna always come with annoyance makes Ardi curious. "Why do you seem so angry "


"Eh(surprised). It was somehow when I spoke to Near that angered me "said Kanna who was hesitant to tell but finally answered because in her heart Kanna believed Ardi.


Hearing that, Kanna felt a sense of concern for the relationship between the two.


"You better be nice to Near." Ardi looked sad when talking about Near.


"Eh, seeing you talking like that as if you were familiar with Near "look at Kanna getting suspicious to Ardi right now.