
"He's why, Asy?" rahman asked with a heart pounding unbecoming, not because it was close to Asy. Rahman could very well condition his heart to what if in a situation like this now.
"Asy heard her age was soon, sister. What does it mean ... what is ...," wirily as you place your hand on the translucent glass showing the conditions in the interior of the room, where Nature seemed to lie weakly on the bed of the patient with a face as white as cotton.
Rahman took a deep breath, unable to bear to see the woman he loved crying like now. But undeniably there is a corner of his heart that came to cry watching how worried Asy was on the man who had the status of her husband, she said, Rahman realized he had no right but blamed him if there was a hint of jealousy in his heart at this moment.
"It should taste it for brother, Asy." Rahman muttered softly while bowing his head and closing his eyes to hold the clear water melt that forced him to come out.
"What, Brother? What did you say?" asked Asy who seemed to hear Rahman's murmur earlier.
Rahman quickly looked up, looking at Asy's anxious face with an expression as if nothing had happened. After all, he was no longer surprised to hear the condition of Nature because some time ago Nature had said this to him, is it wrong Rahman if he is currently a little happy over the pain of Nature?
"No, brother didn't say anything. You asked my brother to come here for help, right? Then now what can you help, Ssy?" tanya Rahman tried to dampen the vibrations in her tone.
Asy again threw a gaze at the sick man in the room there, I don't know what she wanted why was outside instead of going inside to see the condition of her husband closer.
Asy's tears fell again, making Rahman's heart tremble because he was not willing. But on the other hand he also can't do anything for now, just shut up and enjoy the pain alone.
"Asy doesn't know, brother. But ... hearing what Mas Al said to Papi earlier, can you fulfill Mas Al's last request?" muttered Asy asked but more like a whisper, maybe he felt awkward asking Rahman.
Jlegarr
Bak was struck by lightning in broad daylight, Rahman even got a step back. Holding his chest that felt pain due to hearing Asy's request earlier. Not that he did not know the contents of the request, he knew even very well because Nature had already told him that first.
Do not ask how the pain, tears that have been held by Rahman even spilled by itself. Flowing profusely on both cheeks to form a trace that will always be imprinted in his memory, whether the wound will heal.
"Sister, brother crying?" asked Asy in a hoarse voice while stepping closer to the chair where Rahman dropped his body weight because he could no longer stand withstanding the heartache left behind.
Asy sat one bench further from Rahman, keeping each other so as not to arise slander later.
But Rahman just shifted further away, while throwing his face so that Asy can not see his tears
"Sister, did Asy misspoke?" ask Asy again, this time his voice was more normal because his crying had stopped and turned to Rahman.
Rahman still reluctantly turned away, he rubbed his tears rough hoping his melt would stop. But instead of stopping as he wanted, his tears even flowed more and more like a flood.
"If you object, then ...."
"Do whatever you want, Ash. Brother has absolutely no right to you, so .. you don't even need to ask any permission from big brother." Rahman rose to his feet, still turning his back to Asy.
At the stroke of tears that are still faithful fell before finally stepping away without saying goodbye. Leaving Asy who was still sitting in her place with a confused face.
Rahman walked out of the hospital, walking down the sidewalk without direction and purpose. His eyes stared blankly at the direction of the road in which he passed, occasionally his wet face was highlighted by the lights of vehicles passing on the highway right next to him.
Arriving at a large suspension bridge, Rahman stopped. I don't know how long he walked until he got there, he can't remember.
"Why do we have to meet each other if we will eventually leave each other? Why should we laugh at each other if in the end make each other hurt, the promise used to always keep this feeling but now it all ends like this. Butwhy? Why is it that only I feel pain?" isak Rahman on the edge of the suspension bridge that felt swaying.
"Hey, Robin what are you doing here?" greet someone who has always wanted to avoid Rahman.
Rahman slumped back as the decisive step approached him, the hungry gaze of a predator preparing to pounce on its prey.
"It's like tonight's your last night considering that you ran away from me a long time ago and messed up all my plans."
The grin formed on the eerie stern face, the last face Rahman saw before it all turned into a pitch-black darkness.
****
Back to the hospital.
"Honey, are you here? Didn't you say you were going home to get your husband's change of clothes?" ed asked as he was about to return to the room of Nature after having a difficult argument with someone earlier.
Asy who was still daydreaming stared at the direction of the departure Rahman gasped and immediately stood up in front of Ed.
"Ah, Pap. Yes, Asy had wanted to take Mas Al's change of clothes, but .. not so because .. because ...."
Asy squeezed his fingers because of confusion must give an answer like what to the father.
.
Edwin who understood the restlessness of the child immediately embraced him and buried Asy's face in the chest of his warm field.
The rhythm of Edwin's heartbeat became its own tone that made Asy become calmer.
"Once, we'll buy the clothes. You don't have to be too tired, Papi won't let that go." Ed kissed the princess briefly and led her into the room where Nature was.
"Pap, Asy you guys have come. Why so long?" greet Alam who was awake and sitting leaning on his patient's bed.
Ed stared at the smile of his son-in-law who looked happy and bitter at the same time.
"Yes, the debate was pretty rough. Do you need anything?" sahut Ed while approaching the bed of Alam.
Nature shook her head and turned to the gloomy-looking Asy.
"Asy, how? What did Mas say you told Rahman?" nature asked with a gentle smile on her face.
Asy looked up at the shady eyes of the man who had the status of her husband, then with a sad expression she shook her head weakly.
"No, Mas seems like Rahman misunderstood and just left before Asy could say Mas's request."
Nature takes a long breath. "Unfortunately, she missed the opportunity for the happy news she was waiting for."