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The day I had to return at Liz's request, I went home. I'm taking care of the orphanage kids in place of someone we've been renting all along.
The days were going well, the news from Liz and Anna was also always running. But for some reason, I suddenly missed Liz that day, I felt bad, she couldn't be contacted.
Then I walked into Aunt Deyna's room, slept there a few days, pounced on things that were not neatly arranged. Until I finally found a piece of paper that was not intact because it burned.
Th-this? It's very unexpected, I want to give the paper to Liz, about her mother's last wish before she died.
But, why would a paper as important as this be in Aunt Yuli's room? Has it been aunt Yuli who's been hiding it? Meanin? Arghhh I don't know what Aunt Yuli's reason is, but obviously I should call Liz right away.
That day I also hired back a woman to take care of the children's home after I left.
I went back to where Anna and Liz were. I wanted to meet them, but on the way I did a little bit of finding out about Tara, and the truth was that for a dozen years Tara kept looking for Deyna and Liz's aunt. He even incessantly asked the Media to report it at that time, until he finally gave up, because it had been a dozen years.
This news was very good news in those years. But, why can Aunt Deyna and Liz not get any news?
It's all because we live in the interior. The only one who often went home was Auntie Yuli, at that time she often went to the city right? Wh why? He must know about this news, why didn't he tell you anything? If only Yuli's aunt had told Deyna's aunt that Deyna's aunt might be alive, and Liz could have met her father, and they could have lived happily.
What reason? Wh why? Why would Aunt Yuli do that? If he doesn't want Aunt Deyna and Liz to meet Tara, it makes sense that he always instigates Liz to hate Tara.
That television he broke, was it not on purpose? Or even part of the plan? Arghh this shit, make a headache. Stop it, my head is about to break, besides there is nothing to ask, Aunt Yuli is not there.
On that day I saw Liz coming home from work, I saw her, two people looking at each other warmly. It felt that warmth was able to dispel the rain that hit at that time. I saw Liz's happy gaze, as well as Devan's warm gaze.
From that moment on I decided not to tell Liz first, I wanted to see how they developed.
After a week of observing the situation, I was in the camp "whatever Liz's happy origin"
At first I just wanted to realize Aunt Deyna's last wish, so that Liz and Tara could reunite, but it turned out I got a bonus. Devan loves Liz very much, and it seems that Liz has not realized that she loves Devan very much either.
Because of that I decided to delay giving the paper to Lizy, maybe he even went berserk and tore the important paper. I guessed his nature.
But I'm just a little confused about Anna. Whose fortress is he in? Anna is a smart person, should she know that Liz is already in love with Devan? But, he just shut up? He even encouraged that hatred to explode once more? Ah no, Anna is not that kind of person, I know Anna, she will do whatever is best for her best friend, me and Liz.
Who told you about the plan to take Devan's heart and leave him was Anna's plan? Whatisthis? Why the more I know this is even more confusing, Argh really makes a headache.
STOP VASA! what I thought, why not just accuse Anna. How could Anna have had that intention, if there was any reason. No, Anna must be so because she loves Deyna and Liz aunty, so she helps Liz take revenge.
For weeks, I forced my brain and my heart to swallow and say that Anna was not suspicious, and was not a bad person at all, she just did it for Liz's smoldering revenge. Until they finally came back.
I was quite confused, as long as Liz was playing with the kids, I talked to Anna. Sure enough as I thought, Liz came back not because of her wishes, but Anna brought her.
Why would you do that? And you know clearly that Liz loves Devan so much? Why don't you let them live happily together, Liz has suffered too much!!
I wanted to say that while being angry at Anna, but somehow my throat felt dry, my brain decided to always keep an eye on Anna, my heart also said it was not time to talk.
And finally I just pretended I didn't know anything, and just tried to keep an eye on him. I at least understand in the motive section why did Anna do that?
I heard that Liz had returned to the room, I visited her, that blank stare was breaking my heart, she kept staring up at the sky. Ughhhh... I know he misses Devan a lot, but he doesn't want to admit it, does he? Basic, really haughty.
That day I intended to give the paper, but I still hold because it feels the timing is not right.
Ah whereas I just want to hear from him and see him all right. But at the end of the day I argue and scold him, he ends up stupid. Though it's obvious that he is hurt because of losing Devan, uh even pretending to be happy and satisfied. Cih cih cih
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After the debate that night, I thought the debate would only generate Liz's anger on me, and Lizy wouldn't talk in a few days with me, either, but the decision he made after thinking all night it felt like he really wanted me to swallow the chicken at once.
"I've been thinking about this all night, I'm going back to Devan. Because it feels like this revenge is not perfect, there are still Tara and Thifa who must suffer. I'm quite content to make Devan suffer, but it feels like there's still my part that's empty, that's a grudge against Tara and Thifa." He said he made Anna, and I was obviously surprised.
But there's a little bit of lying there, the fact that you're never satisfied to see Devan suffer, you even suffer if Devan suffers.
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Sorry long TwT