Rollercoaster Life
SATU

ALLINE

For most people, the definition of a family is a comfortable home to go home to. But I think families are nothing more than a bunch of strangers wearing thick masks just to look harmonious in the eyes of others.

My name is Deviana Alline Denandra, just call me Allin. The second son of Dewa Samuel Denandra and Vallena Denandra, successful businessman who has several subsidiary companies spread in major cities of Indonesia. I sat in High School Class XII in one of the elite foundations in Surabaya.

I have an older sister whose age is not far from me, we are only two years apart, her name is Amalia Denandra, she continued her studies at a famous PTN in Surabaya. Actually I have a twin named Devira Emellin Denandra, He has a disorder in his heart that makes him very weak. At the age of 4 years, Ellin and I were playing in the backyard, either he was exhausted or he fell unconscious and finally rushed to the Hospital, Hospital, but when he arrived at the Hospital he was pronounced dead.

My family is a family that always looks compact and looks sweet in the eyes of others, so many of them dub as a dream family.

Looking at my family profile it looks like I'm a very lucky kid, right? Denandra's family is exactly without me. I feel so foreign in it, even so far from everyone's good prejudices.

To this day I cannot understand what home means here. Maybe home is nothing more than a place to sleep.

I don't care if you agree with my statement or not, even say I'm less grateful to live in the middle of a versatile family I don't care either. Because you're not me!

From a small age life to me is only a matter of comparison and judgment of others. My mom and dad never treated me well, they always compared me to my sister. Yes, with my own brother. A child with a million abilities who easily makes everyone proud of him. Different from me who is mediocre. Either it is because of that reason or there is another reason that makes them distinguish attitudes to Me and My Brother. Or maybe because of the death of my twin brother Ellin, so they still think I was wrong about his death.

I don't care what they think of me, want as hard as I fight still they think I'm inferior. There used to be Oma who was always supportive and always proud of my achievements, and that made me eager to excel among my friends. But now that Oma had caught up with Opa in heaven, there was no longer any reason for me to run.

Because it has been too often a matter of comparison and hearing the words that make me snore, at this time I feel very immune and indifferent.

I can even say I am now a girl who does not know the rules, always go home to night school, my world is not controlled. That's their view of me. Let me not care about them, they do not care about me. And now, I believe one word that is alone.

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Allines

Today the last XII class students enter the school after undergoing various Exams. They just have to bide their grades and graduation announcements out.

Alana and Devi came up to me and made plans for a vacation because the announcement was still coming for another month, so there was still a very leisurely time for a vacation.

"Where are the vacation plans going guys? we hang out with yukk!" exciting Alana.

"Can!" my answer and Devi compact.

"Where if we go to Bali aja" my suggestion is exciting deh.

my two friends looked at each other like they were thinking and then they smiled and called for a sign of agreement.

"what if we leave the day after, backpakeran it so be exciting, agree not?" Devi proposed her idea.

"Well, yes, it's exciting too, take public transportation so you can meet a lot of people, add friends" I said agreeing to Devi's idea.

"ANNOUNCEMENTS FOR CHILDREN OF CLASS XII HIGH SCHOOL HOPE NATION TODAY YOU ARE ALLOWED TO GO HOME AT 10:00 WIB. THANK YOU" There was a sound of announcements from speakers located in every corridor and in the corner of the class the students became crowded fun because today they came home early.

"Wahhh at 10:00 can already go home, how about we coffee first at the Space Cafe!" Take Alana.

"That's a damn thing! I'm also very lazy at this hour already home" I said.

Devi and Alana seemed to understand how I felt they just agreed.

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After school the three of us headed to the Space Cafe and just ordered food and drinks for their friends to hang out with. The atmosphere of the afternoon was filled with jokes and the sound of laughter of the three of us coming off, no matter who disliked them.

"Lin what are your plans after graduation results come out later?" Alana asked starting with a serious tone.

"I just want to continue the study or maybe work in a place far away that did not come home" I replied lightly.

Getting out of that house was my dream for a long time. He lives in an environment that allows him to thrive and appreciate it.

"What are your plans?" sanku.

"Maybe I will continue to study in New York with Bang Ali" replied Alana who will continue her study to suck her brother.

"If I have a plan to continue studying in Singapore then all at once asked Papa to learn his business there" explained Devi.

Allin mustard heard the plan of his friends neatly arranged. There was a little pain in his heart because he was not as lucky as his friends.

"Am I married once! let's not have to go home" I said as long as I managed to make my two friends gawk to face me.

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AUTHOR

At 7pm Allin had just arrived home, although He had come home very early He was very lazy to enter the foreign place. Allin entered the main door and walked towards the stairs, He looked towards the family room, there was Mama Papa and Kak Lia who were watching a movie along with a crisp laugh.

"Huufffffffftttt" Alline let out a long sigh after entering her room.

He put his bag down and headed to the bathroom and cleaned. Finished cleaning the body suddenly he heard a notification on his phone.

....dddrrrrrttt....

"my dear, tomorrow the road yuk" wrote a message on Alline's phone screen that read - Mine-

Seeing the message from his strength, Alline immediately smiled and then typed something on his phone.

"by" replied Alline.

Juan Prayoga Allin's girlfriend who used to be Alline's upperclassman when he was still in Junior High, they dated 4 years, not long enough. Currently Juan continues stydy at the same State College as his sister's campus while running his father's business, because the father is sick at this time so his father asked Juan to help take care of the company.

Juan's busyness makes him and his lover rarely meet and feel like LDRan even though one city.

Alline closed her phone and immediately put her body in her bed and began to close her eyes. He did not want his mind to run amok so he decided to go to bed soon tomorrow and meet his strength.

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The next day, the,

Allin looked at himself in the mirror He was wearing a knee-length blue dres denim his hair is decomposed and a little polish make up tips on his face that makes his appearance more fresh.

...dddrrrrrr.ttt...

"I'm in front of that" a message came in from her lover.

Without replying Allin just took his bag and put his phone in and out of the room. On the stairs he looked around his inner "quiet" house, because the people of the house were busy with their own activities. Without lingering Allin immediately came out to meet his lover who was waiting.

"Hi, long wait?" Ask Allin. Juan shook his head then smiled looking at Allin who looked sweet that morning. "yuk!" he added.

They both enter the car, Juan walks first to open the door for Allin. Allin smiled a thank you sign.

Cars drove through the city, now they are traveling to one of the malls in Surabaya to watch the cinema.

"I want to go to Bali tomorrow with Ay's friends" said Allin.

"Tomorrow?" Juan asked and Allin nodded.

"How many days is there?" Ask again.

"You don't know how many days it might be 3-4 days" Allin replied.

Juan mangosteen He understands that Allin is not at home to spend his time off if he has to be at home, "Yes but be careful" said Juan while stroking Allin's head gently.

"Tomorrow I will also fligt to Batam there is little business there" Juan said

"You are also careful, do not forget to take care of your health, do not get sick" said Allin worried because his lover was very busy with his work.

"Please Mrs Boss, I will always take care of my health so that I can keep Mrs Boss going" Juan replied with his coolness.

After almost half an hour they finally arrived at a mall in Surabaya. They immediately entered the cinema area and bought a snack for their friends to watch later, because he had bought a movie theater ticket through online so they no longer need to wait in line. Shortly afterwards there was an announcement from the center that the door of the 3-pang theater was the room they were watching had been opened. Allin and Juan went to the door of the theater and sat down on the chair he had ordered.

They also enjoyed the movie that was shown on the cinema screen.

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After the film was finished Allin and Juan decided to look for groceries and would cook in Juan's apartment today. They went to the shopping center in the mall and Allin chose what he would cook today.

It feels satisfied to shop they also decided to Juan's apartment. Only small talk filled their journey with the sound of music played in Juan's audio.

The distance from the mall to Juan's apartment is not too far away, when they arrive in Juan's basement immediately take out their groceries and walk to the elevator and press the number 7.

Juan Apartment is quite high so far from there you can see the view of the hot city of Surabaya but looks clean and neat.

Arriving at the door of the apartment Allin pressed the passcode and opened it, Allin knew the password of Juan's apartment door because he often came here.

The two of them entered, Allin just took off his bag and went to the sink to wash the vegetables they had bought earlier. While Allin was preparing the vegetables that were being washed Juan instead approached Allin and hugged Allin from behind.

"I miss you dear" said Juan right in Allin's ear, creating a warm gust in Allin's ear. Feeling amused by Juan's treatment he turned off the sink water faucet and turned to face Juan.

"My little baby's uuuuu is why it's so spoiled" Allin said as she poked her hand against Juan's neck. Without answering Juan immediately lifted Allin's body and sat him next to the sink to keep them level, then Juan began to bring his face closer to Allin's face. The warm breath of the two of them clashed, Juan then put his lips on Allin's red lips, Allin who happily received the kiss from Juan made a soft and warm kiss turned into a hot kiss. The two pitted their tongues in there, until they both got carried away.

Juan's hand that had been holding Allin's head now began to move smoothly in Allin's body.