Rollercoaster Life
ENAM

The door opens, though,

"Surprisee"

DEG!

As Allin and his best friend chanted a word of surprise to someone who had just walked in to give him a surprise, not that person who got a surprise but Allin and his two friends who were fixated on not believing what they saw.

The truth is, their target Juan actually entered the apartment by embracing the affection of a woman they know very well, Ya Juan entered with Lia, Allin's own brother.

No less surprised now Juan and Lia are also just staring motionless.

"Darling?"

"hhh, Allin?"

"kokk.k, kam, you, you?"

Allin could not take out a word, his lips felt stiff, his whole body now felt limp like a boneless body, it felt numb.

He smiled wryly and began to walk slowly towards the most cruel pair of humans he had ever met. His lover whom he always considered home to come home was in fact nothing more than a murderer, yes, killing the feeling Allin had given without a remnant. Even he put aside his own feelings for Juan, but what does he get now? Betrayals.

Right in front of Juan, Allin looked at Juan's eyes deeply.

"Shock me here? You know what I'm doing here? For whom?"

"Let me clear first" Juan replied in confusion.

"What's? what words would you say to defend your actions? I thought you were really busy until you didn't let me know" Allin replied hunting by holding back tears that were almost broken.

"Say dong darling, you're honest with him anyway" said Lia.

"Allin, I'm sorry, I.." Juan is still trying to explain.

"I'm the same Juan dating, it's been a long time, at first he deketin you just for deketin me only, but it turns out you are not smart enough in everything yes, yes, how could a smart and successful Juan want to equal you who are zero achievements huh?" sahut Lia with a spicy tone.

"Happy birthday" Allin said softly and gave a bland smile with a sharp look towards Juan.

Allin immediately moved out because his eyes were now filled with tears that felt like they wanted to immediately slide into his cheeks.

Both of his best friends did not think that the person who his best friend considered as a special human was capable of betraying, let alone playing behind him with his best friend's older brother. They immediately rushed to answer Allin's sling bag that he had placed on the chair and followed Allin out of the apartment.

Right in front of Juan Devi came to a halt,

"I really don't think you guys can be rich gini to Allin, what's wrong with you guys? until you guys inject him until he really crumpled rich gini?"

"And you Juan! Allin's got all his heart for you! how can you bales the same disgusting betrayal" said Devi at length makes Juan speechless.

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A few years ago, when Juan and Lia were still sitting on the bench of Junior High.

Juan greatly admired the figure of Lia who became a popular student at his school because of her beautiful appearance and extraordinary intelligence that amazed anyone. But Lia has an arrogant nature, he only wants to respond to the people of good looking only. Juan who was still ordinary at that time, although his intelligence was not far inferior to Lia but Juan who used to be a cupid, so Lia always ignored his existence.

Obsessed with having the girl, Juan decides to approach Lia's younger sister, who happens to be his underclassman. Approaching his sister will be easier and can get him close to his brother, Juan thought at the time.

But as time went on they dated Juan forgetting his initial intention to approach Lia, because of the comfort he got from an Allin. While Juan and Lia High School did not attend the same school, her feelings for Lia were buried. And Juan never once said that he ever liked his brother.

Don't understand what he meant when Juan went to college. How shocked it turned out that He met with Lia again and they were a prodi even one class the same, Juan who was not as bold as before, Lia would respond to him and again he fell in love with Lia again. From there they form a love affair, Juan tells them that he will decide Allin, but is forbidden by Lia. He was on purpose, and maybe today's incident right on Juan's birthday was also his plan.

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Sakittt, tightness, confusion, disappointment all mixed feelings for Allin. For many years He entrusted his heart to the wrong person, even his body He had given all to the people who had given it. Allin's fear during this time occurred, losing the crown that was clearly impossible to return again and losing someone who had snatched his crown. Asking for time to turn backwards? Obviously impossible.

Allin sat on a bench in Juan's rooftop apartment, feeling a piercing gust of night wind and enjoying an undefined pain.

From a distance Alana and Devi noticed Allin who was sitting weakly on a bench. They watched Allin from a distance, wanting to incline but afraid of exacerbating his feelings, letting Allin calm down in his own way would be better.

"I don't have the heart to see him rich in gini" said Alana while leaning her head on Devi's shoulder.

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Moments after a long time Alana and Devi only noticed Allin from afar finally decided to take Allin home. Tonight they will spend the night at Devi's house, because before coming here had been to Devi's house first to deliver luggage brought to Bali.

"Lin," called Alana softly as she stroked her best friend's shoulders gently.

"We go home yuk, rest. You must be tired" asked Devi gently.

Allin smiled wryly feeling her messy self tonight.

"I'm sorry" that's all you can say from Allin's mouth and hold her two best friends tightly.

"You still have us Lin" said Devi.

"Yes, we will always be there for you, Kok Lin" continued Alana.

The three of them finally go down the elevator and leave Juan's apartment by taking an online taxi that Alana ordered to Devi's house.

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"well, there's a broken heart"

After staying overnight at Devi's house this morning Allin came home and arrived greeted with less fun by her brother, more precisely the actor. Allin was really lazy to respond to Lia's rambunctious remarks, because surely if he responded there would be a squad that would attack him. Allin walked over wanting to head to his room.

"What do you really want, brother? what is less than the life of an Amelia Denandra who always gets everything she wants with her ease? the affection of the parents is very complete, the value ples of everyone because he is very admirable"

"And herenya with all the perfection that he already has, even to get more easy, why should seize the happiness of people far below it"

"I don't think it turns out his taste is low as well, an Amalia Denandra became the actor of a stupid girl, teledor, and trivial like me"

Allin said at length with a blank look. He did not care after this what would happen, for sure Allin managed to make Lia's emotions pop.

"Bad you are! How dare you speak rich!" lia replied in a high tone.

"Don't suppose all this time I've been in them means I'm just as disgusting as you are, brother!" allin's voice was no less high. This time his emotions really poked like in ubun ubun.

"Ehhh, what the hell is this morning stormy!" suddenly Vallen's voice half-cried.

"Allen! what the hell just came home already done! You didn't calm down yesterday!" Vallen said that made Allin's heart even more sliced.

"What the hell is ma?" The voice of God approached.

"This pa loh pa, go home Allin has made it happen" said Vallen.

"I wouldn't be rich if Lia didn't start!" allin tried to explain but was cut off by Lia.

"What the hell, Juan chose me! was wrong?" Jerky Lia.

"Some of you should know yourself! Juan is a smart and successful kid, which suits you well! He's the same as your brother!" Ketus Vallen's.

"Yes, Juan's father is Papa's best friend, and it would be better if Juan is your brother, because it's good for the survival of these two companies" explained Dewa.

"So you know that too?"

"Yes, we know and we agree they are together" Vallen replied.

"Because if you let Juan be with you, it'll make our family ashamed!" Tukas.

"Our family? is that true? Am I not his family?" Inner Allin.

Allin smiled wryly at the words of his parents and brother, choosing to walk towards his room.

"hey! the old man said it was horrified!" vallen snapped, but Allin paid no heed and continued walking towards his room.

Arriving at Allin's room immediately rushed to pick up the suitcase and put everything he considered valuable with the shoulder that is still carrying the carrier that since yesterday he took a vacation to Bali.

Finished packing, Allin came out to his parents and brother.

"Allin left" he said to his parents.

"Go there, at most not until three days have returned again can not eat outside" replied Vallen ketus.

Allin glanced at her papa who showed a careless face, then glanced towards Lia who revealed her triumphant face.

"Maybe they'd be much happier if there wasn't me" Allin's inner self then immediately moved out of his house.

In front of the house, just as Allin came out of his yard he saw a passing taxi and called the taxi.

Before entering the taxi, Allin turned to his house. It hurt, that was allin felt at that moment.

"Where are you going?" ask the taxi driver.

Allin showed Devi's address. He really has no one else but his best friend.

On the way Allin just stared blankly outside the window his tears were dripping profusely.

Truth be told, right now he is just a useless second-hand item. His family did not consider him a member of the family, his lover whom he had given all had to betray him.

The world is too hard or the self is too weak!

This time he lost his way. Impressed more, but this is what he felt.

And doesn't everyone have their own portion of grief?

Those who do not feel will not understand,

Those who do not experience will not understand.

So never judge the limits of a person's ability to withstand his pain, because they are not necessarily as strong as this pain.

For a dozen years He did not feel the name of parental love, for a dozen years also He had to face the judgment of the people around him about himself.

Even after He met someone whom He considered the most precious in his life, who was able to light up his gloomy day, able to become a container of his sigh, and ahh already. There is no point in hoping for humans. As perfect as any human being he would definitely escape as well.

Somehow in the future, which is clear he must continue his life. This isn't the first time Allin has gotten a sense of tightness in her heart, is it? He has survived so far, where perhaps he is thinking of giving up.

"It's a good start to start everything Allin, apart from all of them it might make your life easier" Allin said as she wiped her tears that soaked her cheeks.

"it's gone" said the taxi driver who had stopped his car in front of a stately house owned by the Devi family.

"mmm sir, help me find an apartment that is minimalist but comfortable, sir. Later I added the cash" said Allin changed his mind.

"well mbak,"

"i have some apartment recommendations that might be able to rent, what is the interest?" hail a taxi driver

"may sir, can survey first"

"well,"

The taxi car drove down the streets of Surabaya to the apartment mentioned by the driver earlier.

He had wanted to go to Devi's house, but stopped because He did not want his arrival to trouble his friend