ROMAYAS
Feels heavy

"It's okay... Speak..." Pramana gives support to Maya.

"Raisa .." The name of the woman made her even more angry.

"I.i .." Maya swallows her saliva.

"A. i... I'm .." Maya holds her chest which feels tight.

Pramana knows that his wife is not ready to apologize to Raisa. Many times he hurt Maya. Even until life becomes the stakes.

"May... "

Pramana's voice gives Maya power. But he looked at the woman who was still lying helplessly on the treatment bed.

I'm really almost crazy for losing my son Raisa... The sadness is still deep because of you...

Maya seems to be holding back her anger. His hands trembled, as if he would want to eliminate the woman in retaliation for the departure of their son.

Where was I last night...

Billyl... Sorry mama.

"I .. I..."

Maya breathed out and walked out of the room. He stopped at the doorstep while looking at the two parents Raisa who saw her as if begging to forgive their daughter.

He continued his footsteps leaving the place. Pramana who realized the situation by nodding her head ran after Maya.

"Pa... Is the fault of our child inexcusable by a woman as well? Is Raisa pa's fault so heavy?" Raisa's mother asked in tears.

He went into Raisa's room. Swiping slowly Raisa's forehead until her hair began to fall out.

"Didn't he have suffered so much in these two years pa?"

Raisa's father just sat on the couch. He repeatedly rubbed his tears that dripped, so that his wife could not see.

I have to go see them...

If Raisa was given a chance by God. I'll take him away from here.

If it is dead... I'll try to be sincere... Because it is God's word. No one can bargain and even refuse...

Thoughts run through the head of Santosio, Raisa's father. He swallowed his saliva while looking at his wife who looked sad and sick day after day.

"Ma, come back to your room... Let me take you..." Take it to his wife who is also being treated in the same hospital.

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Maya gets into the car, after Pramana opens their car door. He cried while hitting his thigh.

"Sorry, I can't forget the tragedy... The shadow of Billy getting hurt was still embedded in my eyes. For a moment I tried sincerely, but that woman's face made me want to eliminate her...

My heart hurts again..."

Maya lets out the heart she felt in Raisa's room. Pramana looked at his wife sadly. Because only Maya faced the incident. When he was in a coma.

"I'm sorry Maya, I'm not on your side. When we lost our son." Pramana clasped Maya's hand.

"And she almost made me a widow...

Can I forgive such a woman??" Maya hits back her thigh.

Pramana quickly held Maya's hand. Embrace it until it enters Pramana's embrace. Maya's cry grew longer in her husband's arms.

"Whatever your decision is, I will always support you. If you're not ready, don't force it.

Or you can forgive her, without seeing her Maya."

Maya releases Pramana's embrace. He sat down to pick up some tissue that was rubbed into his face slowly.

"I'll think about it..." Answer Maya.

She looked at her husband's face, and she didn't want to put her feelings on Pramana. Do not want to ruin their happiness by continuing to remember the woman.

"We'd better go straight home. I'll have Trisno send the important files home. I'll accompany you today." Pramana caresses Maya's head and kisses her.

"Patience dear, try to accept this ordeal. Come with... That is our only duty as human beings. Billy's no longer with us... He's waiting for us in heaven..."

Maya nodded, and stared straight ahead as the car drove out of the hospital parking lot.

I am only a human being, I am not a prophet.

That loss made the biggest wound of my life. I'm so lost...

Maya looked out the window while wiping her tears with the back of her hand. Didn't want Pramana to see her sad again.

Seeing various circumstances on the side of the road, such as that with the life he lived. So many things that he has been through to this point.

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