ROMAYAS
There is still a small room
This spacious room felt very lonely for the woman who had just decided love for good.
Even though his body was in the arms of a man. But his mind still drifted away to the person who had left him.
If only he had been loyal to that man, would not all have walked like this. But his physical needs make him fail to maintain the word faithful in his life.
All have walked in their own places. Right now he was only listening to the heartbeat of the man who had always been the savior of his life over and over.
Breathing that starts to become irregular. It was obvious this man wanted something more than him. Yet the man could bear it just to appreciate her.
"If only... The man I love is you Ray. I don't have to take the trouble to make you love me."
Lana let out her breath. Set her seat so that she can look at Ray's face that feels starting to make her heart pound.
"Lana... "
"Ray... Forgive me for being late in realizing the sincerity of your heart. You're just an impingement of lust for me. You deserve to be angry, I can take that. If you hate me, it's okay... I'll try to approach you my way again."
Ray stroked Lana's long hair. He rubbed the back of the woman he had long loved.
"Lana . I loved you long before you were in love with God. Why am I silent? Because to me your happiness is more important to me. No matter who you are... If you're happy I'll feel the same way.
Even if that person has let you go I'm still here to be willing to be with you. But. if you keep rejecting it. I'll accept it with a chest. I'm not gonna force you ..."
Lana's tears rolled back down her cheeks. He felt so guilty for all of Ray's heart.
"Ray... I'm sorry..."
"I won't force you to side with my heart Lana. It is better for your own heart to make choices according to your feelings. I'm not a man who doesn't want to fight for you Lana. It's just... I'd rather be like this. You'll call me when you need me. Not because of my compulsion. I want you to realize for yourself Lana . I feel important when you need. And that's enough to make me happy. This is my form of struggle.
Lana looked at Ray with a meaningful look. He brought his body closer to Ray. Holding both of Ray's cheeks with his delicate hands.
Ray just spread a smile full of love for Lana. He felt relieved to have revealed everything that had been hidden in his heart all this time.
"Was a woman like me worthy of you fighting for Ray?"
Ray stroked Lana's fingers that were still on her face. He kissed Lana's hand long enough.
"Lana... Do you think I'm not fighting right now?"
"But what I mean Ray... I spend time with you just for fun. Without a little vibration in my heart."
Her tears are flowing again. Ray kissed Lana's wet eyes. Then kiss Lana's cheek.
"Lana's human love. If by having fun I can always be by your side. I will accept it as an expression of love. I know. .. Far from the bottom of your heart, there's still a little room for me to hang in there."
Lana brought her face very close to Ray. Paying attention to the sincerity that Ray revealed. But he did not grieve, for this man took his chastity.
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