
Jake POV
This morning I did something very embarrassing. After breakfast, I even helped Savana who wanted to wash our dirty dishes. I never even thought about doing the work that the servants used to do here, but in order to be able to chat with him I lowered my authority to do so. Thank goodness Daddy was willing to help by ordering all the maids not to come to the kitchen. I can be really embarrassed if this is known to my own subordinates.
But the effort did not even yield results. We talked a little. Even during our activities in the kitchen, Savana just answered me as if. I felt frustrated, I wanted to take her straight to my room and make her understand that I was so excited just by looking at her. Damnit damnit!. The possessive wild soul within me was like it had awakened again after 5 years had passed.
I who was standing alone in the kitchen finally decided to channel my frustration by doing some exercise in my private gym area.
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I'm trying to get my mind off Savannah by exercising. Starting from mild heating to lifting weights I do just to avoid the shadows of him. After I felt enough, I stepped into the lounge room and sipped a glass of Grey Goose vodka that came from my country of birth. The smooth taste mixed with sweet and spicy spices made my brain again think clearly. I pulled out the book I had read this morning, put it back on the table, then took a shower because the sweat felt so sticky on my body.
After coming out of the bathroom my ears caught the sound of piano twang coming from the lounge.
Who would dare to go up here and touch my things?!. Inner me wrath.
I glanced at the wall clock that showed 10:50. He can't be Eiden, he hasn't come home at this hour. Then who is that guy?!.
With a feeling of anger I walked out of the room without caring about the towel that was still coiled around my waist and walked towards the lounge.
I was constantly grumbling while berating people who had the guts to come to this room while they all knew, I was a person who did not like being nosy let alone touching my personal belongings. I've made special rules for the room here for the servants who come to clean this floor.
Did they finally not want to work again until they dared to break that rule?!. My inner.
I who have now arrived where the piano is found no one. If he really was a servant, I would not hesitate to fire him this second as well for having been careless to enter my territory and touch my personal belongings.
My attention then turned to the private library that was still open. Damn it!. If I find it presumptuous to enter that library, I really won't grant him any mercy. He and his family will feel the same consequences because of his behavior!.
When entering the room, there was a woman who was trying to pull a book from her place. I went straight to him and held his tiny hand in my hand.
When the woman wearing the black shirt turned around, our eyes met. I, who was slightly lowered because I was taller, finally realized that this woman was the girl who had been plaguing my mind since last night.
I immediately withdrew every swearing oath I had intended. I pulled all the insults I could make. I apologize to the universe who heard it. I will not do anything to the person standing in front of me right now.
Is... am I too greedy to call myself my woman?.
For a long time we looked at him, he lowered his head. I, now filled with the desire to have, spontaneously raised his chin with my right hand. Without a word, I immediately put my lips on hers. The red lips of the pomegranate that kept drawing my attention, to the point of making me unable to sleep at all.
There was no response from the Savannah when our lips finally touched each other. Is he surprised? But why does he not budge in the slightest?, it makes me want to do more on him.
I began to move my lips, getting deeper and deeper, to the point that her tiny hands pushed my body away from her and put on an expression like a breathless person. I am not used to being treated like this by a woman feeling offended. As soon as my jaws harden, a sign that my emotions will soon burst.
"Omm?". That slightly hoarse melodious voice was finally caught by the senses of my listeners.
My brain is thinking straight again. I tried to control myself trying to close my eyes. The one who should be angry is him, because I've done this of my own free will.
After regulating my emotions, I finally apologized to Savana and realized that I had not worn my clothes except this black towel. Damnit damnit!. I must have freaked him out.
Shame mixed with worry about what Savana thinks of me, I tried to look gentle on her and asked for permission to return to the room to wear clothes.
When I arrived at the room, I looked at myself in the mirror. My ears that were reddened with embarrassment looked very clear. It's really embarrassing. Damnit damnit! I hope he doesn't notice. My inner.
After putting on my clothes and arranging my feelings, I came out of the room and met Savana who was already sitting sweetly waiting for me in the lounge. I only realized one thing after noticing him, it turned out that he was wearing the clothes I had tucked in the waiter this morning. Her clothes look a little oversized, but I like her because she's the one wearing my clothes.
With a wry smile I approached Savana and tried to be normal with her. After opening our chat, there was one thing that stuck my heart, this suspicious request of his made me look at him in full search. He is also like a man who will run away. If it's true, I won't let it!.
After calling her mother, she returned my phone and said goodbye without caring about my response to her she immediately turned to leave me. I who did not want him to leave finally grabbed the tiny hand that I had held in the library room earlier. Surprisingly, Savana fell into my lap and made our position very intimate. A split second later I felt his body wanting to stand up yet I was still faster than his movements. I purposely wrapped my hand around her hip. He looked at me with a shocked expression, Our faces so close that I couldn't breathe normally. The desire to have it again arises to control me.
He also looked back down, not daring to look me in the face. I who do not like this behavior immediately pulled his chin so that our faces closer. So that he would see a man like me who has fallen into his charms. But if he continues to behave like this, it is the same as he is not responsible!. Thought me.
"Savana". Call me then with a hunting breath.
"Om-iya?". Reply with nervousness.
I who did not want this kind of response from him tried to dispel my male instincts, and tried to lower my voice so that he would not be nervous let alone afraid of me.
"Hey... Call me Jake". My pinta now while gently stroking her face.
At first glance he enjoyed my touch, but the awkward expression was back on his face.
"But..."
"Savana, to be honest, I really fell in love with you". I cut his words.
Hearing my words, his expression turned to shock. I don't care anymore. I completely lost my mind in front of this woman.
"O-om ma-drunk?". Ask her now in a stammer.
"Shm... Call Jake okay?". Pinta I begged him while stroking his lips which made me go crazy.
It was as if he was thinking of something very serious.
Is...?. I'm weighing my prejudices.
"Savanna... Realistically, we don't even have a blood relationship to have an uncle and nephew. Honestly, I have a lot of respect for your mother as my sister". I tried to explain my feelings to her.
Savana was silent at my explanation. I also intended to continue that explanation so that he could understand how much I fell for him.
"Savanna... My feelings for you are different, I don't see you as my nephew. You made me feel what I lost five years ago". It was my light that finally confessed my passion for her.
He looked at me with a view I could not understand. Her eyes looked teary, yet I could not guess whether she was sad or moved to hear my explanation.
O God. Did I say something wrong?. My inner.
I immediately stroked her cheek which now looked naturally flushed. Her eyes looked more watery, as if they were going to remove her.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt your heart, please don't cry. I'm sorry". My love is now trying to calm him down with a caress that I try as gently as possible.
In the depths of my heart, I was afraid that this rough hand of mine could damage her delicate, delicate face.
Savana was still silent with her gaze on me. I was confused what to do.
"Why are you so considerate of me". Finally a sentence came out at the end of her beautiful lips which also looked more and more blushing.
"I don't know either. I just want to do it". Honestly answered.
I found no other answer in the depths of my heart other than my sentence just now. Even I did not intend to say such beautiful words just to satisfy her heart. I just want to be honest.
"Stop. You'll only get pain if you're with me". He said with a flat face but his eyes still watery.
I who heard the sentence with such a face immediately felt an immense pain. Not because he asked me to leave him, but because of the meaning that cursing himself made me sick. Why would a perfect girl like this feel cursed. My heart ached seeing his expression.
"I'll fight that pain". Reply with confidence.
I will not lose this woman. My inner.
"That's it. There are still a lot of good women out there. You deserve them". Said again.
I could feel that tiny, delicate hand caressing my slightly hairy jaw. Why suddenly?!... Spontaneously I closed my eyes enjoying his very gentle touch.
"I don't want anything else, I just want you". I replied with my eyes closed and still enjoying the play of his hands along my jaw.
I heard him chuckle, and made me open my eyes. A beautiful smile with white teeth and neatly arranged it makes me glare. It was like seeing an angel at close range. Really, really beautiful and beautiful.
"You're like a puppy". Her speech then was still with her dazzling smile.
I've really been trapped in her beauty.
"No problem, I can be a puppy just for you". I said without thinking.
Hearing this, he laughed with his mouth shut. She looks so beautiful as the goddess of beauty, Aphrodite.
After being satisfied with her laughter, she again confirmed the voice and looked at me seriously. His eyes now look calm. I was frustrated because I couldn't read him.
"Really, find another woman. There's still a lot more to deserve you, I'm sure". Now he said very calmly.
Now I just realized his formal-sounding style of speech. And that immediately made me very depressed.
I let out a heavy sigh and exhaled it violently. Huh...
"Call Jake... Stop being formal like this, it hurts my heart". My words now plead with him.
Savana was silent. For a moment he looked at me with a signal I could not understand. I wanted to kiss her again.
"Jake...". Call her in the middle of my wild thoughts.
I who heard my name spoken was very beautiful by him suddenly made my body soul turbulent. I can't hold it anymore. My instincts finally got out of control. I under Savana's face nearer and carefully kissed her beautiful lips.
I could feel her tense reaction receiving my sudden treatment. With the expert my hand began to stroke the neck of his so seductive tie, and the other hand continued faithfully coiled around the Savanna's waist.
After a long time of teasing her lips, the soft hand finally felt back in my jaw. Very soft plus her lips that started to return my kiss. I'm surprised, but I won't waste this opportunity!.
Oho! It really drives me crazy!. My desire is getting more turbulent.
- April Cn