
"Mbak, it's good to finally get home" said Rara, hugging her brother tightly. Happy to be back with Sari. That cry was at once a form of release of distress in his heart.
His heavy life now felt heavy again as if the ordeal was endless.
"Thank you a lot, Ra. It's all thanks to your help. Ma'am owes you a lot" replied Sari still with teary eyes.
"Again, thank you very much, Mr. Bill. I will not forget your kindness." This time Sari tried not to cry anymore when saying that sentence to Bill, right in front of the police station.
"Either. Are you sure you don't want me to take you home?" bargain Bill once again, and again the two simultaneously shook their heads while smiling.
After Bill left, the two continued their steps. Sari glanced at the police station one last time, praying inwardly that she would not set foot in the place, and that all calamities might be kept away from her and her family.
Two days before picking up Sari, Rara had already contracted a tenement, next to Bude's house.
Initially, the woman who bought their house offered them back to stay there, renting it out cheaply, but Rara flatly refused. He did not want to remember the bitter events in the house especially because he did not like the evil woman who had the heart to drive them away.
"I'm sorry, Ra. Mbak has a lot of trouble for you," said Sari felt embarrassed. Supposedly as the firstborn, he was obliged to protect and take care of Rara, in fact, he could only trouble the girl.
"What the hell, I don't like!" Exciting Rara turned to Sari, then returned the two hugged each other.
"Mama's home?" pekik Miko ran into Sari's arms. All this time, the boy only knew that his mother was away at work in a distant place, and would go home when the job was done.
"Miko, you miss you so much, son. Sorry Mama left the old one, leave Miko with Mommy," said Sari again shed tears while hugging her son. She is grateful to have a child as good as and half Miko. He is very mature more than his age. Always understand their current situation.
"Mama's not leaving anymore, is she?" Tanya Miko broke their embrace. He's not uncomfortable living with Rara, it's just that being near the birth mother must be happier.
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Rara stepped lazily, and now without him realizing the journey from the intersection of the front of the housing complex that took 15 minutes he had managed to travel. He was already standing in front of the gate of his master's house.
Huffa.... Rara breathed a heavy breath. He wanted to never come back, but it felt impossible. There was no way she would stop working, while Sari also had not gotten a job. If they were both unemployed, then how could they survive?
"Cock not in?" Komar's voice shocked Rara. He turned around and found Komar right behind him.
"Where's Pak Komar from?"
"Obviously, Neng," he answered showing a pack of cigarettes he had just bought from a stall outside the gates of the compound.
"Sleeping out, sir? On where?" tanya Rara also stepped in along with Komar.
"Mr Ken went to her father-in-law's house. Pick up madam. She said the mistress was sick, and now she's at her parents' house" Komar said, possibly getting an explanation from Ken before leaving.
Rara took another breath. Feels relieved. At least for a while he didn't need to meet Ken just yet.
The girl chose to sit on the edge of the bed, calming her heart thump first. He had to think about how he would behave in front of Ken and Tamara.
He can't act like nothing happened between them, can he?
There was an urge to take the bedsheet, grasped and placed on her thighs. He looked down at the traces of blood that were still clearly visible on the blue sheets of the sky. Unknowingly her tears came down, soaking the bedsheet.
"Ra, are you a virgin? What have I done?" pekik Ken in the form of a whisper on Rara's lips. Staring at the face of the girl under his body. However, again hers that still fused with Rara appealed to her common sense, and more obedient to her bodily desires.
Ken sped up, accelerating his movements until he reached his peak. Then the regret and guilt reappeared.
Especially when he caught Rara's tears. With a step, the girl got up to pick up her clothes and went into the bathroom.
There's probably almost 20 minutes he's been in there. Trying to calm his heart and mind. Wanted to scream, but stopped him from doing. This alone he did not dare to get out of the room without first putting on his clothes. Afraid that when he came out of this room, he was on the way across the room he met Komar who took water in the kitchen, or most horrified to cross paths with Tamara who could have gone home in the morning, he met with Komar who took water in the kitchen, or most horrified to cross paths with Tamara who could have gone home in the morning, as he always does.
"Why not tell me you're a virgin, Ra?" ken asked gently after Rara came out of the bathroom. Ken only wears his boxer, and a white t-shirt. Rara was silent, looking down, and answering.
What's the point of him saying if it's a virgin or not, after all, the one who mastered it was a drunken Ken, who wouldn't heed any of his pleas.
Sadly, Rara did not do that with someone who loved her!
"Why can you, Ra? If you're a virgin, then whose child is Miko? He's not your son?" Sosor Ken, was dissatisfied before Rara answered the question.
Actually, Ken has cursed himself for being a jerk tonight against Rara.
"That's it, sir. Let's just forget what happened tonight. I don't want to remind him. I feel so guilty for Miss Tamara" she replied still standing in the middle of the room. He was ready to step out of the room.
"Ra, but I can't forget it. We're both adults, I've done that, and I'll take responsibility for what I've done" Ken replied eroding the distance between them. However, Rara who was still angry in her heart, did not want to be touched by Ken anymore, so chose to nod respectfully, then opened the room door and left from there.
Ken realizes that he has already destroyed Rara's feelings, and he knows that the girl needs time to calm herself down, so Ken decides not to pursue Rara. Let the girl take as long as she needs to then be ready to talk to him.
The rest of the night was spent crying. His fate is tragic. What happened to her could not be called rape, because obviously she was not trying to break away from Ken.
"Let it be paid for my help to get Mbak Sari out. From now on, there will be no more debt of gratitude, as at the beginning I told him!" rara screamed in her heart, stopped her cries and tried to rest between the pain that shackled every joint of her body, especially the core part of her.
I heard a long breath from Rara. The girl ended her long daydream about the events of that night. He got up and brought the bedsheet to wash before Tamara returned home.
The rest of the day he did all the homework. Hopefully later if the owner of the house has gone home, he does not need to face, pretending to die in the room. In fact, deep down, he hoped that the husband and wife would not have to go home. However, reality is inversely proportional.
"Neng Rara, the master and mistress have gone home, and have you help Madame Tamara out of the car," called Komar who had appeared at the door of her room.
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