Scandal With Maid
Mutually Understand

"What's wrong? Why do you keep looking at me?" ken asked in a raucous voice, pulling Rara closer to his body. The two huddled under a white blanket, without wearing a single thread. For an hour they combined love, making love with sweat flooded their bodies. Even Rara still needed time to catch her breath.

His priest was too mighty, it could satisfy him for so long. He is astonished to remember Tamara cheating on him on the grounds that Ken cannot satisfy him.

What does making love have to be? If Ken is able to make Rara always tired and crave the touch of the man when they make love, then which part does not make Tamara satisfied?

"I want to ask you something, but I don't know if you'll like my question" Rara said, playing her fingers over the man's chest. He was so happy to go down the chest until Ken's stomach was so flat. Ken's body shape is so perfect because the man was diligent in exercising.

"I'll be angry if you hold your question here" Ken pointed to Rara's chest.

"The word people when husband and wife make love should be able to satisfy each other. L'm... I wonder if I have enough for you? I mean can I please you?" asked Rara timidly. Although Ken always praised her body, saying that her body was so beautiful and everything Rara had in her body was able to satisfy Ken and make the man crazy, Rara still wanted to hear confessions.

"Based on a stupid girl!" said Ken pulling the tip of Rara's nose.

"Throw away your bad thoughts about whether you can satisfy me or not. That question should have been answered when I constantly wanted to make love to you. You are so delicious, even after our battle, I still want to do it again. Do you think you can't satisfy me? You're making me addicted, Ra!"

Ken's answer was more than enough for Rara. Now he's calm, just thinking about how he can be smarter in satisfying Ken in bed.

The words of Mbak Ayu have a point too, it is better to be a prostitute husband himself so as not to seek pleasure on the prostitutes who are out there.

Ken again tightened his arms, kissed the girl's forehead and ears. However, as soon as his forehead wrinkled when he saw the restlessness of Rara's face, there was still the burden of the girl's mind that he had not told.

"Ra, the husband and wife must understand each other, must be open to each other if there is a burden on your mind or that stuck in your heart you must tell me. I won't be able to know what you want if you don't say it. At least let me try to be able to do what you like and grant all your wishes," said Ken turning Rara's body to face him.

Rara could not bear Ken's intense gaze upon her. He couldn't avoid it this time. Even if he doesn't tell the truth Ken will continue digging until he finds out the truth.

"Mas, I'm afraid, if it turns out that I will not be able to give you offspring, will you divorce me? Are you and mom gonna hate me?" rara asked in a hoarse voice, she almost cried just by thinking about it.

The loss of attention and affection that had been given to him would definitely ruin his life. He would not be able to accept the anger of Susanti until he could not give them a grandchild.

"Basic stupid! Why have you been thinking strangely since? Who ruined your mind?" said Ken smiling and kneeling Rara's forehead as if that could make the bad thoughts that had lodged in it really disappear. He did not like to see his girl moody, burdened with thoughts that were not necessarily the truth.

"I'm serious, Mom. I'm afraid, what if I'm not perfect? What if I can't get pregnant?" this time Rara could not hold back her tears that just fell on the cheeks.

Ken realized that it seemed that this discussion was quite heavy. He breaks their arms, sits cross-legged and Rara follows what Ken is doing. The girl had to clamp a blanket over her armpit so as not to fall over and show off her sensual chest which always caught Ken's attention.

"Look, I love you for who you are. I want you to be by my side, to be in my life, to share time and togetherness for the rest of my life. I want you to be the last of my life. My goal is to marry you because I want to bind and have you only for myself and if God gives you a child in our family, that is the most beautiful bonus and gift, but if not, if not, you have become quite another gift that God has given me. So, don't ever think that I'll leave you if our fate is not blessed by the Almighty's son" Ken said, stroking Rara's head, erasing the trail of tears that kept flowing down the girl's cheeks.

"Then, mom and dad? You know for yourself that I've been waiting for a grandchild in this family for a long time. I still remember how Mom said to Tamara, even threatening to separate Tamara from you. What if it happens to me too? What if mom asks me to leave you?" rara continued in the middle of her sobs.

"That's not gonna happen. I will give understanding to father and mother. I love them and respect their children as much as parents, but when I get married and take you to be my wife, it is my responsibility. Whatever your shortcomings are mine too. I'll explain to them, but if they can't accept it, then I have no choice but to go get you from here" Ken replied firmly.

Rara's feelings soared, there was nothing she could say anymore. So moved and happy to hear Ken's answer. He did not care if the cloth that covered his chest earlier would fall, Rara hurriedly ran in Ken's arms, hugged the man tightly and sobbed.

Knowing that the cry was an embodiment of Rara's haru taste, the man tightened his arms, stroked the top of the girl's head and whispered melodiously.

"Don't cry again princess, I'm here and will always be there for you."

***

Time is running fast, Ken and Rara's marriage is over a year, but the signs of pregnancy have not come to Rara.

Although not saying anything, but Rara knows Susanti has begun to be anxious to see her condition that does not go pregnant. The woman had even gone beyond her limits, holding her tongue to not ask anything more sensitive to Rara.

"Ra, is there no sign yet that you're sniffing?" susanti asked that day as the two of them were busy in the kitchen to make a birthday cake for Damian.

"Sorry, ma'am, not yet" Rara replied briefly.

"You and the medicine you gave me is still your routine?" continued Susanti who was curious, why the herb was not effective, even though her friend's child, within a month of taking the drug was immediately visible results.

Since the discussion of pregnancy there is a distance between them, unlike the old days often laugh and spend time together either in the kitchen or in the garden.

Rara often avoids Susanti not to question her pregnancy anymore.

Unbeknownst to Ken, Rara has gone to see an obstetrician to check if there are any problems in the womb.

At least Rara can breathe with relief because the USG results state there is no problem and Rara can get pregnant. Perhaps the reason why until now they have not obtained a child is because the Almighty has not entrusted to them.

"Mom should be patient. One year still need not be too worried. Just believe that the diet of healthy mothers and diligently take vitamin fertilizing the womb, I am sure one day the mother will be able to get pregnant" said the doctor.

"Thank you very much, Doctor," said Rara with relief and resignation. He immediately went to the hospital pharmacy to make up for the prescription of the medicine that the obstetrician had given him.