Sebetsu No Tigau Betsuno Sekai He
Volume I【Chapter.12】

One year later, you changed a lot.

We've been in this world for a year now, a lot of things we've been through and a lot of suffering to some of our groups, losing a partner is not a big thing for this world. Everyone has grown up, only leaving me this weak by hiding a fact that I cannot say.

Other than my friends there was no one who kept beside me, they looked down upon each other so much, booed me that physical play occurred, only to be resigned to lamenting such a miserable fate that I experienced. For a useless person like me to have been removed from the kingdom for a long time, but there are still people who protect me to let me continue to live my daily life here and it makes me start to understand how I feel about him.

「Flare why you daydream.」

"Ah" She appeared before me, it turned out that the person I was thinking about right now in front of me, after a year she had increasingly turned into a feminine and beautiful woman, but not to deceive you, appearance, he is someone who is strong among all of us even his ability has been very far away from others.

I don't know when this feeling came about, but I often felt very warm and calm when I met him, he was very protective of me with whatever was going on and I was very dependent on him until now, unfortunately, I will never be able to catch up with him. We were sitting after work completed the task, I still have activities that can be done that is preparing food and carrying goods, it can be said I am a babu but I am happy to be useful.

「Bu-nothing. It was just unthinkable that you were now the one protecting me. The opposite from the time we before came here.」

I was a little nervous when it came to talking to him, but it was good that I didn't have to do this task alone, still the same as back then we all gathered into one group with the addition of a few people who fared with weak abilities, almost the same as me but unfortunately I was more unlucky than them. My face warmed up for no reason, I knew when this reaction appeared to someone you liked very close to you.

Even so I really enjoyed the time spent together, she was a very jolly and excited person from her previous world, he easily established relationships with people and his status was very high for this kingdom, he was chosen to be one of the holy knights who mastered various fields, it could be said that he was the head of the knight army. It was so proud that I could be friends with him, I also thought about getting closer to him if I could, but it was a shame to remember that I had treated him so rudely, moreover, I am a little bit dislike if I have to lower my self-esteem later.

「This is the tenth time this month we can complete the task given by the king. How about we go to celebrate.」

Everyone was screaming in joy, we were a very successful group among others, many shortcomings are indeed but it is great that all of them can work together very well and complement each other to cover the holes of members between our groups.

「Em... Looks like Fera and I can't make it to the party. Something we want to do sorry.」

「Eh... But why is Aster us... Alright.」

She looked at me so pleading, I couldn't resist her being like that. They immediately started walking away from us, I don't know why but they both felt closer than I thought, was there something they were hiding, what might it be.... No, but it is true that Aster and Fera very rarely get together with us, the time spent with us does not know the longer the less, the less, there is something I want to say later if I have the right time.

「I won't come either... There is already an appointment I made after the mission is completed.」

Back again the one who left, I know very well that if Liona had strange movements, she did not include holy knights but I believe that the strength is almost equal to their members, he said, he easily overcame any difficult fight in each of his tasks. "Huh" It seems that it is different now than before, it does not feel pleasant if you have to part ways, but it has become their choice, I am happy if it is so.

We all walked to a store, this place is quite famous in the capital, many visitors who often come either old or newcomers, we have become regular customers in this store, he said, the taste given is very imprinted in our hearts.... Everyone who was here was familiar, we were like family and often gathered once a few weeks, we partied until the end of the night. Walking staggered because of drunk drinking a lot of alcoholic beverages, my head was very dizzy when walking.

「Yah's... Looks like we're going to split up here. See you later in the day.」

We had unwittingly crossed the church, Lydia and her brother were church people, either when they were in close contact but I often saw them very close to some church people, he said, maybe because previously they were a very strict spiritual adherents, his family was very devout with religion and diligent worship when in the world, it is very worthy to be used as an example.

.... We parted as we could, the kingdom did not want us to be useless, we could only live on the money made from the duties given by the king. I live in a fairly shabby inn, this is the only place I can reach the price, one gold coin can already make me stay in this inn for 3 full months, he said, while the fee for the duties of my king often got one silver coin, and one gold coin was equivalent to ten silver coins.

I entered the rest room, it was time to end this exhausting day, I would indulge myself with a break sooner than the day before, waiting for the good day to happen tomorrow.

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I walked on a sunny morning, the atmosphere in the capital like the city never sleeps, everything was crowded since last night there was not even a word of rest in the dictionary of the capital, he said, I can still be friendly to people around, they are not so bad than people in the kingdom. Now is the day that all the groups will gather, it seems like it is time for the kingdom to let us go to fight with the demons that were said, and I hope that they have a way to get us back.

.... The situation within the kingdom is gripping for me, one as a 'disposal' and perhaps one that still survives, no one knows this secret even the king does not act if he does know it. Since my self that had no great development or rather did not increase became underestimated by schoolmates even the servants also underestimated me, maybe they would even consider me a slave, maybe they would consider me a slave, already the lowest level of human status, they do not have the freedom to take care of personal affairs and maybe their lives are no longer useful, fortunately that I have friends who are very easy to rely on, he said, actually not a few also became slaves, they were people who were expelled from the previous kingdom the same fate as me.

Now that I'm hanging out with a lot of people, being in line with people close to me, they're new to all of us but I believe that they're good people, sometimes the five of them often help me with difficult moments. But I can't see where the others are, especially Aster who is the leader of this group should he first appear here.

So we fight without them, there seems to be no chance of winning, what we will serve as bait for the real troops, what they all belong to that army, he said, very sad to know that I am far from their reach but happy to die for their safety. I'll be ready soon, maybe it won't be a great chance to win but if working together maybe can buy time to get rocks later.

「Flare... I'm very sorry to say this but I hope that you're out of this group... Without them you would be a burden to us. I don't want to die just for protecting such a weakling... It has become a joint agreement.」

"Eh" What he said, why do I feel so different seeing them like this, what's wrong with me, until the words they say so, maybe they're joking with me.

「Haha... You guys must be kidding.」

「Do not laugh. I say this very seriously. Without them you would only weigh heavily on us while fighting. Our ability is not comparable to them if we have to protect you but it is great if we have to protect ourselves. Now you're gonna let us out as long as they don't come back in the group. We also do not want our income to be shared with you who do nothing. We are not as humble as their hearts... See you Flare.」

"Ah" They walked away from me without having to listen to what I wanted to say, whereas I strongly believe if they were a very good person, had I misjudged someone now, I think after this world-.... Not after knowing my feelings for Aster it felt like my nature was more innocent, very easily manipulated to be deceived by those who pretended to be good, it seems like my friends already know their intentions but they still respect and appreciate me as a friend to the point of pretending to be deceived, so I became very stupid. Love can fool you.... It felt so hard for me, no one cared about me, I walked without direction in a hallway I did not know.

「Fera. Aster. Sorry to keep you waiting so long.」

The voice of Nero's builder and it looks like he's talking to Fera and.... Aster. I hid in the corner of the hall watching from afar what they were doing, is it true that Fera and Aster have indeed sided with the kingdom. But why do I feel so bad about this meeting, especially after seeing Aster who smiled so happy to meet the builder Nero, it is impossible if he likes it.... There was no way Aster was a very vigilant person so that was impossible.

「Hump... You shouldn't let a girl wait for you. Especially if she is your lover.」

What does the word lover mean, maybe my ears are misheard, maybe he just said it as a joke for someone who is very close, he does not think of someone who is easy to love others.

「Do you not want to also think of me as your lover too. You are always loving Aster.」

Allow even Fera say like that, maybe this is the name for a close friend in this world there is no way they have been in a relationship as a couple, even they can be as cool as that.... "Eh" Why did his hand touch the bodies of Fera and Aster, and there was no reply from the two, he touched places to places that should not be touched, I wanted to go there but my body couldn't move.

"Ngh" I can hear the sound******* coming out of their mouth, the touch is more intense than ever.

「Aster what if Flare is currently expressing her feelings to you.」

「What you say... Kiss me.」

Why does he say it so easily, but I am very interested in what he says if I ask him if he will accept me, but I would be happy even if I knew that he had once belonged to someone else.

"... But if it's true. I wouldn't have possibly accepted it because I am yours brother Nero.」

"Thump" It hurt so much to hear what he said, tears dripping in my eyes, my body was so limp and my mind was so messed up, in that state I walked out a little staggered, I said, I don't know why I feel so heavy and something's heating up inside me. In those circumstances I had seen the look of surprised faces from Fera and Aster but different from the builder Nero who smiled to see my arrival.

「How about your dearest woman's answer. Having been banished by your group now is no longer needed by him. You better just disappear.」

「Ah Aster... this is not.」

"Chup" He kissed Aster right in front of me, the French kiss he did so much he enjoyed, why Aster made it into this kind of thing, I will not forgive him. But the most important thing now is that I will make sure to seize all my possessions, my body is already out of control and it seems like my consciousness is starting to disappear.

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X: The first volume is finished and sorry in the story that is still lacking, X understands the netorare that X gave is not good, but not good, X has tried a good because it is pursued by the release time and wants to immediately take a short day off, in recent months X is too focused on the other novel that spends a lot of time in my daring, he said, so this novel is like panic day to entertain me in writing. X will try hard so that the story will be good in the next volume, not next month but there will be later, just awaited because the theme of the story will change the scene.