
Regardless of my previous memories now I feel very scared and anxious because it seems like my current position is more dangerous than my previous state of being in an accident.
I hope tomorrow it will reveal everything I don't know and why I'm here.
When I woke up from my sleep and felt uneasy, my body spontaneously shuddered nonstop in shock of receiving all those memories.
"Quickly, check his condition" said one of the nurses
And strangely at such a time some nurses came up to me and checked my condition as if they knew what was happening to me when no one was there before.
"Why do they know how I am? did they indeed monitor me from 24 hours?" that's what came to my mind
Although I felt grateful because their presence made me a little calmer.
At least someone takes care of me at a time like this.
"Thank God the patient is fine, if anything happens with this patient, we won't know our fate how it will be" muttered as he left the room
Their not-so-obvious words were at least heard by me and it seemed like they were indeed getting pressure from someone and worrying about my condition because they were afraid of their fate.
I decided to go back to sleep so I wouldn't think too much about my previous memories.
The next day I woke up with a much better body condition and began to be energetic and my voice was also able to come out even though it was not too clear.
But the situation in my room was very crowded where there was a doctor who had previously examined my condition, the nurse who took good care of me and who stood out the most among them was the man who had met me before and asked me to answer questions from him.
"Can I start?" the doctor told the man
"Yes, just do it" the man replied wryly
The nurses stood on my right and left sides while helping me sit up straight, they held my hands and held me back from moving excessively.
I don't know what they're going to do, I really want to rebel but my strength is not enough even though it's much better than yesterday.
"Huh? why did the doctor bring the scissors to me?"
"What's he gonna do?"
My body trembled in fear that the doctor would do something bad to me.
"Calm down mom, I'll cut the edge of the bandage and open it" the doctor said gently
After listening to his words I felt relieved and accepted their treatment because I was also very curious about my face covered in this bandage.
One by one the bandages came off, I felt relieved but I was also afraid to finally remove all the bandages on my face.
"Alexa?" said the man while looking at me sharply and immediately hugged me while crying
I don't know what's going on, this is confusing me.
"Alexa? who'swhat? and why he hugged me so sorrowfully"
The man cried and continued to hug me tightly and it made me uncomfortable.
Unlike his personality that seems arrogant it turns out he can cry too.
"To. please let go" while whispering in the man's ear in as small a voice as I can
I asked him to take his arms off me but he didn't hear it at all.
The doctor and everyone in the room put on a sad expression looking at us and left us alone in the room.
"Phew"
Finally she took her hug off me after making my clothes wet with her tears.
After that her attitude changed back as before although her expression was seen still holding back the sadness.
"Alexa, please don't leave me again" said the man, holding my hand
I was not strong to continue sitting and staggering but the man instantly caught my body and helped lay me down with gentle treatment.
He covered my body with a blanket to keep me warm and let me rest.
"You need to recover quickly, right?" said the man while stroking my head gently and about to leave the room
"Tu. wait" tried his hardest to speak.
He didn't listen to me and just looked at me and then out of my room.
I was very curious about my face but in the room there was absolutely no mirror so I had not seen what my face was like.
There are 1 more thing that makes me curious, why there is no family, my friends and my colleagues who visit me.
Why do strangers come to me every day.
Do they not care about me at all.
My parents always gave me the best affection they could.
A sister who always pisses me off but loves me.
A friend who is always there even when I am in a bad state.
My co-workers, my subordinates who always worry about me.
How things are at the company right now when I've been bedridden for a long time not all must be messed up.
"What's really going on?"
I should have gotten answers to all my questions today but there was no one here.
Even the man also left when he was the only one I could ask about all this.
"I want to get out of here"
"It's all very foreign, I want to meet my family, my friends and my co-workers"
"Where am I really?"
I unconsciously shed tears and several nurses came straight to me when everything felt empty and quiet like no one.
"Is there anything uncomfortable, madam?" said one of the nurses
Why do they call me madam.
"Arghhhhh. All this is really confusing" cried out in my heart.
I asked her to come closer to me so I could whisper what I wanted.
"Please bring my phone" whispering to the nurse
"Sorry madam I don't know where the lady's phone is, do I need to call you here"
I just shook my head and didn't want to make them miserable because it didn't seem like there was anything of mine there.
"Is there anything the mistress needs other than a previous request"
They tried to make me comfortable and take care of me sincerely so I didn't want to put them in a difficult situation.
I shook my head to give an answer to the previous question.
"Alright, we stay first and have a good rest, madam"
They left my room and I forgot that I really needed a mirror to see my face.
"Why did I forget? Huh"
"When am I being curious like this?"