
" I have to go home soon my husband is waiting for me at home "let me to Joy
" But it's been so night once Aurora's been almost 2 am, I'll take you home huh ? " Joy's heart to me
Joy seemed to be approaching me and I knew from the way she spoke to me ..
There were only two choices as to why Joy was being nice to me, first she wanted my help for her company and secondly or did she miss me so much ..
" No need I can go home by myself "I replied briefly to Joy
" Would we not wait for Oliver first ? I'm sure he must have been devastated by Sabrina's passing by his side, I hope you can forgive Oliver was Aurora "Joy told me as he would have defended Oliver who behaved badly to me
I don't know what makes Oliver this bad to me when I used to know him as a kind-hearted guy and always warm-hearted ..
" Maybe I'd better stay on Oliver's own, he also needs time to calm his heart ,, it is better that we also do not need to often meet we already have our own lives - alone "my answer to Joy
I tried to convince Joy not to come back to me. I didn't want to be entangled by the charm that was inside her.
" Don't expect me to be fooled again by you "my cunning in the heart
" Aurora don't be like that you can be mad at me but your safety is more important now, let me take you tonight I'm sure your husband won't be mad at me "please ask Joy to me
" No thanks" I said as I left Joy that night
I passed away as quickly as I could from her on one hand I didn't want Joy to know where I was living and I didn't want Joy to know that I wasn't actually married ..
I walked very fast and ran small to leave her alone ..
I didn't care about her anymore even when I managed to get away from her I no longer looked at Joy. I knew Joy had run to follow me ..
The sound of a strong wind and the cold of a piercing night in the recesses of my soul will accompany me tonight .. at this time I still carry Sabrina's car because it was about to go to the hospital I died my car on the side of a quiet road.
" Rora why did you just get home ?" Welcome Ika's mother to me "and whose car are you taking home is rora ?" Ika's mother said back because she saw me get off Sabrina's car
" Sabrina Bu's car, the rora car was there , I had no other choice and I also did not want Joy to drive me home here why not sleep this is almost in the morning?" answer me to Ika's mother
" Mom hasn't been able to sleep since you called me, ', uh ,, yes already then next time do not go alone you better ask Tantri to accompany you wherever you do not want if you happen anything like that , you can call Tantri if there are people who follow you like before, Tantri will always help you wherever and whenever you need it " Ika's mother said to me with all the worries I had
It is stupid of me not to think that way ..
If there is a Tantri who will help me at any time .
" Good Mom I'll think back to what you said to me , again thank you Mom for being like a real mother to me, I'm calm,, rora's fine Ma'am "I answered while hugging Ika's mother
" Oh yeah Calista how do you sleep, right ma'am? I miss her so much "my question to Ika's mom for missing my little baby so much
" Calista's a smart kid she won't be as troublesome as you are, mom's happy to be able to meet you and also Calista's, mom's like coming back to life ,, oh yeah Ra what would you do if you met your husband again, you still want a divorce with him right ? "
Ask Ika's mother to me while letting go of her embrace to me
" I won't change my decision Mom, I won't forget how she hurt me first, I know Joy asked me for help if she's currently in need of funds for her company " I told Ika's mother what happened this morning until Sabrina was dead ,,
I was relieved when Ika's mother always heard me complaining and she never got tired of giving me advice ..
" If you can advise you should first find out what really happened with the company Joy , mother does not want if you are wrong in making a decision and make sure all your actions to her is right lest you regret it later on" said Ika's mother to me
" Good Mom, just calm down Ika mom don't worry about anything, everything is sorted out" Ika replied
" Yes it's better you sleep, besuk must go to the office early in the morning there is a meeting" said Ika's mother while I died alone
A very surprising day for me, I did not expect that my meeting with them would take place so soon..
" Calista forgive mama son, mama don't know who your biological father is ,, sorry you have to bear all this burden but mama promise you will never lack in the slightest all will mama do for you" I said to Calista who had fallen asleep ..
Petite and cute little baby ,,
At first glance his nose was very similar to Joy's, but both eyes were very similar to Oliver's and both dimples were like those of Sabrina ..
I looked fixedly at the face of my little girl .. only her eyelashes were the same as mine ,,
Mother Ika always said to me "eliminate all your bad thoughts if you don't want the child you bear to look like the one you hate "
When I was pregnant I never believed what Ika's mother told me ..
My soul all my feelings of resentment towards them always controlled my mind and my heart ..
Even every time I see a woman or a man I can't see their faces I always imagine - the shadows of the faces of the three of them at all times and at all times ..
Never once did I not think of them, my heart was really broken ..
It took me a long time so that I could return with all my sanity .. return with my normal mind without any of them .. until finally Ika's mother who really cared about me at that time .he called several psychiatrists to come to this house so that I could get back healthy ..
All my struggles are not a little ..
Tonight I decided to sleep together with Calista, I was afraid that tomorrow would be a bad thing ..
The scorching sun that began to shine built me from my current sleep ..
I turned to the side where Calista was sleeping, my hands were palpating but I could not find Calista
" Calista" I cried as I was surprised to see Calista no longer by my side
I got out of my bed and ran looking for Calista ,,. I ran in all directions ..
" Paw.paw.pa papa pa "I heard the voice of Calista calling a father.
My footsteps stopped and my ears were still searching for where the sound came from
My footsteps walked towards the direction of the voice
How shocked I was to see who was with Calista
my heart seemed to stop beating.My soul was about to collapse from the height of a very high cliff ..
Deggggg ... Dag dig dug deeeerrrr.. My irregular heart sound .
" Calista "my mouthful while shedding tears
I saw Calista was on someone's lap ..
My feet are moving towards Calista
A person who has his distinctive style is hugging tightly the small body of a calista..
Now all that I have covered up and all that I have hidden is gone , gone with the passing breeze ...
My skin is now on its owner ..