
He told me that he had checked DNA tests several times in several doctors just to make sure they were true
From there my mind continued to imagine the presence of Oliver back to me
I don't know what to do, I just kept quiet all this time and kept everything alone
To this day I'm back with Oliver
A shocking truth that I can't forget until this second if Oliver is right papa bladders from calista
These few months I've had a very hard day, the fact that I can't get out of my mind.
It was so hard and it made me so miserable
Sometimes I wonder why I'm living this kind of life "whether I've chosen Alvin wrongly as my husband or if I can't keep my mind and heart " It all felt in my ears
The past has haunted me all this time, even fate seems to disagree if it sees me to be happy again__
The rain spots are getting longer and more down very fast and also very tight. In this very cold car I prefer to look at the window instead of looking at Alvin who is driving next to me
" Sweet__ what's wrong? Why is your face so moody? " Task alvin to me while kissing the back of my hand
" I'm just so tired of it, "Take me to Alvin because I don't know what to say to him
" Later I pijitin ya at home, or besuk you just take off work " Sahut alvin to me
" Vin if fate had said otherwise, what would you be angry with me for? " I said to Alvin all of a sudden
I stared fixedly at Alvin's two eyeballs
I want to be honest about what I'm going through and I feel in my heart right now but it's all covered by my own fear, I'm afraid that Alvin can't accept Calista because he's Oliver's son
The sound of a sudden car stop
" Why did you suddenly say that? " Alvin's look at me forced me to tell him the truth tonight
Suddenly Alvin stopped his car and pulled over on the side of the road as I spoke to him like that
Two very bright glowing eyeballs instantly dimmed into a very moody and there was no more light inside those two eyeballs
" Alvin I'm just kidding why are you so serious? " My words that can no longer continue the roots of this conversation
" Don't joke Ra, I'm sure there's something you're hiding from me, tell Ra what's wrong? " Tanya alvin who still looked at me very closely
" I'm just kidding baby\_\_ seriously "My smile that I pointed at alvin's face and my hand that gently caressed Alvin's left cheek
Sontak alvin held my finger and kissed her very affectionately
" Nothing is hidden from me Ra, as much as I can I will understand and lest I hear something very bad from someone else, if there's anything, tell Ra not to hide from me" he said, still clutching my finger tightly
" No dear\_\_ seriously I was just kidding, sorry I don't know if my words made you into a no-no thought to me "
" Is there really nothing you're hiding from me? " Say alvin as if to affirm what I said earlier
" Right baby\_\_you calm down, yes, if there will be something I will tell you all about it, don't worry about it "My words that make alvin trust me tonight
Shortly thereafter Alvin immediately put his car back in the midst of the rush of rain
It took a few more minutes for me and Alvin to get to our house
But because the rain is raining so the journey is a little hampered
" It's like it's getting faster" said I who wanted to change the atmosphere when Alvin and I stayed in this car a lot
" Are you cold? " Say to me
" Why Ra? Have you eaten this afternoon? Don't tell me you haven't eaten because you've been waiting for me? " Task Alvin to me
I just looked down and fell silent without saying anything to Alvin
Alvin swiftly turned his car in front of the nearest supermarket in this area
" Wait here Ra, let me find you some food" Alvin told me, who hurriedly got out of the car and headed towards the supermarket
I looked inside the car and looked at Alvin who was running towards the supermarket, he who was willing to rain just to buy me food
" Am I evil if these feelings and hearts are not for him" I watered down in my heart
I could not feel the dew on my eyelids, which had now fallen on both of my cheeks
His love and his affection are so strong I feel in my heart
" How foolish I am, forgive me Vin" I cried in this car
A few minutes later I saw Alvin was done and came out of the supermarket with a bag of food
I immediately wiped away the tears that fell on my cheeks and I didn't want my tears to be seen by Alvin
" Eat Ra" He said to me as he thrust a loaf of bread at me "I'm sorry I forgot you" he said back to me as he thrust a loaf of bread into my mouth
Those words and alvin's actions seemed to make me realize how much he loved me
It was a very cold night as if it was getting warm again.
" It's vin, I'm full better we just continue our journey "My heart feels very guilty to Alvin
" I'm sorry vin\_\_ forgive me\_\_ "My flow in my heart
Alvin just smiled at me and turned the car back on
" You're right Ra, we better get home quickly so we can quickly meet with Calista, I've missed her so much "
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I felt my heart as if someone was hitting her really hard
I just kept looking at her face in the car without blinking a single time
Alvin already considers calista as his own son, how would he feel if he knew this secret
"Wait\_\_ Don't tell me you haven't eaten either? Let me feed you then" I told Alvin
" That's for you, lest you starve my baby-to-be Ra"