Seed Payment
Part 2
...2.2. Brought Emotion...
Elmeera POV.
Mournfully.
That's one word that describes how I feel right now. Because according to the doctor this afternoon, there is a lot of plaque in your heart. And after getting my approval, the doctor immediately did the installation of a heart stent before the condition of the mother gets worse.
The doctor promised to do his best for Mama, but the doctor reminded me that the giver of healing is God so asked me to continue to pray to mama. Now the procession is over 3 hours ago, and I hope there are no serious effects from the process.
In a pretty big white room because I rented a VVIP room, I waited for my mom alone after asking Mbok Ira to come home to take care of the house and asked Mbok Ira's son to follow me here with a change of clothes.
I was reluctant to leave my mom, I wanted to be the first person you saw when she woke up then I would explain everything to Mama that I was a normal woman. Not same-sex fans.
I looked at the face of my mother who still looks beautiful at the age of almost half a century because she gave birth to me at the age of 20 years while I was 28 years old did not have a partner. Never mind having a partner, thinking about going on a date only I never did. Again, I'm not normal. I'm also attracted to the opposite sex, but I'm afraid of fate like my mom. So scared.
Mama is no longer young and has not counted how many times this weak lying woman asked me to get married and even planned to match me. But me? Always refuse firmly. I know, mama is quite disappointed with my attitude when invited to talk about marriage but want how else, for me. Marriage is a very scary scourge.
The shadow of the household that mama was living with that man really made me shudder in horror. The sissy man I refused to give his name because the man was just trying to drain the property of mama, being rude to my mother and me whose own biological children then openly cheated.
A vivid reminder in my memory, when my mother was pregnant with my sister, she kicked Mama and left the house. Until my 7-month-old sister in my mother's womb could not be saved. Fortunately, my mother was saved.
My tears came back to remember the crazy incident, until the voice of Tia, the son of Ira mbok broke my daydream. Since when did Tia get to mom's room?
“Kak Instantly I realized when the sound of my phone was quite loud in the ear. I nodded at Tia and then took my phone lying on the nightstand not far from where I was sitting.
The bawel called me? I immediately pressed the green icon on my phone screen to receive a call from my beloved babble girl.
“Kakak... Who would dare to make trash news about such a big brother? Ha?” The sound of this bell fortunately does not damage my sense of hearing.
“Assalamualaikum deck..” Say hello to me on the baby Gista.
“Astaghfirullah. I forgot. waalaikumsalam brother. Sis, quickly tell me who has spread the fake news about sister who likes same-sex?” I smiled at the babble of the little girl. He had always been the front man when anyone dared to harass me.
“Sister still does not know the deck. Sister has asked Ziraya and her husband to take care of this problem.” I heard the breath of Gista. Ziraya's lawyer husband plans to sue the fake newsmaker.
“No intention to clarify the news?” Gista looked worried.
“How can you clarify with your bare hands if your sister's friend named Gisel actually uploads a selfie photo of her brother with a caption love? The existing brother will be increasingly blasphemed deck, continue the phone Gisel is also not active.” My answer was to try to calm down even though my head felt like breaking from this afternoon.
“Then how did mom respond? I called my mom from earlier not lifted?” Ask Gista.
“Mama has rested from earlier deck.” Reply origin. I don't want Gista to know the condition of the real mama then the bar-bar girl is desperate to go home tonight also remember the clock is almost 7 pm which means in Bali it is almost 8 nightly.
“Mama healthy right kak?”
“Mama is fine deck. How was the study tour? Askskan?” I'm trying to switch the conversation. Fortunately, this cute girl is easily distracted so immediately tell at length about her activities for four days in Bali and the plan is that Lusa will return to the Capital.
“Ma... Which one hurts?” I asked softly to Mama after Tia gave water to Mama.
“What news is El right?” My mom turned her back on me. I also shook my head weakly coupled with tears flowing from the end of my eyes that always looked at people coldly.
“Do not lie to mama El.” My mother's voice sounded so weak it made my heart ache even more.
“Nggak ma... I was framed ma.. I will soon prove to Mama that I am not like that. I'm normal ma.”
“Mama don't believe in you El.” Mama who always hugged me when I was down is now turning her face away from me.
“Ma..”
“Prove by marriage if you are indeed normal.” Firmly mama makes me sculpt.
“Ma, I don't want to worry about my life with the man next to me. I do not want my career that is up and up again disturbed because of that status.” My words without thinking long made Mama smile wryly.
“Mama knows the reason you don't want to marry El, all because of bad memories from your Papa right?” I'm speechless. Honestly, the more lazy I am when it comes to the heartless man.
“Dengerin mom El. You just need to find the right man and sincerely love you.” It was my turn to smile wryly. It turns out that my mother knew the real reason why I didn't want to get married.
“If you want to see your mama die slowly because of your rumors, it is also up to you!”
“Ma is enough. I don't want you to talk about death! For me having a mama and Gista is enough. Your happiness is my happiness. In my eyes, all men are the same! They are only looking for one that can satisfy their lust!” I answered firmly until I forgot where I was and how my mother was.
“But the nature of the man is in pairs Elmeera.. Yes Allah.: how can you find a man who sincerely loves you if you always close yourself with a man who is interested in you son? El's wedding! Marriage!”
“Ma, what was it that your ex-husband that mama dated for 3 years before getting married? Mama did not even find the ugliness that meant it, so she wanted to accept her proposal and did not care about the advice of grandparents who did not agree with the man.
What outcome? He was trying to drain the treasures of his grandfather and grandmother ma! He lied to my mom and cheated on her in front of me. Even he always said my presence in this world was just a mistake because my presence made his affair leave him. Then what should I believe of the male species? The bajiringan is always even disturbing our lives!”
“Elmeera! Take care of your words, however Danung is your biological papa nak.” She closed her eyes as if she felt pain in her chest.
“Ma..” My Sanity starts back. Always. if talking about marriage always ends badly.
“Don't penny,, touch mama El.. Bi.. let mama die rather than mama have to bear the shame because of your behavior that likes same sex. Mama, you won't touch!” Mama's words really slapped me this time.
Can you believe that Mom is the same as me?
...SERIATE…....
Cuss goes to Part 3...
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