
...48. FEARFUL...
Argha looked at Elmeera's back, which was further from her sight, and was lost behind the door of their room.
BRACKET!
Elmeera slammed the door of the room with all her might. While Argha sighed rough then pensive.
Argha was deliberately always lure Elmeera to be able to discuss the love of the 28-year-old woman. Argha wanted Elmeera to understand that what is called man in this world, everything needs love. Feelings of loving and being loved. And the nature of man is pairing.
But Elmeera seems to always close her eyes tightly when it comes to love and marriage. For Elmeera who was reluctant to marry, married only limited to the relationship of two human beings who are interested in each other, Argha needs money while she needs the help of Argha to make her mother calm as well as to get offspring.
In fact, not once twice Elmeera considers the intimate relationship of husband and wife only based on naf su. Hence Elmeera was once reluctant to be touched by Argha again before she menstruated. Therefore, Argha deliberately always adored Elmeera's body and said that Elmeera's body always made her excited with the hope of Elmeera until it was pointed out that she was just an impingement of naf su so that Argha could talk about love.
Argha was sure in Elmeera's heart would not accept if he was only made a fan of su.
Argha rubbed his face rudely trying to neutralize his emotions and downloaded patience in the face of Elmeera. Because of what happened, Argha was always carried away by emotions when faced with stubborn Elmeera. This is not easy, two people who love each other and have been dating for years while living a household full of conflicts because it makes one, and, two heads and two hearts from different backgrounds.
And herself and Elmeera? there is no love between them. Not known or close before. Moreover, Elmeera does have memories of the past that are very painful and imprint to form a woman into a woman who is selfish, stubborn and arrogant.
"You are the head of the house of Argha. Although Elmeera is hard, but you are in control. It depends on you how to react when your ship meets a storm in the middle of the ocean. It is up to you to take your ship sailing in which direction...
The biggest problem in the home is the ego. Because with a high ego, the slightest problem can be big and can explode at any time. So between you and Elmeera, someone must be willing to lower the ego while it's in a fight." Mama Sarah said to Argha a few days ago.
"I shouldn't have spoken to Elmeera like that." Marbled Argha quietly.
Argha immediately stood up from his seat then took a tray from the kitchen and put his food and Elmeera food on the tray.
Next, Argha intends to follow Elmeera into the room. Argha was convinced that his wife was actually still hungry but out of emotion, so Elmeera had no appetite anymore.
Chequek.
Argha smiled to see Elmeera curled up on the bed that witnessed the heat struggle of himself and Elmeera this afternoon.
"El. eat first." Argha said softly then placed his tray on the nightstand near Elmeera.
Elmeera did not reply, the woman drowned her face on the padded pillow.
"El. eat first, I don't want you to get sick." Argha rubbed Elmeera's arm gently.
Looking up at her husband, Elmeera immediately blinked her eyes,
"Why? what if I'm sick? you're afraid I can't serve you in bed?" Asked Elmeera in a tinge.
"Now, what's that?" Argha rubbed Elmeera's hair. Argha continued to cultivate his patience in dealing with this wife, if not his wife and his responsibility had been Argha left this woman from yesterday-yesterday.
"And you said to yourself that you touched me it was just lust. No love!" Elmeera's eyes suddenly glazed over.
"Hey, don't cry, I'm sorry if I misspoke. I can explain El." Said Argha with a sad look of guilt.
"I feel like the Pur Bela know the hell Gha?" The word Elmeera lirih accompanied by tears that are freefall.
"I'm sorry, I never thought you were that low, El, I'm sorry if I hurt you. But just so you know, I'm doing all this too hard."
"Why?" Elmeera looked up her head wanting to look at her husband's handsome face.
"Aren't you the one who said that our relationship is a mutually beneficial relationship, and you're going to ask to be separated after you give birth to our child." Elmeera was silent to Argha's true expression, even a few days ago Elmeera also said that to Argha as they argued.
"It's not easy for me El, you are beautiful. Behind your harsh nature, it turns out you have a soft and sincere heart, you are good, you are good, you love your family even to be willing to do anything for them, you are El's dream woman, even though you can't cook. I'm afraid I've been in love with you for a long time and you've been expecting a farewell. I can only fortify my heart so as not to fall in love with you El." Reveal Argha made Elmeera tighten her embrace and then her head shook.
Argha smiled faintly noticing Elmeera's head, has Elmeera changed her mind?
"Please ga, we don't discuss separation anymore. assume we will continue together, unless...." Argha began to frown at hearing the word except from Elmeera's lips.
"Unless I give birth to our child." Argha sighed, apparently his attempt to lower the ego can not change the mindset of Elmeera.
Now that Argha knew, Elmeera was a woman who had a strong stance and was very hard to shake.
"May I curse?" Inner Argha.
"Well, if that's what I'm sorry about.. You're sorry about me, right?" Argha's question was later taken by Elmeera.
"Go again, give again.." Inner Argha.
"Now we eat first." Argha.
"You must be hungry, right?" Ask Argha.
"Banget!" Answer Elmeera.
"Now I'm bribing you." Argha let go of his embrace at Elmeera then grabbed one of the bowls that were on the nightstand.
"No, I can do it myself." Elmeera.
"I'll serve my wife a meal as my apology for what I said that hurt you earlier. At once thank you for serving me so well and satisfactorily this afternoon." said Argha, glancing his eyes at Elmeera, making Elmeera hit Argha's arm and both laughed.
"Gha.. Not only are you afraid, I am afraid of Gha, I am afraid if my heart is suddenly fixed on you. I am afraid of disappointed Gha because love is disappointment and stupidity. I don't want to act stupid for loving you Gha.... Your life is always surrounded by women. I'm afraid of Gha.... I doubt you." Inner Elmeera took a bribe from the husband.
...SERIATE...
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