Seira , Shackles of Love
Qaid Pov's

Qaid Pov's

My eyes were glassy, after seeing my son standing, kissing his hands, even hugging, and then kissing the cheek of the man in front of me whom he greeted with the call of Aba.

The longing in my heart is growing, I look for the whereabouts of her Mother. Because he said he would go home with the Mother.

In the outside area of the cafe I saw him standing holding a sleeping girl. Yeah I think it's a girl because it looks from the pink shoes and also the pink jacket that the kid is wearing.

Athar come on baby, he shouted.

My heart rippled to hear his voice. A voice I longed for so much, but out of disappointment and heartache I hated that voice.

I'm sorry I made her cry, I'm so sorry I hurt the woman who's now the mother of my son. I'm sorry Seira. Say me in my heart.

From my seat I saw him walking towards the parking lot while leading Athar and holding a baby girl.

She looks very beautiful, very different when in Batam first, when with me she looks unkempt. But now his face was white with no stains. Her appearance really changed with the dress of Muslim s syar'i she looks very graceful.

Who is the daughter, if Seira suda married again. Ask me in my heart.

No, that's not possible, which I heard she's not married to anyone. Then whose kid it is. Makes me very curious.

After a long time sharing stories with Erik that I know is the husband of his brother Seira.

I then say goodbye after exchanging contact with Erik. I hope they accept that cooperation. That way it will make it easier for me to convince Seira later.

I really wanted to go back with him, not because of Athar alone, but because my love remained intact for him. I regret doing the stupid thing I used to.

God, if I had been given the chance, I would have tried my hardest to make Seira happy, I would have replaced the pain and suffering that I had so long ago.

All the way home I just kept thinking about the steps I would take to keep Seira coming back to me.

Now there is another figure that he made a father for him, more clearly a man who is much better than me. Erik was lucky to hug and kiss Athar. He just sees without being able to reach. I don't deserve to be called Dad.

Tomorrow's dawn we have to go to EM Collection. I should be able to see him soon. My orders are with my assistant.

I can't wait to see him tomorrow. What would he react to seeing a stupid man like me. Obviously he hates me I deserve to hate.

I have to be ready with all the risks, I have to be strong and patient to face Seira. It's natural that he's angry. I will try to melt his heart.

Arriving at the place where I was staying, I immediately cleaned up and rested. Tomorrow will be a lot of energy and emotions that I throw away. Today I have to be a wife.

I woke up when the alarm on my phone went off. I then cleaned myself up and prepared for tahajud prayers. I hope that God will listen to the prayers of His despicable servant.

At ten in the morning I was dressed. Hope Seira pangling sees my appearance.

Ahh what the hell am I, Seira will not pangling there he was angry when he saw me. His past memories will again revolve in his memories. Ahh imagining her crying I just can't bear it. Why did I close the door of my heart to her. You stupid Qaid. I cursed myself.

Me and Dawn are on their way to EM Collection, I wish he were there.

With a shaky step I walked towards my destination. Can I see Seira?

Ask one of his employees.

Okay sir, wait a minute I'll tell Seira first. Say that employee.

I saw him walking towards me. With Maroon Gamis and Khimar syar'i in black he approached me.

Good morning, I have something to help you with.

But when I see my face. I saw him very shocked and drop by drop a clear circle began to wet his cheeks.