
"Receive this sinful self. Four years of waiting and looking for you, every night mas always ask your news to God, as if silent hating the insolence of self that you let go of you for revenge and other women, as if you were silent, which turned out to make me unable to forget you at all. This heart belongs to you Seira, nothing has changed. I'm sorry for all my selfishness.
Seira was filled to hear the words of regret that came out of her mouth, if she had received Seira well, without any grudges and forgiving for the mistakes Seira had done first.
"If only you had not grudged against the mistake I had made, given me time to make amends for all my mistakes back then, and accepted me with open arms, he said, we will not feel lonely every day. Of course we will be happy to have a full family, my son will not feel sad without a father figure. If you knew how sick I was to raise my two children alone, you wouldn't dare to ask me back.
"Sheira..."
Mas Qaid's voice broke my daydream.
"Regrett is too late mas, until whenever I will not open my heart to you, our story is over since the word talak is legitimately out of your mouth ."
My breath was heavy, my eyes were now starting to heat up.
" Mother Athar wants to be bribed ."
"Alea is also Mother"
My attention was distracted by Athar and Alea's request, immediately I got my own yellow rice and immediately fed my two children.
Moments now felt stiffer, we only occasionally looked at. Grateful Athar and Alea were quite carefree after receiving many gifts from his father.
" Mother may not be tonight Daddy is staying at our house, Athar wants to sleep with Daddy, Mommy and Alea."
Suddenly I was shocked to hear it, my heart racing. Athar's request this time I can't fulfill.
"Dad can't sleep here, baby. Athar knew that the father of Mother was separated. God will be angry if unmarried people sleep in the same room." Answer me as calmly as possible.
I have to convince Athar, for what I cannot do. Thought me in the heart.
"You can stay here, you can sleep with Athar, Om Randy and Om Rangga and you can also sleep with us if you want"
Mas Qaid Namapak looked at me
"That's even if mom lets it" she said again.
"By ya Bun"
Athar continued to whine asking his father to stay home.
"Seira, just this once for Athar's sake let me stay here with them."
I saw the sincerity in his eyes, it looked as if a drop of clear circle had escaped just like that. I also accept Athar's wish.
"Only this time mas, remember not to go anywhere other than to the bathroom and living room this." Said Seira firmly.
Athar who heard my agreement to allow his father to stay with him cheered with Seira.
"Thank you Mother for allowing me to stay here with Athar, dear Mother."
Then kiss both my cheeks.
"Thank you, I'll make the most of this day."
Seira gets up from her seat to the kitchen to prepare dinner. Quickly he prepared the seasoning, started peeling the onions.
"There's something I can help you with, ah well I'll peel the onions" Qaid said as he walked up to Seira.
"Sttoooppp...."
Shouted Seira with a fairly high voice.
But Qaid did not listen to him.
"Qaid Arkana I said stop, not that I said no where but to the bathroom and the living room. Are you deaf."
"I'm sorry but I mind." Qaid answered lightly, then grabbed the onion and the knife in Seira's hand.
"I'll peel it off in the living room, if there's anything I need to help you say, no need to bother with your own future husband." Say Qaid with a smile, then leave the kitchen.
Seira just kept silent to hear Qaid's words.
She's my future husband, it's nice that I won't let her, after she dumped me now want to make me her second wife. He's always been selfish, you son of a bitch. Why God made him the father of my son. Men have no heart. Now pura pura regretted his actions first. Oh myGod. What would it be if my beautiful wife and her sex heard all this. Which woman would be in honey.
Omel Seira at length, Qaid who was behind the wall only heard him while occasionally smiling at Seira's babbling.
Beautiful wife candidate
Qaid murmured in the heart.
"aaaw"
Seira grimaced in pain as her hand was scratched by a knife.
Qaid swiftly walked over to Seira and grabbed Seira's scratched index finger and sucked out the blood flowing with his mouth.
Hearts were pounding, both of them were only fixated by each other's gazes without a sound.
A few seconds later Seira quickly pulled her hand from Qaid's mouth.
Hi Readers, sorry for a few days of not being up to date, I just lost the most meaningful person in my life and my son..
on September 9th my husband left me and my son, facing God 😭😭😭
Had shock because it never hurt, fitting in the hospital directly in the verdict of kidney failure, heart failure, lung soaking water, bleeding in the stomach and severe anemia.
one Sunday in the care on the night of Friday he died, may Khusnul khatimah.
Please pray readers all so that we remain given patience and strength to live in the future. May he get the best place by Allah's side 🙏