Servant of God
14. dear

disappointment is hard....

it turns out that smiling even though the pain is actually heavy....

but it turns out I can get through that, at least today...

my feelings never lie, especially to my diary...

out of curiosity the proof of what I feel.and for the umpteenth time the proof of my feelings is proven.and unfortunately I am not ready to face that reality...

lt hurts.iya....

it doesn't matter who you are, who I am, but because I love you by trying to make you a better and useful human being. slowly but surely, I see good hope ahead.....it turns out.all just a prank...

turns out..reality..away from your own talk...

it is like eating your own karma...

so easy to criticize people, so easy to denounce people.in fact you are no better than the person you are reproach...

keep smiling, keep looking ahead.face the fact that that is life.too shortsighted klo blame circumstances, and be a loser, that mistakes are thrown at others..