Servant of God
04.dear myself

𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐤𝐮,

Forgive me for forgetting your health, needs and happiness by keeping you busy thinking about and worrying about the lives of others.

Forgive me for teaching you to pretend in so many ways, hoarding lies for the sake of lies to make you look okay and acceptable, asking you to be someone else just to be liked by the environment.

I'm sorry I asked you to fight to maintain the wrong relationship, even though you knew from the beginning but still forced yourself and hope the reality will change.

Forgive me for making you cry all night, feel lonely, and hate yourself.

I'm sorry when you do good I forget to appreciate, when you do something I'm not grateful, when you get through a lot of obstacles I'm not grateful.

I'm sorry for so many things that I even forgot to mention here, but I know you're hurt by it. I who forget this often unconsciously hurt myself.

Sorry for being so unfair and inhumane to you.