Sharing Love: Wife Ventilation of Your Desire
IPH CHAPTER 35 - Resisting Desire

"It is not my and Sonya's desire to have a baby, after all we already have Joseph, Sonya can also consider Joseph like his son," said Ibrahim after a long time there was only silence between them.

Aira could only nod her head even though her sense of pity was getting thicker she felt. Aira feels more selfish when asking her husband to make them live apart, Sonya and she are not in one roof.

"Mas, should we ask Sonya's mom to come back to live in this house?" ask Aira lirih. He was confused himself.

Before answering Ibrahim first rested before the wife, then grasped both hands of Aira.

"No dear, you and Sonya have privacy when treating me as a husband. I don't want you guys to compare, either" Ibrahim explained.

Aira who heard that also carved her smile thin, she then took a small towel on the table and dried the hair of the husband who was still wet. Ibrahim is so calm now, always making decisions with a cool head.

Unlike before that nothing always put forward emotions.

And Aira was so grateful for that.

Abraham enjoyed this change. Although sometimes he still feels very guilty about the death of the child but now he became calmer. The harmonious relationship he built with Aira made his life happier.

Ibrahim stopped the wife's hand on her head, then stared fixedly at the two bright-looking Aira neutrals. A smiling Aira looked at him.

Ibrahim slowly lifted his body, eroding the distance and reaching out to his wife's lips.

Aira welcomed that, she opened her mouth slightly and let the husband go deeper. Until Aira finally felt her floating body, Ibrahim carried her and took her to lie on the bed. The kiss deepened and it felt so demanding.

But a flash of memory of the blood flowing in the body of Aira made Ibrahim immediately release the pagutan. He was even about to get up but quickly Aira held his arm.

"Why Mas? why do you always stop touching me?" aira asked, Ibrahim still turned his back and sat on the side of the bed with his hunting breath.

Aira who had been lying down also got up. She wondered what was really going on with her husband.

Did her body bore her husband?

Does she look no longer charming?

"Mas, look at me" pinta Aira.

Ibrahim also turned his head, his two neutrals were patterning when he saw Aira began to take off the buttons of his clothes one by one. Take it off and put the shirt on the bed. Now that there was only the final cover on the part and core, Aira intended to let go anyway. But Ibrahim quickly arrested.

"Why Mas?" now that both of her eyes were already teary, Aira was close to crying. But Ibrahim immediately embraced his wife's innocent body.

"I'm afraid of Aira, I'm afraid, baby" said Ibrahim Lirih, still recorded clearly in his memory about the events in the car at that time.

Feeling her husband's body tremble, making Aira cry. She returned the husband's embrace.

"I'm afraid to get you hurt again like that" Ibrahim said, and Aira hugged her husband even more. During this time Ibrahim with all his strength to resist his desire, because he did not want to make his wife again hurt.

"But now that I'm fine Mas, I've recovered, I miss you a lot too, too" replied Aira no less shrill. It had been almost two months they had not fused together and it made Aira resist longing. He did not know if the husband was still imagining the past.

"I'm fine, don't you see it?" ask Aira anyway.

"Then do it gently" pinta Aira, as her husband fell silent again. Until finally Aira began to feel if her husband's hands began to move. Take off her bra hook and make it dated.

Late that night, the two were together. Ibrahim really treated Aira gently. Not only once, they keep repeating the union until all longs are treated.

A soft kiss was given Ibrahim as a cover.

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Days pass.

This morning Sonya was going to the hospital. He wants to see a gynecologist. I wonder why it is so hard to get pregnant.

With Ibrahim can not be, with other men never be. All this time, he was sure if he was okay. Before Aira became pregnant even Sonya thought that Ibrahim was the problem.

All this time keep trying and think everything is fine makes him not so care about his womb. He even only once checked the contents during his marriage with Ibrahim.

Seeing Irna's doctor, Sonya started doing some tests. Dr. Irna is an obstetrician at the hospital belonging to the Suryo family, who used to also take care of Aira and help with Joseph's delivery.

"How's Doc? everything's fine, right?" ask Sonya enthusiastically. He sat down in front of Dr. Irna. There are also some notes in front of the doctor Irna complete with ultrasound and X-ray results.

"Sorry madam, there is Miom growing in your uterus, which is what makes it difficult for you to get pregnant" explained Dr. Irna.

"Meom?" it's Sonya who doesn't know what it is.

Dr. Irna explained that myoma or myoma is a benign tumor that grows around the uterus.

The fibroids growing in Sonya's uterus protrude and urge the uterine cavity, thus interfering with the occurrence of the pregnancy process But if the myoma is positioned in the uterine wall or outside the uterus, then it has no potential to interfere with pregnancy.

In addition to the location of the myoma, the size must also be considered. Myoma with a size of 5 cm or more should be examined intensively because myoma with this size can cause disruption of the growth of the uterus so that it will result in disruption of pregnancy.

"So I have to how Doc? is that a danger?" asked Sonya again, now her forehead and both palms were filled with cold sweat. Suddenly afraid that this would also threaten his life.

Doctor Irna again explained if now he will give some medicine to shrink the fibroids. After 2 months of taking the drug will only be seen how the results. Change or not.

Doctor Irna also said for Sonya to start implementing a healthy life.

With her mind in disarray, Sonya comes out of Irna's doctor's room. When she was so badly hit like this, Sonya was alone, no one accompanied her and hugged her tightly.

He just stared at the screen of his dead phone. Doubt to contact Ibrahim or not. His relationship with Abraham is not what it used to be.

"No, I can't call Ibra, she's with Aira right now" Sonya said.

Then with his legs feeling weak he stepped back.