Sharing Love: Wife Ventilation of Your Desire

Sharing Love: Wife Ventilation of Your Desire
IPH CHAPTER 64 - Guilt


Aira shook her head, she rejected Dirga's words, if she could not really want to hear them.


"I love you, can't you feel it" said Dirha once again.


When Aira did not want to hear it, now Dirga even repeated the statement.


"Dirga doesn't talk, I'm someone's wife. Where's your common sense?" reply Aira. He was even at a loss to answer what the absurd statement was.


"You came to my house crying, saying farewell to Abraham. My father and I helped you get away from that man. But you decided to go back. Though at that time I was willing to embrace you, to accept you with Joseph," explained Dirga, recalling her first encounter with Aira that made her fall in love.


If at that time Aira did not return to Ibrahim, Dirga believes that now he is the man who is with Aira.


"You came to my house, but you also just left, as if just stop by and take advantage of the kindness of father and mother. Because the end you keep going back to Ibrahim, no matter what the man's faults are." - Dirga again.


Every time there was a problem, Aira would run to his house making Dirga want to always hug the woman, but then Aira returned to Ibrahim again.


And realizing that his actions were Aira really felt regret. He should not have gone to someone else's house when there were problems with his household.


But it was all out of Aira's control, because what he was aiming for was Mr. Basir and Rachel's mother instead of Dirga.


But finding reasons to justify his actions will not change anything because now everything has happened. About Dirga's feelings and Aira's ignorance.


"I apologize if my arrival at your house at that time actually disturbed you. I also apologize for always using your family_"


"That's not what I want to hear Aira, not your apology" Dirga quickly cut.


She did not want to hear an apology, all she wanted to hear was Aira's feelings. Did he really go back to Abraham out of love? not by force, is there really no love for her? if anything, he would fight for Aira with all his might to escape from the badass guy.


"I want to hear about your feelings, why did you choose to go back to Ibra instead of accepting me?" ask Dirga lirih.


Ibrahim, who also heard the conversation, clenched his hands tightly. But as much as possible he tried to refrain from waiting here. Ibrahim had entrusted everything to Aira.


Like Aira who used to always trust herself when solving problems with Sonya.


"Because I love Mas Ibrahim, because he's my husband. Marriage is not only about binding a sacred promise in front of the forerunner and the witness, but also in front of God. Nor am I a perfect man, who always judges my husband's mistakes. Ibrahim and I both forgave, accepted each other. That's why until now we are still together," explained Aira no less shrewd, he really wanted Dirga to know about What he felt, what he felt, that his love is only for the husband is not for others especially Dirga.


"And one more, from now on I don't want us to meet. I was ashamed of myself, ashamed of my husband, ashamed of Adisty, ashamed of Rachel and Mr. Basir. I'm embarrassed because I subconsciously made mi have that feeling. I beg you not to see me again" pinta Aira.


"I'm sorry," said Dirga finally, he really did not expect that the feeling he had been guarding would make Aira feel uncomfortable like this.


Especially when the name Adisty called him he felt his heart pulsating again.


Something he always denied was the cause of Adisty's death.


"I will go away and will not disturb your life and Abraham again. I just hope you will always be happy Aira," said Dirga and Aira remained unmoved, she did not return the remark nor looked back at Dirga.


Aira continued to turn her face staring in any direction as long as it was not Dirga.


"Hopefully time can make our relationship better" Dirga said for the last time, after saying that she came out of Aira's room.


Meeting with Ibrahim and looking at him for a moment, Dirga finally decided to leave.


While Ibrahim did not care about it, he went straight into the room of the wife.to meet Aira who immediately stared at his arrival.


"Mas," said Aira lirih, her eyes I want to immediately explain everything to the husband.


Before Ibrahim prejudiced him about him and Dirga just now, Aira wanted to explain everything immediately, but he had not had time to open the mouth of Ibrahim had already grabbed his body, hugging her tightly even hid Aira's face in her field chest.


"No need to explain anything. I've heard everything" said Ibrahim.


Without realizing Aira was crying in the arms of her husband, Ibrahim had told her to keep her distance from Dirga.


Because Dirga had feelings for him, but at that time Aira said no, that it was just a baseless conjecture from Ibrahim and now he deeply regrets it.


"I'm sorry Mas" Aira replied, she hugged her husband even more tightly.


"No, you're innocent, baby. It was Dirga who could not keep his feelings," Ibrahim replied, he did not want Aira to feel guilty, making his wife will continue to think about this.


Ibrahim knew very well how Aira's nature, surely his guilt for the late Adisty, Mr. Basir and Rachel's mother would burden themselves.


"Remember, you're pregnant. Don't keep blaming yourself" asked Ibrahim.


And Aira could only nod her head in response.