
~It is not you who should cry, but he who has left the figure of an angel like you~
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"hi Sania? How are you"
Sania smiled awkwardly and nodded as if saying she was fine. The existence of Karin and Seno at one table is very disturbing to the mind. Oh don't forget, Reyka who is now in Seno's lap.
"well mba, how are you? Why come here" exclaimed Sania while arranging drinks in front of the former owner of the house now occupied by Sania
Say that Sania's words will cause hurt to the woman in front of her. Sania just wants to protect her family and her marriage.
Can Sania be selfish this time? As if he wanted to shout to Karin that the house he visited was now her husband. Karin is only the past, who no longer has a relationship with Seno.
“Not okay since the cheap woman lives with me” Karin breathes deeply, “turns very sick ya see a man who is very fond of treating like a queen to another woman”
It's really sick…
“Then what need do you guys come here”
Seno's determination made the woman beside him instantly shocked. Never had he seen such a Seno in Karin. Butwhy?
Sania turned her head slowly, right! A look full of adoration was no longer there. There was only a lazy look. And oh yes, Sania just realized that Reyka was asleep in Seno's lap. Do not forget Seno who looks forced to hold the child.
Can Sania be happy to see this?
“no mean anything”
They all fell silent.
The bottom of the patio table shook due to the swaying caused by Karin's legs. Many times Sania hinted to stop until she saw the existence of a large bag that she had not seen.
“mbak to leave home?” Seno was no less surprised, the man was now staring at Sania and Karin alternately
“what do you mean?”
“iya Sen, I went from home” sad Karin
The pain of his heart was growing along with anger. Angry because he did not succeed to avenge Fanya's actions, hurt because he felt his body was no longer able to support and see the affection of Fanya and Alex every day.
“then why did you come here?” fierce Seno
At first he felt sorry to see the arrival of Karin with Reyka who was asleep in her lap was staring blankly at the yard of her house. Don't forget the scar of his thinned bruises adds to Seno's concern.
Without saying Karin only hinted to put Reyka in her lap. Initially, Seno did not want to, but saw the look of Karin. Inevitably the man gave up his thigh to concentrate Reyka who was asleep
Seno just hopes, Sania will not misunderstand again.
"i don't know where else to go"
"but not here!" reply Seno, "we no longer have a relationship that makes you decide to come back here again"
"but--
"we have no relationship anymore! So don't come and go as you please"
"I DON'T KNOW WHERE ELSE TO GO"
Karin fell silent and then looked down. He understood, but he did not expect to get a tantrum from Seno himself rather than Sania.
Karin looked at the big bag, Reyka and the dark sky which signified that there would be great rain alternately. Actually Karin ran away unprepared, she did not hold that much cash to rent an apartment.
But if the woman is wearing an atm. He fears Alex will find out whereabouts and come back just to retrieve Reyka.
Alex always declares that Karin can leave as long as she doesn't bring Reyka. However Reyka has become a descendant who will continue Alex's business. Seeing Fanya pregnant with a daughter.
“I don't know if I have to go back to” break the cry of Karin, “I don't intend to disturb your marriage. But I really don't know where else to go, all I know in this city is y'all”
Sania gently squeezed Seno's arm to stop the man's anger. Seeing Karin's very alarming situation reminds Sania of her past at that time. Being at the lowest point without being accompanied by anyone. It was the most painful thing Sania had ever felt.
“ allow mba Karin stay a week or two weeks in the day. It's not pity” said Sania while gently rubbing Reyka mane so as not to be disturbed by the talk around
“not very long it-, either one day or not at all” Seno is inferior to Sania's gentle gaze
“thank you, thank you very much. I promise I won't take it and soon I'll find a job and leave here”
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The house was crowded with Reyka. Reyka's enthusiasm for the sister makes the child always excited if being near Sean. In his presence, wuwel-uwel, followed to continue to make Sania sellau laugh made.
Not because of Reyka's attitude, but because of Sean's response that looks dislike. Sean is very concerned about Reyka's existence. Go wherever always followed, his cheeks and stomach became a victim of Reyka pinch, even he was always hugged tightly without wanting to be removed. Sean was always screaming to dispel Reyka's whereabouts.
You can imagine Sean's loud scream followed by Reyka's amused laughter filled the entire house. Even the servants continued to laugh at the manner of the two of them.
Sania had never seen Karin. He decided to go to Karin's room. The sound of crying was increasingly heard as Sania approached the guest room, the room where Karin was. If it's nighttime, maybe Sania's already goosebumps.
Tok... tok.
Without any reply Sania entered the guest room while carrying a p3k box. It looks like Karin's pleated wound needs further treatment.
“mba?” Karin looked up from the position that lay down between her legs and cried
Her puffy face, “what's San?”
Sania crouches in front of Karin and starts taking out the p3k box, “mba want a story? At least it will reduce the burden of mba, even a little”
“entah San, I am angry but confused to be angry with myself or with Alex mas. I'm hurt no one cares, there is Fanya and Alex will show more affection when he sees my cry. That's why I never cry if there, I try to be strong even though fragile” said, “so only now I can vent everything”
“nangislah mba until mba satisfied. If so, what does Sania feel like crying for? For men not knowing themselves? It's the same as amba removing pearls for the sake of a handful of dirt like Alex mas. Mba's cry was too precious to cry over that man”
“but san, it hurts. How to see him dabbling with each other in front of me, how Fanya behaves like a mistress of funds I aide. How Fanya used all the facilities that used to belong to me. How an Alex started to play hands because of Fanya's complaint which was just a boalan”
“Sania did not understand” He stared fixedly Karin, “but, mba is valuable. The cry did not fit out of the precious netra mba. What should cry is Alex who has wasted angels like mba"
Karin fell silent as well as her crying stopped. Then he looked up and smiled, "you're right, after all he would be even more happy if he saw me crying" he said accompanied by a smile on his face
"do not cry anymore ya mba" said Sania while cleaning the p3k box because Karin who does not want to use it, "oh yes, if there is a problem do not condone the story with me. God willing I will be ready to listen"
"thank you san, thank you very much"
"iya mba together. Shouldn't humans help each other"
"you're right"