She's my mom!

She's my mom!
Chapter 79


"sorry. Maafin. Sorry for all the mistakes. I miss you" whispered the man repeatedly


Finally broke also the cry of Sania~


Sania returned Seno's embrace and cried loudly. They will not let go of the hug until twenty minutes. Made Alex see from the car clack on purpose.


Tin... Tin...


Sania was ashamed of it. He hides his head in the face of Seno, which he used to do when he misbehaved.


Seno chuckles then justifies Sania's hijab, "wait a minute here first. I'm gonna go see Alex for a second"


Sania nodded with a gaze fixed on the ground. I was embarrassed to see Seno.


Meanwhile, Seno came to Alex who was still waiting for the steering wheel while holding back the sense of quickly coming to his son, Reyka.


"you go first. I still want to be here"


"can't do it" Alex protested, "gue also wanted to meet Alex. I'm looking forward to today. Don't you ruin my dream that way" Alex said with a nature that makes Seno emotional, more


"tomorrow, come back here again" Seno said with his arm that swept through the air like driving someone away


Alex clucked no doubt keep according to Seno's orders. At least tonight he will prepare something to take with him tomorrow to meet his beloved son, Reyka.


"whatever. I have to see Reyka tomorrow. There can be no more excuses" Rajuk Alex then raise the glass, "yes deh who just met kangen. You bucin!" he said later and turning the steering wheel left Seno just like that,


Seno cleared his throat and stood for a long time. It was as if just realizing his current condition made him a little nervous. But not long enough to make Sania wait for a long time, he immediately came back to Sania and sat in a plastic chair next to the woman.


"San"


"hm?" sania Deham


"maafin. Sorry for all the mistakes from the past that have tarnished you to the present day call you with a very rude word"


The man took a deep breath and knelt down before Sania while holding both arms, "maybe you are tired of hearing the apology. mas keeps saying sorry but then repeats again hurting you"


Sania smiled and gently stroked Seno's hair, "prove it. Sania doesn't need an apology, Sania just wants to prove it by the act of gold"


"But you're sorry, aren't you?"


Sania loosened her shoulders and then stood up to make Seno who was not ready a little bit to make, "of course, Sania wants to forgive me. But for some reason, in the depths of Sania's heart it is very difficult to forget the mas when talking about Sania 'pope'" said Sania bluntly


"Yes, I'm sorry"


Sania stroked his chest, "already you are. As a wife, Sania also apologized because she had gone that way without the husband's permission"


"But you still started first. If you don't say that" Sania quoted using both arms, "i won't go either"


Seno scratched his nape, "so you still think of mas as a husband?"


"so that's it!" answer Sania with sewot


"that was said you 'as a wife' means right dong you msh consider mas as your husband. There is no word of divorce that says the same thing. Ah mas is still your husband" Seno cried at the end of the sentence accompanied by repeated hugs by the man


Worryingly...


Sania looked around, there were some mothers who tried to look at her house but if looked back the mothers pretended to take a look.


Sania took a breath, annoyed. Bener said the neighbors are one of the very powerful cctv. As soon as they see, it is certain that tomorrow he has become the subject of a complex conversation.


Naturally, because people knew Sania's husband was dead. No one knows who started the rumor. Yang Sania knew, Sania's arrival had gotten a lot of excitement from the surrounding residents. Because Sania is considered pregnant out of wedlock.


"mas we're looking for a safer place yu"


"cie still calls mas" Seno mocked, in fact the man's sense of humor became strange according to Sania


With things still like this. I mean meet after all this time. Isn't the right atmosphere full of sadness, haru and happiness. Not kidding like this?


But, never mind... Sania thought, maybe for the last two years the man's head had hit something. Until it becomes like this.


"the right gold! I don't want to add a tumor and have the same effect as the kids again"


"ah yes children" Seno put on a sad face until he was anxious to make, "mas want to meet Sean dong"


"later. There's something Sania has to talk about first" he said then stood up and left just like that leaving Seno until the man followed him with a little drama because his pantofel could not be invited to work together.


...~§~...


About half an hour without anyone talking. Finally they arrived at a lake with a seat around it. Usually this kind of place is very crowded with couples who are still drunk on love. But right now the place looks quiet. Only seen the strangeness of people passing by and selling. Maybe because the sun is blazing right now. So, people prefer to stay at home rather than get a sunburn.


"how are you doing?" sania asked after being seduced for a long time while playing her leg kicking a pebble


"not good after you've left. Every day we are haunted by guilt. Your departure really shook my life" Seno replied, "you?"


Sania smiled, "i'm happy living with the kids"


Seno nodded in understanding. His wife is insinuating herself. Seno thought also like that, Sania far away looks happy while living with her children.


"do you have no intention of coming back?" ask Seno


"wasn't there any intention of looking for me?" sania asked back without caring about the man who was glued


"not like that" Seno looked frustrated. Confused what he wanted to say, "mas is too cowardly to meet you. It's like there's no face to look at you anymore. Mas understand, the word mas is very bad to be thrown at a woman. Especially the mas who always compare you with Karin"


Sania smiled, "understand me, right? Think of Sania's departure as the right punishment for you"


"please take this punishment. Mas couldn't afford. Your existence really affects your life. Mas no longer know how to live in the future if you choose to leave mas"


.


Sania sniffed her shoulders, "no mas. Ask the kids first. I'll follow whatever the kids ask"


"what if you meet Sean right now" Seno immediately stood up to hear Sania's words


Seems taming Sean won't be too difficult. Seno just buy a toy, of course his son immediately agreed.


But...


Seno sat back down. 'what if Sean has changed. It was no longer Sean who was staring happily at him but Sean who was staring hatefully at him?'


"why sit down again? Broken spirit?"


Seno nodded, "how is Sean now?"


"flag" Sania turned, "i don't say you should take Sean's heart. There's still Reyka and Sena that you need to understand"


"Damn?"


Sania smiled meaningfully, "just look at it later"