She That's Me
Regretting

Pak Bima seemed to be rushing towards Mirna's treatment room. He received word from the hospital that his daughter was hysterical. But how relieved he was when he saw Mirna who was sleeping soundly. There he also saw Dita's mom talking to Nike's mom. The two women did not even realize that Pak Bima was there.

"Ehemmm.." dehem sir Bima told him his presence.

"Oh my... Have you come?" ask Nike ma'am.

"Yes.. just now." said Mr. Bima while glancing at bu Dita.

But the woman who will soon be suing for divorce herself looks ordinary even as if she does not consider the existence of Pak Bima. Pak Bima sighed slowly. It looks like Dita's mom still can't be friendly with her. Miss Nike who felt the awkward atmosphere since the arrival of Pak Bima also chose to step aside on the grounds of wanting to go to the toilet. Be now Pak Bima and bu Dita are both in one room with Mirna still asleep.

"Ehemmm... What really happened? why is Mirna back hysterical?" ask Pak Bima on bu Dita trying to melt the atmosphere.

"I don't know.just ask Nike because she was with Mirna.." said Dita Ketus.

"So you left our daughter with that woman?" ask Bima sir did not accept.

"What do you mean, huh? do you think that by taking care of her since I was a child, I could forbid her birth mother from accompanying Mirna? and am I not allowed to rest for a moment until you want to blame me? where were you alone all day, huh?" cerocos bu Dita who was upset with the words of Pak Bima who seemed to blame him for letting Mirna with Nike.

Pak Bima immediately fell silent when he heard the words of bu Dita. It's true that he should not just blame Dita's mom for Mirna who returned hysterically.

"I'm sorry.I was just carried away by emotions when I heard Mirna back hysterical." said Mr. Bima while looking down.

Bu Dita was just silent and did not respond to all the words of Mr. Bima. To him all the words of the man were meaningless to him because he was tired of all the apologies that came out of the man's mouth. Because that man will always be selfish who only wants all his words and desires fulfilled. And his apology will be like cotton in the wind and disappear quickly. Just like Mirna used to be.

The atmosphere was silent again because the two people no longer wanted to talk to each other. Until Nike mom returned to the room the atmosphere there still remains the same.

"Eugh.. ma.. mama.." there was a voice of Mirna looking for Dita's mother.

Immediately the woman approached Mirna.

"What's the matter, baby?" tanyanya gently.

"I thirsty ma.." said Mirna lirih.

"It's a pity... drink it.." said bu Dita while putting the drink in a glass.

Mirna immediately sipped the drinking water slowly. Afterwards the woman asked her mother to bribe her because she was hungry. With painstaking bu Dita also fed Mirna. All of that was noticed by Pak Bima and Miss Nike who in fact Mirna's biological parents. But in reality their daughter could not be that close to the two. Guilt and shame are now lodged in the hearts of the two middle-aged people.

"It's ma.." said Mirna as she was full.

Bu Dita simply nodded and smiled as Mirna was already about to finish the food provided. That's a very good thing considering the last few times Mirna could only eat a few mouthfuls of it with a little force.

"Papa.." call Mirna when she sees her papa in her treatment room.

"Yes baby?"

"I want to go home." said Mirna.

Mirna sighed softly, in fact she was afraid that if she was still in the hospital then Rudi would again try to see her again. He no longer wanted to deal with the young man. Although he tried to forgive but in his heart he did not want to see the young man's face in front of him. Because it would remind him again of the dark night he wanted to forget.

"Relax, baby.If you want to eat and take your medicine regularly, I'm sure soon the doctor will let you go home." persuaded Dita.

Mirna nodded her head as she understood, making Dita smile with relief. Meanwhile, Rudi who had returned to his office after being expelled from the hospital became not concentrated on his work.

"Armghh!" he cried while damaging his head because he felt if his head seemed to break.

He could not deny if the guilt had made his life unsettled. As he imagines the frightened and angry face shown by Mirna, he recalls the shadow of his past when he saw his mother who was exactly the same as Mirna when she was depressed. It is inconceivable if the fate of Mirna is the same as her mother who died due to being hit during depression. If that happens, Rudi will never be able to forgive himself.

"It may be true that for a while I did not appear before the woman.." Rudi's mind.

Then an idea came to his mind to tell someone to keep an eye on Mirna as long as she couldn't get anywhere near the woman. Rudi smiled then immediately contacted someone to carry out his orders.

On the other hand Jasmine was feeling unwell. From morning he felt like his body was crumbling and helpless. He was unable to keep his son active. Fortunately, although he did not have a nanny for his son, the Art in his house was also enough to help him look after Aby. In turn they took care of the master's son. So all day Jasmine just slept in her room. At lunch Adam who seemed to get a hunch also went home and found out if his son was playing with one of his Art in the living room.

When he asked where Jasmine the Art was saying that Jasmine was in the room early in the morning because she was not feeling well. Hearing that Adam immediately met Jasmine in the room.

"Honey... Why are you?" he asked Jasmine when he saw her lying on the bed.

Jasmine nodded softly and opened her eyes. When she saw her husband in front of her, she tried to wake up from her sleep.

"Either Dear.. since the morning my body feels uncomfortable." he said.

"We go to the doctor, right?" persuade the unbearable Adam when he saw the pale and weak Jasmine.

Jasmine could only nod weakly with her husband's proposal as it felt she already had no strength to resist Adam's wishes. After all, he did feel that he was really not strong with his unpleasant body taste.

"Aby where's Dear?" jasmine asked who was worried for her son who since morning was not in her watch.

"He with the Asih bi. is playing.." explained Adam who made Jasmine's heart relieved.

Carefully Adam led Jasmine to the hospital. Aby who saw her parents coming down from the top floor immediately walked limped towards the two while babbling calling her mother.

"Ma.. ma!"

"Honey.." said Jasmine as she spread her arms to greet her son.

"Honey you are still weak. let Aby with bi Asih first." said the King when he saw his wife who was ready to hold Aby.

"But Dear..."

"There's no buts.now we go to the doctor to check you, let Aby be with bi Asih!" adam said firmly.

It was fortunate that after getting a hug from Jasmine the boy instantly calmed down when it was taken over by the Asih bi. So that Adam could take Jasmine to the hospital quietly. Even so before running his car Adam had time to contact his mother and mother-in-law if he would take Jasmine to the hospital until both of them intend to go home immediately to take care of their grandchildren.