She That's Me
Love Expressions

It's been almost a week since his reunion with Rudi the man who traumatized him. And during that time the man had not yet revealed the trunk of his nose. Of course this sajanhal made Mirna feel relieved. The woman becomes able to enjoy her life that is much different from her past. Bu Dita who is now officially divorced with Pak Bima also looks happier with his new life. So too with Nike. She is also divorced from her husband. And he also began to live his life.

Every now and then the woman visits Mirna both at home and in Dita's bu shop. She has also made peace with her cousin Citra whom her husband once captured. I don't know what his cousin's heart is made of because he easily forgave Nike. Even Alya who just found out that Nike's mother was Mirna's biological mother also behaved the same as her mother. He had also met Mirna when he had just found out that they were still brothers despite conflicts between their parents. And their relationship improved even though they did not return the same as before. But at least the two are not hostile to each other.

Today Mirna is guarding her shop when Dita bu gets an order via the store phone if anyone orders a cake and wants to be delivered today as well. The state of the store that is quite crowded with customer orders makes employees unable to deliver the order. Therefore Mirnah had to deliver it. Even so Mirna did not mind at all. By using a motorcycle that was only a few months he bought and mastered, he immediately set off to deliver the order.

Arriving at the place where Mirna went directly parked her motorbike and took the customer's order cake. Then he pressed the bell on the door of the customer's house.

Tett's!

The door was soon opened from inside. A middle-aged woman opened the door and immediately smiled when she saw Mirna coming with a box of cookies.

"Mom from Delight's shop?"

"Yes ma'am, this is the order." said Mirna as she hung the box of cookies on the middle-aged woman.

"Ah yes..thank you.please go in and sit down first mbak..."

Mirna nodded and followed the woman into the house and sat down in the living room chair. The middle aged woman who ordered the cake went straight inside. Mirna sat quietly while checking her phone as she waited for the customer woman to come out from inside. There was no bad feeling in his mind at the time. He was so busy with his cell phone that he didn't realize someone was walking up to him. But he was very surprised when he again heard the voice of people who were very familiar to him even though he hated him so much and did not want to see him again.

"How are you Mirna?" sapa Rudi who was suddenly at his side.

"How did you get here?" asked Mirna with a trembling voice.

As much as possible Mirna tried to fight her fear and tried to be brave in front of Rudi.

"Of course I can, because this is my home Mirna" said Rudi calmly.

"Ta. but. earlier that.." said Mirna stammered.

"So that's bi Ijah... My art.." cut Rudi.

"Ja. so..."

"I ordered the cake." Rudi explained in a soft voice.

Mirna's face has now changed. It's not what she planned with her mom. Because they suspect that Rudi is the one who will come to their store and not vice versa, Mirna who actually came to Rudi's house. For Mirna it's like going into a lion's den. He wanted to run, but his legs felt weak. To get up from his seat he was unable to get so limp.

"A...what...want you?" ask Mirna after she can control herself.

"I just want to talk to you, Mirna." said Rudi.

"I want to apologize to you for what I did to you. I am sorry... made you an outlet for my revenge.." Rudi explained trying to give understanding to Mirna.

"Sorry.." Rudi again expressed his apology.

Seeing Mirna who was sobbing more and more, the man immediately embraced Mirna's body that was shaking from crying. Got a hug from Rudi Mirna's body immediately gasped in shock and the woman's reflexes immediately tried to escape from Rudi's embrace. But the man didn't let Mirna out of his arms.

"I'm sorry." whispered the man again in Mirna's ear.

Hearing Rudi's apology for the umpteenth time made Mirna cry even more. In his mind for what the man had repeatedly apologized to him if everything that had been done by the man had traumatized him. Seeing Mirna's condition that was getting crying made Rudi increasingly tighten his embrace. The man even repeatedly peeked at the top of Mirna's head trying to calm the woman's heart.

After a moment of crying, Mirna stopped her crying. His heart was now a little relieved after shedding tears in front of the man who had hurt him. Although maybe people will say if she is now a weak woman because she cried in front of Rudi. But at least now the man knows how devastated he was after the man's actions on him.

"I'm sorry.." said Rudi as he unraveled his embrace.

The rest of the tears on Mirna's cheeks and corners with the tip of her thumb were wiped.

"I'll never stop apologizing for what I did to you Mirna." she said as she looked into Mirna's teary eyes.

"Let me make amends for all my mistakes with you for the rest of my life and make you happy.

Mirna shook her head slowly. Although Rudi had done evil to him but he felt inappropriate for the man in front of him. Because even before that night, she was no longer a holy woman. In fact, he already resembles****** and maybe even worse because every time he does*** with that man he does not ask for payment. Just for the same reason I like. So even though he was traumatized because that night he was forced still, he actually had no self-esteem if there was a man who was really serious with him and wanted to marry him.

"Why? do you still hate me?" ask Rudi.

Mirna shook her head again.

"I was dirty even long before your man harassed me." she lowered her head.

He felt so ashamed of his past life. He even thought if the incident that night was his karma for his previous depraved deeds.

"I already know that, but I don't care about Mirna" said Rudi who surprised Mirna.

"Why? why do you still want to when you know how dark my past life is?"

"Because I love you, I only realized it when you were far away from me." Rudi explained as she looked at the two beads of Mirna's eyes.

The woman also returned Rudi's gaze and tried to find a lie there, but nil. Because what he now sees is only sincerity and sincerity there. Rudi clasped Mirna's hand tightly.

"Allow me to be able to make you fall in love with me too. Even if it has to take a long time." said Rudi who did not want to lose Mirna, the woman who had stolen his heart.

Mirna nodded her head slowly. He tries to reconcile and open his heart to Rudi, the first man to gently express his love without any n*f** in it. Truly a sincere expression of love. Could it be that he who is dirty and is trying to change himself to a better direction has already earned his reward by getting a man who will accept it with his past unconditionally? If it's true Mirna really feels very happy.