Sibadgirl, Excess Hormones
feel like a failure

Naila from returning home never let go of lala from her sling somehow naila did not want to release lala, whereas lala needed to sleep in bed so naila in fatigue carrying her, even though she did not want to let go, but naila doesn't matter which important lala stays in her sling.

"Yahh mama wants to take a bath baby" said naila, her body sticky so she wants to take a shower before maghrib.

"What mama just stay, right mama just a little shower" naila put lala in bed"mama shower for a while yes dear you don't cry ya" said naila and kissed the cheek of the lala padlul, lala, naila picked up a change of clothes and a towel and walked out of the room to the bathroom, rented her bathroom naila near the kitchen instead of in the room. Naila was a bit hesitant to leave Lala in her own room but she was already feeling sultry and sticky so had to take a shower.

Naila took a bath in a hurry to not long die her daughter in the room alone, after finishing bathing naila wiped her body with a towel so as not to get wet again and after dry naila directly put on her sleeping pajamas.

Naila came out and stopped in the kitchen for a bit to drink after drinking naila walking towards her room.

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The door of the room opened and naila circulated her gaze, naila's face became worried because she did not see Lala in her room. Naila suddenly lemes naila as if crushed. Lala disappeared while she was with Lala, it was naila's negligence and naila didn't like any of it.

"Gue is not a good mother, I can't take care of my own child, I'm a bad mother" she cried. Naila's heart aches when she doesn't see her adopted child, Naila feels failed and naila reneges on her promise to keep Lala, and she is, naila is careless so that lala can be lost if only naila does not shower this will not happen, naila blames herself.

"LALA" cried naila then rose from her seat, naila ran out and looking for a taxi, in the taxi naila daydreaming had started the night and naila confused where to look for lala, he said, naila's mind shattered naila wanted to steal it right but to whom? Faintest? Naila is confused, naila has often complained to vague, currently her mind is only on the father, naila wants to vent while hugging her father. Naila told the taxi driver to go to the address of her father's mansion.

Arriving at the naila mansion were called guards and guards outside the mansion.

"Good night, miss" said the guard.

"Papa is inside" asked Naila blankly.

"Some, please come in" said the guard and opened the main door to the young lady.

Naila just stood still and walked into her silent gaze, naila saw the father was watching television and immediately approached his father.

The father was surprised to see his daughter coming but in a state of chaos, can be seen eyes that are as a random hair patch right.

"Pa" call naila down.

"You're why baby" asked Panraj softly.

Naila who heard the father's soft words suddenly rushed into the father's arms and cried as it happened.

"Naila's bad mother pa, naila can't take care of Lala and has reneged on naila's promise to keep lala. Naila crushed pa without lala, naila is very fond of lala" naila cried in the arms of the father.

Panraj replies to naila's embrace, naila changes a lot and becomes more mature because panraj can feel the destruction of his son, even though only the adopted child but naila so much destroyed.

"Lala why baby" panraj asked.

"Lala was kidnapped pa, lala hikkkss" naila's cry became more and more when considering her son was not in the room.

"You calm down baby, we're looking for lala yahh" persuaded panraj not to be too sad naila.

"Pa naila bad mother after looking for lala deserve to be her mother again? " sad naila, she tightened her embrace on the father, there was a sense of peace in her because the father did not hate her as he had when the father kicked her out.

"You deserve dear, you're a good mother who will take care of Lala when it's not your child" Panraj tried to calm her daughter down.

Naila shook her head "naila failed pa, naila felt not pantes anymore so her mother lala, but naila was destroyed and fragile without lala pa" naila really felt fragile even she forgot to tell Samar.

"You calm down, we find and track down the existence of lala yah first" said Panraj.

Naila let go of his embrace and looked at the father, actually naila confused why the father knew of the presence of lala in his life, but naila did not ask that first because her mind and heart were only focused on Lala.

"Naila wants to go and find Lala, pa naila borrow a car well" naila said.

"Later baby, you're screwed it's not safe to bring a car"

"Pa Naila wants to find lala"

"Dear dear papa understands but wait a minute"

"NAILA" shouted panraj. Panraj is worried what will happen to his son. Panraj picks up the phone and calls Samar and tells him to follow Naila.

"Honey hope you're okay" murmured panraj.

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On the other hand naila was silent in a city park she was confused where to start looking for lala, naila increasingly felt failed to be a mother because she did not know the existence of lala.

"MAAFIN DEAR MAMA, MAMA FAIL" cried naila and ignored the people who were in the park were looking at her.

Naila cried again and buried her face between her knees.

"Mama should start from where to find you dear" said Naila.

"You must have been brought to your house, right, but mama doesn't know the address, mama's really a bad parent because she doesn't know about you dear" naila wept and regretted not asking Samar's confidant's family home address.

Lam naila cried in her position suddenly there was someone who grabbed her shoulder and sat next to naila, naila looked up and looked at who was approaching her.

"Darling" said Naila and hugged Samar who had just come. Yes after being contacted Samar panraj directly track the phone and to look for the presence of naila.

Samar washed the arms of naila "you are calm, baby, lala is being sought by my men" Samar said.

"You know lala's missing? " ask naila.

"Yes, I know, because your father called me" Samar explained.

"Papa? " beo naila, he wondered if Samar and his father knew each other.

"Later I explained yes, we go home first the night wind is not good for women" Samar asked.

"I used to get used to the night wind, we look for lala aja yes, I'm afraid lala why napa if with the bad guy" naila again cried when remembering lala.

"Sstt lala's gonna be fine baby, her uncle won't kill lala until she's 17"

"Stay, can you convince me that Lala lives well there and isn't tortured? " tanya naila and Samar are silent.

"But at least tonight Lala won't be tortured just yet because she's a baby"

"But what about eating it? Will they give the best for Lala? "

"We go home first baby, tomorrow we try to go to the house of the Kurana family yes" Samar persuaded.

"Now it is"

"You rest first baby, recover energy to be able to teach a lesson to the person who has taken lala from you" Samar tried to persuade his lover to rest first before coming to the residence kurana.

"You are right, my energy must be many and strong in order to teach a lesson to those who have taken my son" he said.

"Jaudah we go back to my mansion first yes, tomorrow morning we look for lala" Samar and naila nodded.

Samar gets Naila to stand up and walk to his car. Inside the naila car just silent with a blank look, naila is still worried lala.

Arriving at Samar's mansion, he immediately invited naila into his room and told naila to lie in bed, naila according to his mind was very chaotic. Samar lies down beside Naila and hugs naila. Naila just kept quiet.

"Sleep baby, tomorrow we both look for lala well" Samar said as he rubbed naila's back. It didn't take long for naila to fall asleep maybe she was tired of crying today, clearly visible from her swollen eyes and flushed nose.

"Good night my queen" said Samar then kissed naila's forehead and Samar went to sleep. They slept hugging each other until the sunlight came to greet them in the morning.

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