
After the race and the familiar events, Naila and Tobby are now in the park near the racecourse, a special park for race participants and race spectators to relax.
"Nai can tell? " tobby said.
Naila looked at Tobby with reddened eyes as if she was about to cry again. Tobby who saw it rubbed Naila's back to make it calmer.
"If you are not ready to tell the story later, " said Tobby.
"Gue want to tell me now Tob!, you know I've never been in love before? " Tobby nodded his head, "now I'm in love with Tob but.. Hixss. " Naila cries again if she remembers Samar, Naila really loves Samar.
"But what? He's cheating lo? " task Tobby a bit upset because the man had made his best friend cry.
Naila shook her head, "not Tob, but... Hikss he's missing hikss, "isak Naila.
"missing? Try your story clearly and calmly so I can listen to your story "pinta Tobby.
Naila breathed in the air and took a slow breath to keep herself calm and began to tell her what she had heard from her father about the plane crash Samar and Tobby kept listening.
"Lo is patient, Nai," Tobby rubbed Naila's back after hearing the story from his best friend.
"Gue doesn't want to lose the person I love for the second time Tob, "
"Iya Nai I understand but you calm down first, "
"Where would you calm down if Samar now lost Tob, hikss. "crying again his Naila.
"Eh uh don't cry dong, the time of a badgirl cry anyway. "honestly Tobby can't calm a woman who is crying so she is confused how to persuade her friend who is crying this.
Naila looked at Tobby sharply even though she was still crying, thought that naughty women should not cry? Think Naila.
"Lo think a badgirl can't cry? As bad as they are, they still have Tob's feelings. "
Tobby just grinning at least with his words earlier can make Naila back nagging and a little forget his sadness.
Naila who saw Tobby just grinned, rolling her eyes lazy.
"Shh, "ringis Naila
Naila suddenly felt her chest tightening and hurting. Naila must be on her way home and issue an ASI on ***********.
"Lohh Nai why? " tobby asked in a panic when he heard Naila grimace and his face seemed to endure pain.
Naila stood up, "gue's okay, you want to go home now, bye. " Naila rushes to leave Toby confused by Naila's attitude. He should not be confused anymore because in the past when Naila still likes racing must be jam at midnight or early morning Naila like to endure pain but Naila never told Tobby while Tobby did not seeing him is issuing ASI just like Samar who saw his first Naila will not tell a story.
"Gue wondered every midnight lo like to endure pain, I hope you do not suffer from a deadly disease." muttered Tobby who continued to observe the departure of Naila until it disappeared.
Tobby thought Naila had a deadly disease because he did not want to make her worry maybe Naila hid her disease from Tobby, that's what Tobby had in mind for 2 years.
'O Allah gave Samar back to Naila before Naila went to You because of her illness, Aaminn.' Do'a Toby in my heart. Ck, his do'a was like Naila really had a deadly disease.
***
Upon reaching her Naila dimansion she rushed in. When entering Naila saw the father outside with Lala the father was holding Lala and patting Lala's butt softly, like Lala was crying and the father was calming the grandson. Ohh my goodness Naila forgot Lala because she was late in her sadness just right *********** pain back turns out today she is not breastfeeding Lala. Instantly Naila feels guilty about Samar's disappearance, which is very influential on Naila.
"Pa, "call Naila and Panraj turns to face her daughter.
"You're back in the race? "
Naila lowered her head, she shouldn't be racing because she already has children.
Panraj breathed, knowing that his daughter was devastated by Samar's loss.
"Papa understands, but now you have Lala to take care of and Jagan ignores her" Panraj advises.
"Yes pa Naila was wrong, "Naila took Lala from her father's sling. "I'm sorry my mom has ignored you" Naila said to Lala who was looking at her.
"Now you go into a room like Lala is already very hungry because she keeps crying" Panraj said.
"Has Lala been crying for a long time? " ask Naila getting more guilty.
"Not too long, quickly Lala needs to fill her stomach." said Panraj.
"Sorry Naila pa, Naila to the room first. " Naila went straight up the stairs and walked towards her room.
After arriving at the door Naila immediately opened it and went inside and then closed the door again. Naila throws Lala down and she lays herself down next to Lala.
Naila looked at the child's puffed up face as soon as Naila's feelings warmed up and could forget her sadness though not completely forget.
"I'm sorry you've ignored you baby, you lost your mind when you heard your papa was in an accident" Naila said, taking off her upper clothes and now only bras left.
Lala who was very hungry directly faced Naila's breast with her tongue sticking out in front of her chest. Lala searches for the presence of *******Naila still wrapped in the bra.
Naila chuckled at her daughter who so wanted her nipples, Naila opened her bra and thrust her nipples at Lala's mouth and was immediately greeted by Lala greedily.
"You're so hungry, baby, you're feeling more guilty for ignoring you. "
Lala smiled at her suction on Naila's breasts. Lala was only a few months old and Lala still could not speak, Lala could only laugh and cry.
Naila continued to breastfeed Lala until she fell asleep in Lala's nursing position.
****
"Are you sure you want to go back now boy? " ask the middle-aged man to his son.
The boy looked at his father who asked. "Related dad, "he said.
"We painstakingly devised a plan to trick the enemy but now you want to go back ? Though only a day makes the enemy happy" said the middle-aged man.
"Dad, my girl is more important. "
"Daddy knows, but now the enemy is after you, if you come back not only you are targeted but also your girl. "
The child silently heard the words from the father, rightly said by his father.
"But... My girl is very sad dad. "sadly.
"For the sake of your kindness you must be patient. At least a few months back to Indonesia. "
"Multiple month? Ahh no it's too long could he be going to find my replacement how dad?"said it. He wouldn't stand waiting a few months for her to miss milk.
"No, not going, "
"Not said daddy?parting with a long time can make someone turn away and let alone her dissolve in sadness and someone comes to comfort her and it will make my girl forget me. "
"Dad understands your anxiety boy, but what can be done, the enemy in the business world is very cruel. "
"Arghh why this is so, "his frustration.