SILA AND SAILA
Uneasily

Yasmin stepped forward to approach her son, then held his two hands.

"Why did you arrive - come to your aunt's place, baby. Aren't you the one who wants to stay here with mom?" yasmin looked into his daughter's eyes.

"I miss them. I also want to go to college there like Sila" replied Saila.

"But .. You promised me to stay here, baby" Yasmin said.

Bima is talking. "Saila .. I can't allow you to go abroad. If you don't want to get engaged to Zidan. I'll talk to their families to postpone your engagement until you agree to return."

"Dad .. I want to go to college at Aunt Angela's. Please let me go there. There is also please there. Please!" saila pleaded with her father.

Bima let out her sigh looking at her daughter's pity-looking face pleading with her. "Alright .. Dad will allow."

Yasmin looked at her husband. "Darling ... Why did you let Saila go?" yasmin asked, not agreeing with her husband's decision.

"Wait first. I'm not done talking yet" Bima replied looking at his wife seriously. He then stepped forward to approach his wife's son. He held his daughter's left shoulder. "Dad let you go after you thought about your decision. I'll give you a month to think about it. Once you're sure of your decision. Father himself will take you there."

"Thank you, Dad," Saila replied.

Bima just gently caressed her daughter's head. "Go to your room!"

"Well," Saila replied as she nodded her head politely.

Saila went up to her room shortly after she said goodbye to her father and mother. He quickly stepped up to the top of his room without looking back at his parents.

After being in front of his room, he immediately opened the door of his room, walking inside with quick footsteps towards his bathroom. In the bathroom, Saila took off Leon's shirt, then threw it anywhere. She turned on her shower, letting the water run through her body.

He rubbed - rubbed his whole body rough until his skin was reddish. He is disgusted by his current body that is filled with the former****** where - where. Instantly her tears fell unbearably considering all the events that had happened to her this afternoon. So worthless is he now if he sees his whole body which has been enjoyed by men he does not know.

"Hiks .. hiks .. hiks ... hix ... ." The sound of crying arrived - he just let out. He is suffering so much now, not knowing who the pain is. He wanted to tell his mother everything, but he felt he could not bear if his mother knew what she had just experienced. His mother would be sad to see him.

He wants to disappear from here, disappear from people who know him. A life where no one knows him.

What sin had he committed until God gave him such a cruel punishment. During his life he was very caring for himself, maintaining his attitude, maintaining the good name of his family, but what he got was suffering that he could not accept.

He continued to cry there non-stop. Letting his heart feel relieved. He must be strong for his family. It cannot fall for the problems it is experiencing now. He will endure the pain for the sake of his family.

After his heart was relieved, he stopped his crying, wiping away his tears with both hands. Although there was still a lingering painful feeling in his heart, but after crying, he felt a slight sense of relief.

He stopped the shower from flowing, then grabbed the bathrobe in the small closet behind his back.

He put on his bathrobe, then came out of his bathroom. He stepped onto his bed, and immediately threw his body on the bed. Saila closed her eyes there, sighing several times. Don't know what to do now. However, he will still look good - fine in front of both parents.

While elsewhere, Leon is seen pacing - mandir in his living room. There Ben was sitting on the sofa looking at his best friend was agitated at the thought of Saila who arrived - just suddenly run away without his knowledge.

"Hey ... Can you sit still first? I'm dizzy to see you pacing up - so barren!" said Ben who had since noticed Leon pacing - mandir in front of him.

"I'm confused. What am I supposed to do with that girl?" ask Leon about his best friend.

"Be quiet! If you can't help me, you better shut up. I'm dizzy what should I do now?" leon said, holding his head, not knowing what to do?

"I told you to marry her. What else are you thinking now? Even if you fuck another woman, you still have to take responsibility for what you did!" sternly Ben saw Leon.

"I mean ... What should I do first?" asked Leon confusedly looking at his best friend.

"If you want responsibility. You better meet Saila first. Talk well with him" replied Ben.

"How should I meet him. She must be scared of me?" ask Leon.

"I'll help you meet him" Ben replied.

"When?" ask Leon.

"Wait to hear from me. You don't push me, dong. I also need time to contact him" Ben replied.

"It's because I'm afraid that she's suddenly pregnant, how is it?" leon said with a worried face looking at his best friend.

"Use the logic. You just did it. You're pregnant" Ben replied.

"I'm worried now that the girl hurt herself because of me" Leon said.

"Just calm. I will definitely meet you soon. You have to put your good words together so that he doesn't fear you" Ben said casually in response to Leon's words.

"okay!" Leon smiles at Ben when he replies to Ben's words.

Ben stood up from his seat, then held onto Leon's shoulder. "I'll go home first. Rest up!"

"Okay ..thank you for helping me" Leon said, smiling at his best friend.

"No problem" Ben replied as he patted Leon's shoulder. "I'm leaving ... ."

Ben steps away from Leon who is still standing in his place, while Leon sits on the sofa just after Ben walks out of his house. He sat there with his agitated feeling, thinking about the problem. He was very guilty of Saila, the girl he thought of as Sila. Although there is no love, or the slightest feeling for Saila, her sense of responsibility encourages her to marry the girl. But what makes her nervous is Saila, what if Saila feels broken as her best friend Ben says. What if the girl committed suicide because of her? I don't know, his guilt made him unable to calm down.

He leaned his body on the sofa. "Hopefully the girl is fine." He muttered while holding both of his heads, squeezing his hair there thinking of Saila.

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