
Salwa walked down the highway in tears. Salwa left with a million wounds. Salwa didn't even bring a penny. Now Salwa's only purpose is to find a place to live and work.
Salwa goes quite a distance, she gets to block B where her boarding house used to be. Salwa did not feel any aches or pains in her legs even though she had walked very far. His heartache made all of his limbs seem numb because they were defeated by the pain in his heart.
Salwa hopes that the boarding mother who was always good to Salwa will help her again. Salwa was already in front of the house of the boarding house.
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"Assalamualaikum" said Salwa, knocking at the door
"Waalaikumsalam "open door by the boarding house known as Ratna's mother.
"O Allah Salwa. Is this really you Salwa?" mother Ratna asked in shock and disbelief
"Yes this Bu Salwa" Salwa greeted Ratna's mother
"What happened to you Salwa?" mother Ratna asked curiously to see the appearance of Salwa who was concerned right.
Salwa just smiled bitterly with her glassy eyes. Ratna's mother stared at Salwa's black bead of clingy eyes. Seen many wounds that Salwa felt from his eyes already look sadness that emanated there. There was no happiness in Salwa's eyes.
"So, enter first Nak" asked Ms. Ratna while using Salwa to enter her house.
After they sat on the living room sofa. Ratna's mother immediately brought Salwa a drink.
"Drink first let you calm down" Mother Ratna handed me a glass of water
Salwa received it and immediately drank it until it ran out. His throat feels dry considering He walked about 2 Km earlier.
"Now tell me everything about Mom. What exactly happened to you Salwa?" I asked Ratna to stroke Salwa's head covered in hijab
Salwa took a deep breath and exhaled. Salwa was unable to bear this burden herself. Maybe by telling Ratna Salwa's mother will feel calmer.
Salwa finally told me everything. About the cost of his sister's operation until he was forced to marry Satya until Satya expelled him for accusing Salwa of cheating with his own father. Salwa told her without anyone missing a single one.
Ratna's mother cried to hear the story of Salwa which was very painful for anyone who heard her. During this time Ratna only knew the story of Salwa's mother and her father who always tortured them. Salwa moved out of boarding when Ms. Ratna was out of town to visit her son. So Ratna's mother doesn't know about Syaida's accident.
"Now you live here alone Salwa" said Ratna's mother rubbed Salwa's head still bowing her head.
"Salwa can cost more at Mom's place? But for now Salwa does not have the money to pay her DP first" Salwa said, wiping her tears
"You don't have to cost Salwa. You just stay here with Mom. You know Doni's youngest son is going to college out of town. So I'm lonely here" Ratna's mother said with a warm smile
Salwa was moved by Mother Ratna's kindness to her from the past until now always helped her. Salwa was more convinced that God always gave way in every problem his servant faced.
"Come, let me take you to your room" Mother Ratna walked to the room followed by Salwa
Salwa is now in the room that used to be occupied by Doni, the youngest child of Ratna's mother. Seen a lot of men's items in his room such as guitar, poster band metal. Salwa just smiled looking at Doni's belongings.
Salwa remembers very well how mischievous Doni was at High School. Salwa likes to intervene to advise Doni because Ratna's mother is no longer able to with Doni who always act.
Salwa laid her body on the bed with her hands stroking her belly. Salwa felt something was flowing from her nostrils. Salwa immediately picked up the tissue on the small bedside table. Salwa looked at the tissue that had already turned into that red color.
"Constrate the servant of O Allah. The servant only wants to give birth and raise a child in the womb of this servant. Give me strength and healing. For you are all-healer and all-All-All-God. Amen" Salwa prayed while continuing to stroke her flat stomach
Salwa rewrote her body which felt very tired. Tired of the mind and born that Salwa felt.
'May you be happy with the woman you love Mas' Inner Salwa then close her eyes and begin to enter the dreamland.