Singers Without Ears
=16= Between Sorry and Wound
In Haru's heart there was still an urge to help the Mama, but as both of her hands were about to move, the painful memory of the time she was left years ago re-emerged and continued to appear, continuing to emerge, to make him hesitate for the umpteenth time, and all he could do was return silent.
“Heh!!! You are crazy! He's this... Both of us, she's your biological mother Haru! Why are you treating me like this!” shouted Hera who was already unable to hold back the fire in her heart that was burning again.
“Hera stop,” said the Mama again calm the first child who looks very angry.
“Why? Sick? As long as you know yes, the pain he felt was nothing compared to the heartache of two young children left by his mother, when the child... STILL DESPERATELY NEED HER MOTHER!!” haru's reply was accompanied by tears that he could no longer hold.
“Do you know, how does a Big Brother feel constantly mebela his sister, when he told his friends that he was a bad carrier to make the Mama leave him?” keep Haru.
“That incident, not everything, there are still many events that prove that you are not actually worthy of being called Mama, and stupidly again I still expect the miracle of Your presence after successfully passing through death, he said,” added Haru while trying to wipe away her tears that still kept dripping slowly.
“Maut? What death do you mean Haru?!” ask the mother who has also shed her tears.
“See for yourself, the news that has gone worldwide just like that you do not know, but by not knowing the shame of apologizing and want to fix everything. You really don't deserve to be a Mom.” With a look of disappointment Haru turned his back and left the room.
Seeing the child again leaving the room, the Mama who was afraid of losing just tried to reach Haru's feet by sucking along the floor. “Haru... Haru Mama please give Mama one more chance to fix everything,” said the Mama back while struggling at Haru's feet, to make Haru stop his steps.
Haru who still had a bit of courtesy tried to let go of the Mama's hands that were wrapped around her feet with both hands. Although with a bit of force, Mama's strong hand was finally released from Haru's leg, and when her leg was free again, Haru again walked out of the room while continuing to try to wipe away her tears.
Haru's departure did not even make things back to normal, the Mama who had been abandoned by her son suddenly felt a very deep pain in his left chest. He kept holding it, until it finally fell to the floor.
“Mama!” Hera who witnessed the impact of the Mama immediately crawled towards Mama, she supported her head with one hand and tried to wake her with the other hand, but because the Mama never woke up... in the end, I had to call an ambulance.
While Haru who had already left the room of the Big Brother did not know everything, he simply returned to his room and laid his body on his spacious bed. His head that felt very tight made him unable to fall asleep just like that, making him order 10 cans of beer through room service.
When the beers he had ordered came, he immediately drank them on the balcony of his room facing directly to the sea. The extremely calm atmosphere suddenly changed, as he heard the sound of an ambulance coming from the bottom. Instantly making Haru's gaze diverted towards the ambulance stop, and because Haru's room on the floor was not too high, he could actually see quite clearly who the ambulance was going to take with him, but because of a little drunk.
“That ambulance was brought.. there is no way that woman is right?” murmured Haru while trying to revive himself from the influence of the alcohol he drank, by continuing to shake his head.
A few minutes after he muttered indistinctly alone, suddenly his room bell let out a sound. That person had repeatedly rammed Haru's room bell fast enough to make his voice go awry. Not satisfied with almost smashing the room bell, that fellow was also banging on Haru's room.
While Haru who from the beginning had been disturbed immediately opened the door, and it turned out that the person behind the door, was Semi. After seeing the door open, without any more excuse he just gawked in. “Hei! Why play in?! Don't you see what time it is? What if this is a rumor?” screeched Haru while walking quickly following Semi's steps.
“I know what time it is, and I know very well that this could all be a rumor, but I'm here too because there is something important that I want to say,” reply Semi threw her sharp gaze.
“Tomorrow there is still time, why now?!” sahut Haru's.
“Iya tomorrow, the day after, and a week later we both can still meet, but Mama how are you? Why are you still here? Didn't you go to the Hospital?” tanya Semi who began to convey the purpose of his arrival.
Through his cynical expression, Haru slashed thinly and intended to laugh at Semi's speech. “Mama?! Since when do I have a mom? The whole universe knows that I don't have a Mama, all I have is..” Just a few sentences Haru conveyed his answer, Semi suddenly approached and just slapped Haru's left cheek.
The Semi's actions greatly shocked the crown prince, while Haru was only able to prevent his anger from escaping after getting a hot slap from Semi. “What did the slap you just did mean? Why are you doing that?” haru said without blinking.
“It is true that she is my biological mother, but why is it considered Mama? While she herself has never done her duty as Mama in years,” Haru is back.
“He didn't do it because he was sick Haru!!” pekik Semi who could not bear to keep her own secrets in mind. “He deliberately left South Korea because he wanted to treat his disease that was almost severe at that time, in addition,” connect Semi.
“What?! Sick? How did you know she was sick?” Like a thunderclap on a quiet day, Haru immediately approached Semi with his curious face.
“So I passed in front of the hotel lobby when your Mama was about to be put in an ambulance, then I accidentally horrified the staff of the story that the Hotel owner was very sick, and the staff also talked before arriving in Bali, he traveled the world first to treat his illness and tried to find a donor as well,” Semi explained without looking at both eyes Haru directly.
“But why didn't Brother Hera talk about this? What is Hemi also hiding about all this?!” murmured Haru himself.
“Maybe your Brother and Mama you don't want you to know, and maybe your Mama just wants to make a beautiful memory like you, without putting down the slightest sad memory. Even though he didn't tell you the slightest bit about this matter,” nods Semi to calm Haru who starts to look a little shaken.
“I... I have to go to Sekrang Hospital. Semi, do you know which Hospital the ambulance went to?” asked Haru with a face that started to panic.
“Kencana Hospital, yes she was taken there,” Semi replied.
“Okay thank you, I go first.” Without changing clothes again, Haru immediately ran out of the room after picking up his phone and putting down the beer can he had been holding.
“Hey! Careful!” semi shouted from afar towards Haru's back who was running down the hallway.
With mixed feelings at that time, Haru could only run and stop a taxi that happened to stop right in front of the hotel where he was staying. After getting into the taxi, without waiting again he immediately told the driver his destination, not to forget he also told the driver to drive his car quickly.
Kencana~ Hospital
Upon arrival at the Hospital, Haru immediately stepped foot to the receptionist and asked, “Excuse me, I want to ask the newly entered patient named Seo Eunji what room?”tanya Haru spoke using bhs. England, accompanied by a worried face that he could no longer hide.
“Seo Eunji, she is still in the ICU room, and still in..” When the nurse will still explain, without thinking again Haru immediately ran to the ICU.
Upon Haru's arrival there he had already seen the Big Brother bowed limply while repeatedly wiping away his tears while sitting in the long chair in front of the ICU room. Seeing all that, Haru's footsteps became heavy, he again doubted that he could see his mother, after all the actions he had done. Until a glimpse of the feeling that he had to leave the place, because he felt he was not a good son.
Slowly Haru turned back his body, and his hesitation to get closer grew stronger, but as he was about to leave the passageway, suddenly a sura sounded calling out to him.
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Connect~