Son Kos At Home Next door, My Husband's Affair
Susan POV.

I held my flat stomach while praying that what Mas Radit said was true, I wanted to have a child like Dila. I'm jealous or what? What is clear is that I really want to carry a baby even more so that his father is Mas Radit. A perfect man in my opinion, a sister as well as an amazing husband can be everything to me. I don't want to lose him.

"Darling, let's go in." Mas Radit immediately took me in, wiped away the tears and then embraced myself.

My heart was dag-dig-du when the gynecologist examined my stomach, looked at my face and pressed a little against my lower abdomen.

It's like the first time, even though I've experienced this three times before with Mas Ricko. I was afraid to remember that.

"Dok, I've had three miscarriages" I said, afraid of disappointment and disappointment Mas Radit, that's what I think at this time.

"Calm yes Mom, having a history of miscarriage does not mean it will continue to be so. The most important thing is to take care of your health and not to be tired, especially in the first trimester." The doctor who examined me smiled, understanding what I was feeling right now.

"I make sure my wife won't get tired. I will take care of him, his inner and physical health Doc." said Mas Radit. My husband is so sure. Am I pregnant or not?

"Later to prescribe vitamins and milk yes. Do not forget to drink according to the schedule I recorded." said the doctor again.

"Dok Husband?" my many.

"Yes" replied the doctor, writing.

"So..my wife?"

The doctor smiled again, handing over the notes he had made. "Congratulations Sir, your wife is pregnant, she is five weeks pregnant" he told Mas Radit.

"Well! Seriously Doc?" Mas Radit was so in disbelief, moreover the doctor was relaxed as if getting pregnant was not a big thing.

"Yes." As you say yes, take good care of his wife." she chuckled a little.

Mas Radit turned to look at me, and the doctor looked like this was a joke. I am the one who keeps worrying. If I get pregnant I'm afraid of another miscarriage, but if I don't get pregnant I'm afraid Mas Radit will turn away. I was wrong, confused.

Mas Radit took the paper from the doctor's hand. Reading for a moment may not believe it.

"Alhamdulillah. Honey, you're really pregnant!" Mas Radit hugged me, kissed my cheek and my whole face, didn't miss my hand, my fingers were smitten for so long. "Thank you, darling."

"Hehe, i.iya Mas." I replied happy but strange. I was thinking how next? Will this child in my stomach survive?

"You should always think positive, Mom." The woman doctor reminded me again, she was like Mas Radit could only guess what I was thinking.

"Yes Doc, thank you." I replied.

We went home with my husband's face so happy, he couldn't wait to tell Papa and Mama this good news. I was imagining how the excitement in my house would be. And again I pray that the miscarriage does not happen again.

"Whose car is it, baby?" asked Mas Radit when he entered my yard.

"I think I know Mas, but whose car is it?" I remembered while out holding my Mas Radit arm.

We went in and occasionally looked at the parked car.

"Susan!" peeking Kiki as I entered, I saw on the sofa she was not alone but with Andi. I feel familiar with the car outside, I even went home in that car.

"Lu's so arrogant right now" I replied, Kiki hugged me tightly.

"Can't go on a date." Prohibited Mas Radit, he asked Kiki to end his embrace.

"Ih, your husband's carrying it too. I'm a girl, I won't be tempted by you." Kiki pointed at me, to me this is funny.

"It's not okay, but Susan's pregnant." Mas Radit replied instantly pulling me in his arms.

"I.iya." I replied, glancing at Mama.

"Well, I came here with all the happy news." Kiki looked at me again, if there was no Mas Radit of course he had hugged me again, even jumping up and down.

"really this?" Mama approached both of us, her already wrinkled eyes began to glaze over.

"Yes Ma, Susan's pregnant. Radit's son, Mama's grandson." explained Mas Radit hugged me, as if reminding that he was also part of Mama's favorite person.

"Yes, Mama's happy." Mama immediately cried, hugging me and Mas Radit at the same time.

Heh, I'm sad...

It turns out that this happy can get pregnant from people who are really accepted by parents. I am proud to have a child with my husband who always loved me and my parents. Everything feels complete.

"Ma." I said later.

"Yes." answered Mama cupping my face.

"Pray Susan to be healthy, and Susan's pregnancy is smooth until she sees the world." I stroked my stomach.

"Of course it's a pity." Mama replied wiping away her tears, moved.

"Susan apologized, also please forgive Mama for all the mistakes Susan used to." I cried, really various thoughts arise by itself because of worry.

"Darling, it can't be that." Mas Radit rubbed my shoulder, took a look at Mama who was even more crying.

"Mama forgive you son." she replied in a bitter chuckle. I hugged Mama, relieved to apologize and the next day I just wanted to live the day quietly.

"San, I'm sorry I interrupted your moment of happiness." Kiki felt bad, and so did Andi who had been silent since. I don't know if he is confused with me who is currently married to Mas Raditku.

"It's okay Ki, I'm your senu is here." I sat on the sofa, while Mas Radit walked into the room for a moment putting my vitamins.

"Actually I came here it wants to ngundang Elu San. We.. we ..." Kiki put Andi down.

"We want to marry San." continued Andi. I am both surprised and happy.

"Seriously?" I asked, these two people in front of me nodded, very compact. "Thank God. You guys are fooled." I'm amused to think about the beginning they met, also because of my past.

"San, I want to borrow your house in that village. Make my family's place." Kiki looked at me, doubtful maybe or unkind.

It's true that I remembered that bitter incident, a little. But in the end I'm happy because I'm now with Mas Radit.

"Just use it." said Mas Radit, it turns out he did not leave me alone in my chat with my best friend Kiki.

"Susan's..." Kiki looked at me who was still silent.

"Honey, love me." Mas Radit, actually I don't mind.

"Yes." Yeah." I'm nodding.

"You have to come too" Kiki said again.

I don't know, I don't want to see Mas Ricko who must have been invited by Andi. But I remembered something.

"How are you Tami?" I want to be like this, Amit-amit. I stroked my stomach, horrified.