
The day I stayed, I was curious about Dila's Facebook status, usually she would reveal what she was feeling, how know now to have fun for my departure to Mama's house.
"Oh my God, this time it's not a status but a photo." I swerved with my chest rumbling.
Seen on the screen of my phone Dila was dressed super tight High School, sitting in a huddle with someone I really know whose arm it is. Although it has been crop but I memorized every form of my husband's body, including his arms and fingers.
"It's not wrong, I have to go home."
***
"Why hurry up San, Mama's still missing." Heavy, unwilling look Mama was forced to ignore.
"Next month Susan comes home again Ma, this is me going with Kiki." refer me to Mama.
"Yes Aunt, Kiki wants to find a place to open a salon. Once in a corner there were so many fans. Kiki heard there are also many big projects, geothermal energy." answered Kiki excitedly.
"Don't you wait for Papa to be Radit?" persuade Mama to hold me back again.
"No Ma."
"Yes" she replied disappointedly.
Kiki could only grin the horse looking at the face in Mama's bend. Of course he knows that at this time Mama still misses and is upset because again have to budge with Mas Ricko.
"Ma." call me to stand looking at Mama sitting on the sofa, I'm facing her.
"Mama's okay." she replied cloudily.
"Susan apologizes for not being able to be a good child for Mama and Papa."
Mama looks up. "What are you talking about?"
I sat down and grabbed Mama's hand. "Susan apologizes for not following Mama, leaving Papa and Mama for Mas Ricko. Susan's wrong."
Not waiting for a second, tears in the eyes of Mama fell just like that. I'm sure his heart has been sad for a long time, or maybe he's crying over me every night when he misses. I really feel very sorry about my marriage.
"Ma."
"If you think Ricko is the best for you, take him home. Mama will talk to Papa later after Radit comes home, Papa will definitely not argue that Radit came to talk." he said.
I smiled with wet eyes, I expected so, but now I'm not sure.
"I'm sorry Susan ya Ma." I said again.
"Your mother forgives you, my son, and I never get angry or hate you. Mama just wants to see you happy." She's crying sob.
"Thank you Ma."
Mama hugged me tightly, put out all the worries that had not been revealed for a long time, maybe annoyed and hated Mas Ricko made Mama pretend to be strong, and I did not realize it.
Oh God, what really happened to me so I was heartless, just heartless to Mas Ricko. Astarghfirullah...
"Mama loves you very much" said Mama again after loosening her arms.
"Susan is also Ma, then Susan left first." I rubbed the clear details that had fallen on the cheek, Mama nodded.
"Would you take Mang Udin?" ask mom to bring the driver in this house.
"Well San, it's a malem map." Kiki also gave advice.
"Yes, I can't refuse." Mama rubbed her wet cheeks, then went to call Mang Udin.
"It will be complicated even Ki." said I was worried, I myself do not know what will happen in my house later.
"Udah, instead we'll be safe until Lu's house." Kiki moved, we got out because my car was ready to slide.
"What time is San?" kiki asked when we stopped for dinner, two hours was too long for her.
"Nine or ten o'clock maybe" I replied as I put my seatbelt back on.
"Good! we can tell what your husband is doing." he chirped, I spontaneously nudged his arm. I don't want Mang Udin to know about my problems, even if he knows later, he will.
At 22:10 minutes.
"This is Non-House?" asked Mang Udin to stop in front of my two-story house.
"Mang Udin is here first yes, we are having some business. Can you?" Kiki spoke to Mang Udin.
"I.iya Non." Mang Udin was confused as well as worried, of course because we saw the gelagat both of us like a thief.
I looked around dark, like Mas Ricko didn't turn on all the lights, except for a room on the second floor. I'm getting suspicious because as long as the room is never occupied.
I pointed at the key I had prepared from the distance, I turned it until the door loosened and I started to open it slowly so as not to make a sound.
Do not forget the sandals we wear were taken off just so as not to make a sound.
"San, it's dark?" whispered Kiki who followed me, occasionally she clung to my shoulder.
"Lu's here anyway." I asked him to stay on the stairs.
"Seriously you?"
"Yes." Yeah."
I was riding alone, faintly not too dark because the room lights were on, maybe Mas Ricko was inside, or was having sex with a bad high school kid, teaser and nervousness. I was emotional before I caught them.
My hands clenched firmly, my teeth docked, my steps stopped in front of the bedroom door beside my room.
I count in my heart. "1..2..3!"
In lock!
"Mas! Open it!" I screamed, I couldn't help myself anymore. My hand slapped the door violently. I guarantee I'll finish them off if both are inside.
"Mas Ricko! Open the door I'll smash the door of this room!"
I continued banging on the door of the room, no matter my palm hurt, it might have turned red.
"Mas Ricko!" yell again.
Cklek!
I took a quick breath, preparing to hit anyone in there.
"Tan.te."
"Based on ja-lang, how dare you go in and sleep in my house, huh!" I immediately pulled Dila's long hair and rolled as hard as I could, I also pushed her to the bed, squeezing like I wanted to kill.
"Wait for Auntie, this is a misunderstanding" he said holding my hand.
I who was in awe increasingly pushed Dila and pulled her hair. While continuing to curse and insult.
"Tante, I'm alone, there's no Mr. Ricko here!" he grimaces and cries.
"I can't believe it, you piece of shit, cheesy!" I'm attacking Dila more and more.
"Please..please....!"
On suspicion that he was screaming.
"San!" Kiki immediately came in to pull me in.
"Deliver!" I thrashed as Kiki held back and hugged me.
"Please..please.." Dila's scream grew louder, she cried withstanding the pain in her head.
"Just shout, so everyone knows who you are!" my snapping.
"Where's Ricko?" ask Kiki to Dila.
He shook his head while crying.
Shortly after, a few people were heard climbing the stairs, it seemed like Dila's screams and the uproar over my anger woke everyone up, including Mang Udin coming to see us.
"Crazy!" Ma'am Tami came in and went straight to Dila.
Heh! real nice.