
My heart and mind are out of sync, I love that baby so much...
but with the presence of a baby without a father, it would destroy my career, how do I work and continue my studies if I have to take care of this baby.
"What would you think if you knew I had a baby? out of wedlock, without a father??" my inner
After thinking about everything in these few days, I decided to leave this hospital, I have to accept the state of dislike, now my destiny has become a mother, even though she is still a virgin.
In my retreat, I ventured to leave the hospital alone, and left the sinless baby in the hospital.
My goal was to find information about my condition during the coma, to the person closest to me. After finding information about myself, I'm going to pick up that sinless baby.
But my intention to die alone RS was not implemented.
Just a few steps, the nurse guarding my ward called me, and gave me my baby.
"Miss..this is your baby" she said.
"Thank you." said I and received the baby on my lap with a heavy heart
"Miss.." said the nurse back.
"Yes sus .. " said me
"For administrative matters everything has been paid by someone who claims to be your husband's assistant, so you can just go home, miss" he said
"His husband??" say I reflect
(Who is actually the man who claims to be my husband; my inner being)
"Yes, miss" said the nurse
"Did my husband's assistant or husband come today?" ask me, hoping to get some information
"No miss, someone who claimed to be your husband's assistant and your husband no one came today, but your treatment costs during here have been paid in full a few weeks ago, he said, I just got the information from the reception section of the lady" said the treatment
"That means until now my husband has not come, huh sus?". asked me back
"Yes miss your husband has not come until now, just your husband just leave this, if you have been awake when he has not returned from abroad miss. I'm sorry I just told you, because I just got the information last night, from the nurse who previously cared for you, miss" she said
"Oh.. It's okay. Thank you so much for taking care of me for 2 months."
"Same as miss." said her
"Sus... can I ask for the number and address of the nurse who previously treated me? ask me
"Of course you can." she said, giving a paper containing the number and address of the nun
"Btw this handsome baby, whose name is miss?" ask sister
(Qila was silent for a moment, reflexively mentioning the baby's name)
"The name is Fazian Kabir Mandar sus." I told the nurse
"Wow. her name is beautiful, hopefully one day can be a leader yes son like the meaning of your name" said the nurse to the baby.
"Aamiin hopefully, sus. Once again thank you so much for taking care of me." I said back before leaving the hospital.
"It's my duty miss .. heart at heart on the road.
See you at another time, miss" he said.
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After leaving the hospital, I decided to return to the apartment, but to my surprise, my apartment was no longer there, my apartment address had now turned into a large mall, I alluded to why his apartment could turn into a big mall, so many changes that occurred during my coma. Offended by the changes that occurred, I finally decided to contact my office friend and my best friend Anisa, who from a few days ago I wanted to meet.
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"Hallo... Anisa, it's me Aqila." I said
"Aqila who is it??" ask her confused
"Wei.... Lo's own time friends forget anyway?? it's me Aqila ."
"I've only been in contact for a few months" I said back
βAqila?? is this really lo ?? lo is still alive it turns out.β his word
βYou mean ?? I am still alive, when will I die? I'm gone, how do you talk like that?? Do I forget I died ha? ask me curious
"No Qila, who is also ngenyukahin you die, I say that, because after I had died about 2 years ago, after the accident lo that time" he said
"What?? You said I died 2 years ago??" I asked in disbelief
"Yes Qila, after the accident that time, no one knows for sure the accident that happened to you, the police have searched your body in the accident area, the police, and there they found the body of the woman who had been burned, the office immediately contacted the family."
"So you mean, to the knowledge of my parents, they also know I'm dead huh?" ask me
"Yes Qila, your parents came here, and I also went to the funeral" he said
"Well, after that incident oom decided to sell your apartment, and he also decided to sell his company shares to our boss, now your company has switched hands to our mysterious boss." her word
"Where is Lo now???" ask her again
"Lo wait there, I'm there now" he said
"Okay.." I answered.
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After waiting for almost half an hour, Anisa finally came.
From behind me Anisa called
"Aqila .. " her words
"Anisa .." I said
"Hey... Whose child is this??? very handsome." he said while holding the cheek of the baby in my sling.
"This is my baby." I said
"What?? baby lo?? So you've been missing all this time, you've been married, huh??" ask her
"It's not my baby, but I'm not married yet" I said
"What do you mean?? don't don't lo.." His speech's disconnected
"Hey..don't suudzon just yet, I'm still a virgin" I said.
"So you mean, this baby is your adopted child.??" ask her.
"No... He's my son... Long story, can I tell him later? can I stay at your house tonight??" ask me
"Come on. I really intend to stay at my home" he said.
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At night, Anisa who really wants to tell me about dad, and find out about the debay immediately took me to the balcony, to chat.
"So how??
Do you want me to tell you about oom first? or Lo who told me about this handsome debay." he said while pinching the debay
"Is ...lo this, do not pinch, will be crying ni child" said I
"A story about dad?? how's my dad doing?? You have any communication with dad??"
"Oke .. I'm telling you the story, about the truth you moved here and the news oom Haris .." he said
"Actually Qila, there's one secret, Lo was moved here, actually it's all to protect Lo from the witch??" his words started the conversation
"Magic grandmother??? who did you say was a witch?" ask me curious
"Who else, if not mother, stepmother lo" he said.
"She's been two-faced, in front of Lo and Lo's father she seems to be a good mother and wife, but the truth is she has changed all your assets.
Bokap Lo who knows his short-sighted plan, silently accepted the persuasion of stepmother Lo, told lo to move here.
I also don't know for sure Qila, who obviously oom sold all his assets to our big boss.
after your death, he decided to leave this country by himself and has divorced your mother.
But what I alluded to, bokap lo no cry his cry, fitting the corpse that we thought you in the grave.
Or don't you bokap lo, you know you're still alive?? and this is all her plan??" her word
"Is that what nis?? I touched too? where are you going now?? my cell phone is not active, my apartment has been sold, now I also have to take care of the baby" I said
"Nis... is my name still listed as an employee at the company?" ask me curious
"Already Qila, after the police found the woman's body, the company has dismissed lo, and all severance and compensation has been given to bokap lo" he said
And the funny thing is, it turns out that during this time the company where you work is one of its assets that you know your parents, 60 % of the company's shares so far are owned by bokap lo." her word
"What???" I said surprised
"Yes Qila, that's the reality, oom dismantle all the secrets when oom divorced auntie" he said
After that until now, I've never met om Qila.
"Now you continue to tell me about debay" he said back
"Hmm. I touched on the story of where Nis came from" I said.
"Lo don't need to tangent, just tell what you want to tell a story, I'm loyal to hear it" he said
"Gue did not know for sure what happened during these 2 years Nis, which obviously during this time I was in a coma in one of the hospitals in our city. I just regained consciousness from my coma a few days ago, when this child was born. I myself do not remember anything that happened during these 2 years, all I remember was the incident before the accident that hit me."
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