
The days changed for months, after calming down for a few months Qila decided to go home.
Too many sins have been committed, because of her ego, Qila forgot the religious law about the sin of a wife who came out without her husband's permission.
It was the last meeting with Anita's sister in New Zealand, which became my strength back to Indonesia, the truth that was immediately spoken at that time had made it clear everything, he said, that there is nothing to do with him and Brother Fahri.
But my decision to return to our home, where my husband and children are, I ignored it again after seeing an apparition that I never imagined.
In front of the airport I saw the figure of someone I hated and missed, my husband... Fahris.
But the feeling that I've been treating for months to accept the fact that bang Ary is the husband and biological father of his child seems to disappear with a deep sense of jealousy.
Obviously I heard and saw myself when bang Ary hugged a pregnant woman while stroking her belly.
"Darling... Sorry to pick her up later, stuck in the street." her soft words were still heard clearly in my ears
"It's okay mas, the important thing is to pick up adek" said the pregnant woman I had never met before
"Hmm.. his son mas, good well yes inside, do not make his mother soybean yes dear." said bang Ary while stroking the woman's stomach from behind
"Don't be in elus elus, ashamed to know" said the woman
"Then why, baby?" bang Ary said
"Oh yes, it doesn't change" said the woman releasing a hug bang Ary
"Why should it change?" ask her
"Forget it.." said the woman.
"Pas mas wait for you at the stop until night" he said
"Right, and mas wrongly hugged the woman" she said withholding laughter
"Don't remember it again it's embarrassing."
"Mas, remember that shameful things will be things that we miss so much, when all has become memorable and eternal by the time."
"But not that shameful silly memory, we've come home, baby in the stomach must be tired and want to rest."
"Say aja mas who want to rest, miss the same cuisine Ra wkwk."
"Sure who does not miss your cooking dear" said his reflex kiss the woman
Qila who saw the incident reflexively turned his body.
This feeling is really I can not avoid, I am jealous.sad, disappointed.yes I am jealous, sad disappointed, disappointed, it was all mixed up to see the man who was still my husband kissing another woman in a public place, and I saw it with my own eyes.
"Lelaki is a hypocrite, says he loves his love and misses only for Nadira I'm his wife, the fact is, he loves and misses the other woman behind me." my words were unconsciously heard by someone behind me
"Fuck everything with your words at that time, all just a mere rumble" I said again this time a little loud.
What I see now, very very heartbreaking, the intention of going home wanting to apologize and trying to accept the reality, wanting to repair this tenuous relationship, is now like cotton in the wind, I don't know which way to fly.
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