Sorry I Have to Go
Apology for the umpteenth time

After passing a long dinner that was more filled with chat between the two teams between Kaluna with Riana and Hendra and Faisal . The couple finally decided to go home because the night was getting late and according to Kaluna still need to rest after her long journey.

Faisal chose to re-enter his office and Kaluna went to the kitchen .

Seeing her young miss in the kitchen made Aunt Tia shocked .

" Loh, why is non Kaluna has not returned to the top. This is too late . should be non rest . or some non Kaluna need?. hear the words of aunt Tia , Kaluna smiled and approached him .

" Kaluna wants to make coffee for Bi's father. Outside of my father's room was raced to his office . Maybe there's still a lot of work to be done."

The words of Kaluna made Bi Tia smile . He knows this is one way his missus to get back close to his father so that the relationship between the two is as warm as ever .

" Non Kaluna do not need to bother so that aunts who make it later after non Kaluna finish can deliveraka. Langsun work space Mr .

" There is no need for Bi, Kaluna Monastery alone to prepare it . aunty can do other work". Kaluna said while moving to make the Coffee that she wanted to make for her father . Kaluna thought this was a way to get back to talking to her father after he failed at the office this afternoon .He hopes this time his father does not try to avoid him when he will discuss the past .

Maybe he would not be calm to live in this country if his father's treatment is not the same as when his mother was alive. for that Kaluna will try to fix all the right apologies with her father should really He did tonight . If still not he is sure his sleep will certainly not be calm .

after the celesia coffee he made Kaluna. set foot into his father's office.

when he arrived at the door for a moment Kaluna closed her eyes

" mama batu Kaluna yah ".he said liih.

Kaluna then knocked on the door and one hand held the tray on top of which was a cup of coffee .

" Kaluna's dad can come in? " ask Kaluna while continuing to knock on her father's office door . Behind the door Faisal was holding a small picture frame belonging to his wife . hearing the knock of the door with the sound of his daughter he then hurriedly kept the frame b the photo back in place .

" come in, son "

hearing his father's answer Kaluna immediately grabbed the door algae and turned it around

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the door opened Kaluna could see her father was at her desk . I don't know what his father did . because he didn't see the file on the table or the computer was on .

Kaluna then stepped closer to the sofa located on the edge of the room in the corner of the room not far from the desk father yes and exploded the coffee.

" I made coffee for dad "

after putting the coffee, he chose to sit down .

" You haven't rested yet ?"

" Kaluna's father wants to talk"

" You better take a break . if there's anything you want to say . We can talk about it tomorrow".

Faisal was still sitting in his study chair and Kaluna was sitting on the sofa with a look towards her father

" But Kaluna wants us to talk now father.Kaluna please ." Kaluna's face looked down sad because again her father avoided her .

Faisal moved from his seat to open the door and asked his son to leave his study.

before his father really pulled the door algae to open wide Kaluna rose and the unexpected thing by Faisal was done by his daughter . Kaluna kneeled right in front of her while looking down and crying .

" Kaluna what are you doing . standing right now. Faisal's voice intonation has now changed to see what his daughter is doing .but Kaluna doesn't care about it all

" Dad. a. ap.."

not yet Kaluna finished her sentence Faisal was more at putting out her words .

" Kaluna listen to dad. " Faisal crouched down in front of his daughter while trying to make Kaluna stop doing things while her daughter did. but Kaluna did not flinch at all and did not pay attention to what her father did He resumed the sentence that had not been completed

" Dad, did you know when everyone said you were gone. I wanted to run to hug you and apologize. But, when Kaluna approached, I asked Aunt Tia to take me home."

Faisal did not make his voice . he only listened to what his daughter said.

" Also, when some days of my mother's departure father still did not want to see me , it took months for father to just greet me." kaluna's voice began to sound hoarse withstanding the tears that were ready to spill . He tried to repeat the painful memory of his mother's departure saddened by her mother's departure and had to accept the treatment of her father who was disappointed and angry with her .

" that night Kaluna listened to the wishes of Hendra and Aunt Riana, who wanted to take Kaluna for them to care .did you know at that time I was really afraid to hear father's answer . afraid if the father's answer allows it . even though they are both coconut milk with Kaluna, but not a child will be more comfortable when with his biological parents" . This time Kaluna's crying voice sounded so heartbreaking . made Faisal feel guilty .

" And."Kaluna continued her sentence. "when Kaluna heard that dad was going to move to live abroad and take me along. I was very happy . That night Kaluna felt like dad was going to be back like he was . But Kaluna has to go back to feeling guilty when the father's treatment has not changed we just move places to bring sadness . Every night Kaluna will see a father from afar who looks sad and that also makes Kaluna cry and feel more guilty .do you know why Kaluna chose a school that has a dormitory . that's because Kaluna can't see you always grieve because of Kaluna." Kaluna cried as she pleased after finishing her last sentence.

seeing that Faisal immediately hugged his daughter and also let out tears . He knew what he was doing yes this was a mistake but disappointed in his daughter also he could not hide . one that he forgot at that time that his daughter was still a child who did not understand very well the meaning of the mistake . He did not realize that he had made his daughter lose the figure of a father because of the disappointment that he continued to maintain.Compared himself maybe his little daughter suffered multiple injuries .losing her mother and losing her father.

" I'm sorry, dear father."

Kaluna tightened up the sound of her crying

" Kaluna's father misses . I'm sorry . because I've made you lose someone so meaningful in your life because I'm you have to live in grief." kaluna's heart felt careless to say what was hidden in her heart and her father's embrace at this time was the same when she was a child when her mother was still alive so warm and soothing . Her father had returned that Kaluna felt from the way her father had embraced her.

" Dad also apologized dear . for the treatment of father so far that I did not realize it had made you feel far from father."

the warm embrace of the two people was witnessed by Bi Tia who saw from behind the door that was slightly open . the tears of the waiter who knew the problems of the child and the father were happy. He then stepped away leaving the person who was still late in the grief and intended to inform what he had just heard and seen .