Sorry I Have to Go

Sorry I Have to Go
A message for Liam


Liam drove his four-wheeled vehicle back to the apartment. Beside him Kaluna was asleep, the night was already very late when he said goodbye to his in-laws . They were busy chatting in the back garden, when a request that Ryan told him made Liam no longer consider the man as someone special in Kaluna's heart .


When Ryan said goodbye to home, not long after that he and Kaluna also said goodbye, because the distance from her in-laws' house with her apartment was far enough to make Kaluna fall asleep .


" Basic sleepyhead." said Liam when he reached the basement of his apartment 'He looked at Kaluna who was so soundly asleep beside him . Liam came out and opened the car door where Kaluna sat and opened the seat belt Kaluna, then carried his wife's body , Liam deliberately did not wake Kaluna . because he did not want to disturb his wife's sleep. fortunately, all the way to his unit there was no one who passed by because the night was very late so what Liam did was not the center of attention .


When he entered the apartment Liam was actually a little confused between bringing Kaluna to his room or into his room, after fighting with his own mind Liam decided to bring Kaluna into his room . He then laid Kaluna down . After laying Kaluna down, Liam went into the bathroom cleaning himself after a few minutes he came out and went to lie down beside his wife .


Liam did not close his eyes immediately, he still remembered the message Ryan had given him before Kaluna rejoined them .


" That Kaluna was never close to a man other than me as her co-worker."


Ryan started , making Liam look seriously at the man, waiting for what word next he would hear .


" I don't know if you know about this or not if Faisal and Kaluna's relationship is not as warm as people see." ryan continued to make Liam confused what exactly Ryan wanted to tell him . But he still did not want to ask just listening to every sentence spoken by Ryan.


" It was a time when Kaluna was a child, in doing something that she did not intentionally, which resulted in the departure of her mother and her future sister, the thing that made om Faisal so angry at Kaluna , but it does not directly show anger . but Kaluna quite know it, how her father was so angry and maybe at that time very hate him." continued Ryan again . Liam who remains a listener brings him to the memories of a few years ago during the death of Kaluna's mother.He remembers that time when his family came home from the funeral back home , she saw her mother so sad not to stop crying in her father's arms and after that she often heard her mother say about Kaluna 'how if such a small child no longer gets the attention of her father ,


"You saw for yourself at the funeral earlier, even Faisal never offered his gaze to Kaluna." that's one of the words that was clearly heard by Liam at that time."


" Maybe people will see if the relationship is fine but Kaluna knows very well if her father harbors such great anger at her. Kaluna told me about my mother's death and even her father never asked her to talk."


"Are you hurt?" Liam stared fixedly at the face of Kaluna who was right beside him, because Kaluna's face led to Liam's sleeping position .


Knowing the reality of how exactly Kaluna's relationship with Faisal, making Liam understand, maybe this is one of the reasons Kaluna accepted this marriage . lack of affection that Kaluna gained as a child to grow up in her own way , choosing to live in a boarding school only to avoid her father's sad face and the guilt she feels , He believes Kaluna only needs affection and is close to people who love her and thank her , Faisal's attitude is no longer like it used to be .


Liam's hands were raised and Kaluna's hair covered her face.


Kaluna squirms, changing her sleeping position closer to Liam, Kaluna's face now becomes so close to Liam, making the man smile considering how she stole a kiss from his wife's lips . But for now, he won't do that again .


Liam's eyes began to sleepy He pulled Kaluna's body into his arms . He still remembers the first time he did that he was so comfortable hugging his wife's body while asleep the smell of the woman in his arms was so soothing to his mind. I don't know what Kaluna would think if she woke up while she was still asleep . But Liam has decided to make their relationship like a husband and wife in general, starting by trying to sleep together no longer in their respective rooms.


Outside the night it was getting late which was going to the morning , after a while after Liam closed his eyes and Kaluna who was in his arms .


Kaluna's eyes moved and slowly opened, trying to recognize where she was now, because as she remembered when she came home from her father's house she fell asleep in the car after that she did not know anymore . Slowly Kaluna started to wake up and felt that something was coiling up in her stomach . Liam hugged Kaluna from behind .


Kaluna glanced back and saw Liam sleeping, making Kaluna startled.This was not the first time they slept together, she and Liam had slept together when Riana came to visit them. but at that time Kaluna did not know if at that time she fell asleep in the arms of her husband. Kaluna tried to release Liam's hand that was coiled in her stomach, but the more she tried, Liam actually tightened her embrace more, until finally making Kaluna give up and choose to fall back asleep . The person who hugged his body smiled and increasingly tightened his embrace enjoying the scent of the person's body while in his arms .


When the sun was about to go to the morning, Kaluna woke up again and saw Liam's hand was still in the same position .


" Uhhh" Kaluna threw out her rough breath and again tried to release her body from Liam's embrace, but still couldn't, she became confused


" Is his hand really this heavy?" kaluna Gumam .


Kaluna glanced at the person sleeping behind her and saw the person who was still hugging her smiling towards her .


Their gazes met Kaluna just silently, she did not know what she had to say, actually from last night when she realized Liam's embrace on her body , there was a thump that appeared on Kaluna's chest but she was still able to overcome it because it assumed Liam was unconsciously hugging her . But now the man was instead smiling towards her with his hands still tightly hugging her body .


Kaluna was more surprised when Liam's face came closer and put their lips together .


When Kaluna woke up and turned her body somehow Liam just stared at his wife's split lips that made him unable to bear .