Starlike
Chapter 6

Not that I was whiny, but sometimes the tears just fell by themselves for no reason.

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Some women have a very sensitive feeling. So sensitive that remembering the dark past has shed tears, does not mean we are very whiny or spoiled. But it is really a soft heart that makes us easily touched.

And I feel it, in children who are abandoned and do not have their right to be happy. Like my unhappy childhood and only got when I was no longer a teenager.

Being an adult is a lot of complaints, but being an adult for me is no longer a painful complaint. Just the usual complaints, about the tiredness of work and work, Just that is nothing more.

Don't ask me who I'm always complaining to if it's not for the guy who came and I hugged without shame again.

" His cry?" Ask Fathur, give me tissue again.

" It's." Ketus.

" Basic, crybaby."

" lh.. Poor know! Reminds me pa-,"

" It doesn't have to be broken, it's crying again." Cut it, while giving me a mouthful of ice cream he bought.

Yes, I will cry again if I continue my words that were cut off by Fathur. Fathur knows how I can no longer talk about my sad little past to the point that who will hear it will grieve.

They're gonna pity me, but I don't like being pityed. Not that I was arrogant, but that pity seemed to be mocking me with those who would talk about me behind my back so that pity would turn into relentless ridicule and gross material.

I don't care if they pity me, and I won't beg for attention from them despite my heartbreaking circumstances.

" Have you eaten?" Ask.

" It's over, too. If you wait, I might faint."

" Understandably, the candidate for director of many jobs."

" Damn!"

Fathur laughed and ruffled my hair. " It's not too late yet, what way to go home to the city park." Offered me a way together.

It wasn't too late yet, but seeing his face was pitying. Coming home from the office would like to meet me and invite dinner or a walk together.

Fathur never tired every day to take the time to see myself directly without wanting to schedule a call or phone call. Except, if Fathur gets a job out of town, or I go out of town without him of course.

Like him, who used to accompany and take care of me all the time, even though in the end we will be far apart to achieve the desire. He left me a million memories and hopes to this day.

Because he once said.

" Wait for me, we'll be together."

And so he said, until now I am still waiting for him. I don't know until when, because I was too loyal just by his words. And he's the one who always sends me newspapers without even talking on the phone.

" Just go home, I'm tired." My answer. And there is no compulsion from Fathur when I say tired.

Fathur is not a forced man, a patient man and a very considerate man. The way he treated me made the women envious and if he had a girlfriend or a wife, me and him could never be like this. Even so, I hope our friendship will never break even though we have a family.

We walked towards the parking lot, walked along with her while laughing and looked back as a female voice called out to Fathur.

Me and Fathur frowned, both remembering who greeted Fathur even though I was not greeted by that woman either.

" I'm Sellyn Thur, your old college friend, remember you!" Its effects.

And I just remembered who the woman in front of me was right now.

The woman from a rich and arrogant family.

Ah.. It feels so lazy to meet him, not him. With others also lazy to meet, reminding me of the college period that I was always ostracized just because I was a student and poor child of course.

Ah.. Don't forget, son of an odgj.

Yes, some of my college friends know, I'm the son of an odgj and an illegitimate child who doesn't know who the father is.

Don't ask them where they know from? Certainly not from my own mouth. Some people do not like me anything else close to Fathur, so that's why they want to find out my background and start making fun of me who is always alone without friends except Fathur.

" Oh... Yes, I just remembered. What's up." Answer Fathur.

The flat answer this child, makes me hold back laughter when I see the face of my college friend.

How depressing.

" How are you? Long time yes we did not meet, what else you never come if there is a reonian."

" my news is good. A lot of work, so can't come."

" Come sometime, many friends are looking for you."

" Yes." Yeah."

Shit isn't Fathur's answer? But I like it. I don't know, it's so bad that I'm a fellow woman. Maybe because I still have anger and resentment with this woman in front of me.

Because of him, who has spread my family's disgrace and made me a subject of ridicule.

So mean.

I hate that.

Sellyn looked at me from top to bottom. Still the same, no friendly tama and friendly face to me. I just smiled, no matter what she saw from me right now.

I am not him, who is still a burden on his two parents. Me and him are both drawn, there is no need for me to keep my head down like I used to when I was a poor man.

Not arrogant, but indeed I have to show once if I can exceed him without anyone's help.

" Your appearance changed a little huh, where's work now?" Cynical ask.

" In Aruni's boutique."

" It's worth changing her appearance." The answer is a cynical smile.

I could only return a smile, maybe he thought I was still the same employee. I don't care, don't care and don't need to show who I really am, even though it feels like I want to.

But I remember what he said.

" Be humble, even if all is accomplished."

Yeah, and I don't want to be a cocky woman even though I already have it all.