Still Love You's
Enough to get here

I never know why you hate striped green uniforms2 and police uniforms the most.

I don't know why my mom was too strict in selecting the man2 I dated.

after papa disappeared and declared dead mom as if closed.

but I'm just here, I want to be placed in the border area even though in the beginning just want to make mama more angry.

I refuse to be matched.

and then I was stuck in the border area of Papua, running away with an offer as a doctor to help the human race.

that's just a cliche.

I just don't want to meet my mom and dissolve with the sadness that has been years.

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now I was trapped among the grasses hiding from a gunfight while holding several bottles of medicine.

"it's bala for being ungodly with mama!"

my proud white shirt is now somehow stuck where, it has been more than six hours I hid.

and then I decided to come out while fumbling in the middle of the darkness.

when it was an arm pulled my body until it rolled followed by a gunshot.

"astaga! not finished yet?! it's crazy!" my hiss unconsciously now I'm beating someone.

a man in a green striped uniform2 now looked surprised to hear an annoyed voice that I accidentally let out sincerely from the bottom of my heart.

"sorry" I said sitting and still hiding from the tree.

I felt the bracelet that papa gave me first, the last gift from him was still perfectly circular and it turned out to be quite strong even though I had to roll on the ground and hide among the bushes.

"not a bandit, is it?" I guessed from his uniform.the man just fell silent while looking at me with his hair in complete frown.

I should still look beautiful even though it looks awut2an like this.

"definitely not, it looks like you're a devotee of the country" I'm relieved he found me.

I'm relieved because this handsome man is in front of me .

I don't know why I feel relieved to see your flat face, man I don't know, even though you just kept quiet.

I reached out with an unrequited hand, the man remained silent until I finally pulled back my hand.

my name is Sekar Wangi, a beautiful and popular first-year surgeon among men and I have never been rejected like this.

"my name is Sekar Wangi" this time without shaking hands and then enjoying a mosquito bite.

"it's safe, follow me and don't make a sound"

"can talk? I thought mute"

now the man looks at me like he can't believe I can joke around in a situation like this.

I was even curious about death.How does it feel and does heaven really exist?2? can I see my father in heaven? and then complain all the actions of mama including forcing me to be betrothed.

"watch your step"

I nodded and then slowly followed her from behind.

"after the count of three, we'll run up to the tree"

I looked in the direction I was pointing to. And my God, this isn't a Hollywood movie why is it feeling so tense?

is this the reward of good will to help humanity?.

"okay" I nodded in agreement and tried to look as cool as possible

"one two three"

we ran and then my feet tripped the roots of the tree until it rolled back on the ground.

"is that okay?" the man came back to make me feel safe, he could have just left me and saved himself.

"it's okay"

"no"

"then we must keep running"

this time he clasped my finger tightly and took me running

at the first meeting I even hugged him, already holding his hand.Gosh what movie series?

why did I arrive2 face a situation I never even imagined before.

I still hear some people chasing us.

and then we jumped over a wire fence.

"challenge" his orders.

I felt like a military drill.we crept into the border and the village area.

the man stood up and looked at me who was already very messy.

he raised his hand looking towards the bracelet that was still perfectly attached.

"it's like the handcuffs papa put up. he said let me not be lost. take it easy, the red will disappear after applying the ointment" I tried to explain. and then thought while frowning me.

"why did I explain to you?"

the man just looked at me strangely.a single question was never answered. I just asked myself and answered myself.

it's all right, what matters is that I survived.

"thank you" I said with a smile.

again and again you just fall silent makes me anxious and eager to touch you.

we will never see each other again, will we?

"i work at the hospital there" I pointed to the old building that became the emergency hospital in the village

"first year surgeon" I continued.

and then I started looking for your attention at the last minute of our meeting.even though I actually started to like you.I knew it was impossible . Mama would definitely not approve.

"there's a leaf in your hair" now I'm starting to comb your hair with a triumphant smile.

your hair is smooth, dense and black with short cuts.

"do you know whose name you are?"

"Ale Son of Rahardian" your answer made me smile

"know no? you are my type" I laughed looking at you who were still glued and silent.

"joking.have a wife?"

"yet"

"oh, if that's what I'm going to get in first"

I headed to the hospital and after three steps I turned to look at you who was still standing looking at me

"oh yeah, Ale. you're handsome" I smiled as I waved my hand.

it was the day of our first meeting.

do you know what?

that love at first sight actually exists.

evidence you.

proof we.

**thank you for reading my story.

hope you like**