Still Love You's
Worry and Meeting

I always wish for a quiet morning, a morning with a bird chirp that never feels like it will.

"Sekar, did you ever hear of what happened a few years ago?" Biur approached me, I squinted my eyes and also prepared my ears.

"what's that?"

"you're a lucky girl because she said Ale has never liked a girl before.You're the only woman who can conquer her"

I looked at Tiur who made me wish that it was news about papa.

"Eastern"

"yes?"

"you seem to have the ability to be the gossip queen" I got out of my seat and took the half-removed coffee cup.

try to breathe the morning air

beautiful scenery, seeing how the soldiers were busy running in groups around the camp, some were cleaning and arranging the wood in place, and there was also Ale. the man was busy organizing his members.

"Good morning" said the man, making me smile.

"good morning"

"today there's a leisurely walk, are you coming?" ask Ale back.

"follow, is it your duty. are you coming?"

"yes come along" Ale's answer somehow made me smile.

after getting ready, as a doctor on duty would walk that leisurely I put on a backpack and then began to join the ranks.

the road is not too steep, but the air can be said to be quite fresh.we passed a friendly village

Some children who play just by wearing makeshift clothes seem happy and happy.

here is very different from the bustling Jakarta, here they greet each other, in Jkarta they close their eyes, indifferent and indifferent.

I paused for a moment and breathed in some fresh air, letting the military men walk ahead of me.

trying to understand how land and water merge and become part of the earth.

mothers who carried their children while drawing wells, and there were some who cooked on wood.

but a hand made me stop.

"be careful when you fall" Ale's voice spared me from the somersault and certainly made my morning worse.

"thank you, how long have you been here?" my many.

"maybe in about three years, soon my term will be over"

"oh"

"it's different here than the capital"

"it can be said like that. What are you planning to do after your assignment from here?" Ale is still walking beside me.

"i was actually asked to marry my mom, but I didn't want to"

"why?"

"you can say I don't love"

"..."

"Ale?"

"yes?"

"can I ask you something?"

"what could that be?"

"have you heard of Anagar Radwa?"

"Anagar Radwa?" repeat Ale while looking at me

"iya Anagar Radwa"

"my father, he's been missing for ten years and declared dead, I just want to know where he is. If he says he died I just want to know where he's buried"

Ale shook his head slowly.

"i don't know, sorry"

behind his eyes I know you're hiding something. The slightly shaking motions of his lips made me wonder what you're actually hiding Ale?

"it's okay" I said and still kept going, looking for directions where maybe the wind would whisper papa's whereabouts.

there are many riddles left behind corners of the earth.the impudent death, and the trail covered by the authorities.I want to know what it is and how it happened.

that day between the quiet of the day the siren ambulance sounded to my surprise.waiting for the patients I was waiting for his arrival, he said,

some of the military members who were attacked by the village next door with brutal that I will handle now.

whether papa experienced something like this, whether papa was shot, or actually papa is still alive. Because until now I still believe if papa is still alive.

that belief brought me here.

"CHUCK!" I looked at Ale's shoulder that was bleeding a lot and also the head that was wrapped by the side of the first aid team.

I deftly dealt with Ale, for out of all Ale had wounds with the worst presentation.

my heart beat was uneasy. I started doing first aid and then checked the wound that needed to be sewn.and also undressed the man who was groaning in pain with scissors.

"why do you have to wear scissors?" tiur asked who saw the panic on my face.

"easier" I replied briefly not wanting to wait long.

this is probably what my mom wanted to avoid.

after putting Ale to sleep by injection and cleaning the wound and doing a full examination I waited for him to wake up.

"do you need a complete check?" Tiur looked at me.

"i don't know, I'm just following my heart"

"are you starting to like him?"

"seems"

"continue Satria?"

"i never liked Satria" Tiur stroked my back, trying to calm me down.

this uniform makes me proud of my work, this uniform also took papa from us.

and again, I love the guy who wears this uniform.

fingers Ale moving.

"awake?" I whispered in his ear and then his eyes opened slowly.

"are you okay?" I stroked Ale's hair which was cut very short.

Ale shut up and looked at me.

"Dark? do you want to be my only one?" ale's question took me silent, Ale's question made me smile and laugh.

"wait until you're healed"

"if you're willing, I'll give you an answer about Anagar Radwa" and a minute later Ale wiped out my smile.

"be my wife"

I frowned, looking into Ale's eyes that looked so serious.

"being your wife isn't Ale's joking material. do you know that? I don't want to be a young widow!"

"but I was asked by Anagar Radwa to look after his only daughter."

"you mean?"

Ale tried to sit back in pain from the effects of drugs that were running out.

the man pulled my hand and then a small key.the man turned a knob on the bracelet and freed me from the bracelet.

I was just stunned to feel surprised.why the key was in Ale's hands was one of the answers of my curiosity .

"what does this mean?! YOU'RE WHO!" Now I screamed, my hair was standing. My tears started pouring down.

"be my wife Sekar" I can't do anything if this is my request.You know to know all the stories of papa I have to be a part of Ale's life.

"..." there was a moment of silence. I started biting my lower lip and looked at the handsome, charismatic man for a moment. trying to solve the puzzle and the message papa was trying to convey to me through this man

where is papa and why he disappeared

there's only one answer I can find, and it's all in this guy.

the man who will make me his only.

will I be happy?

do I have to answer yes or no?

Ale was still staring at me waiting for my answer, and the air seemed to freeze as I began to nod my head.

gather strength to answer

"well, if so"

and that's how the beginning of my story begins.like repeating history again.but behind my story I want to know what has been natural papa.

Anagar Radwa is the man I love and love.

the man who created me into this world and of course with my mother.

pa .. Longs