Struggle of Cinta Beda Caste
Recognizing the Feelings I Have

Throughout the night Alex kept thinking about Dinda's situation, Dinda was not far from him but she had no way of seeing Dinda's situation at the time

"From now I'm almost crazy because I want to know about him, why can't I forget that I have his number?" said Alex while plucking his head

Alex immediately searches for the whereabouts of his phone and starts sending messages to Dinda

"What are you again?"

"I'm learning den"

"Are you all right?"

"I'm fine with it, does Alex need anything?"

Alex immediately frowned as he read the last message Dinda sent

"I'm paying attention to you!! why are you asking me what I need?!!" Alex yelled at his phone

If the phone could talk then he would ask Alex, why would Alex yell at him that is not wrong? Alex who was irritated immediately threw his phone in any direction. While Dinda in a different place can only feel confused with it all

The next day Alex was already at the place where Dinda always waited for public transport, this once even Alex arrived first at the place which signifies that Alex was deliberately waiting for Dinda's presence in that place

Dinda who realizes that Alex's car is not far from the place chose to pretend not to see Alex's car, and Alex also chose to surrender and drive his car right in front of Dinda. Alex opened one of his car windows

"Let's go up, let's go together"

"It's better to take public transport" said Dinda politely with a smile

However, the memory of yesterday still vividly remembered in Dinda's mind, she just did not want the same thing to happen back to her. But what happened next was Alex got out of his car and brought Dinda into his car, Dinda was only able to give up following Alex's wishes

And when he was sitting in Alex's car, Dinda did not want to repeat the same incident he was immediately wearing a seat belt. Alex drove his car straight away

"Why did you refuse to ride in my car?" alex asked with a glance towards Dinda

Dinda just fell silent and looked lazily towards Alex

"Yes because everyone in this world would prefer to avoid the so-called source of problems, only crazy people who want to deal with crazy girls who are jealous again. Yes it was also because they were both crazy" Dinda grumbled in her heart as she stared lazily at Alex

Alex only glanced at Dinda with a faint smile

"For a long time you are more courageous yes like me, asked instead of answering instead of even mengeliatin people to like that"

Dinda who was aware of the mistake she made immediately put on an awkward smile

"Oh yes sorry den, I did not hear" said Dinda smiling

Alex knew for sure that Dinda was lying at the time but Alex just smiled faintly

"So what was the reason you didn't want to get in my car?"

Instead of feeling angry Alex instead did something that made Dinda a little surprised, Alex put his hand gently on the tip of Dinda's head

"From now on you can rest easy, from now on you won't see those crazy people on campus again" Alex said gently

"What do you mean by Alex?" ask Dinda seriously

Alex did not give any answer he just smiled thinly which makes Dinda more surprised by all the changes in Alex's attitude

"Definitely den Alex changed because den Alex felt guilty about the incident yesterday, it's not possible if den Alex changed because den Alex likes me. That's something that's impossible to happen"

Alex always opens up this conversation and that is to melt the atmosphere between them, and that is something really strange for Alexander Wijaya to do. Dinda also increasingly felt suspicious of the allegations that he considered impossible

Dinda also remembered the past when they began to grow up, one day Dinda was playing cheerfully with Alexa. And when Alexa went to the restroom Alex accidentally broke one of the ceramic vases in their yard because they felt they were too noisy

Unfortunately, the broken vase injured the leg of Alexa who had just returned to the place, when both parents Alex returned the leader of the Wijaya family immediately scolded Dinda without asking first

At that time Alex seemed ordinary with no remorse at all as the main perpetrator of the incident, the family leader's anger began to stop because Alexa said that she accidentally broke the vase and that she had neglected to use footwear at the time

"But once I den Alex is not the type of person who can show feelings of guilt, even he used to be able to behave normally after making mistakes"

And arriving at the campus parking lot Dinda chose to reinforce the situation that existed between them, Dinda just did not want the relationship between herself and Alex intertwined strangely like that time

"Can I talk to Alex for a minute?" ask Dinda seriously

Alex looked straight at Dinda

"What's wrong? is there anyone else looking for your same problem?" alex asked with a serious face

"Yes, that's right"

Alex also put on a face that did not like to hear Dinda's words at that time

"Who would dare to bother you? tell me right now." Alex said firmly

"That guy you den"

"I'm bothering you?" alex asked while frowning

"Yes, to be honest I feel the attitude of den alex to me is now a little excessive. And honestly, I feel uncomfortable if I have to ride in Alex's car like now" said Dinda carefully

"Do you think my attitude to you is now excessive?"

Dinda also dared herself to answer with a nod of her head

"If den Alex behaves like this because den Alex feels guilty I don't think it needs den, because yesterday's incident was not entirely the fault of Alex. I was also wrong because I believed too much in Valen and I wanted to follow Valen's mother at that time"

"You're wrong Din, I do feel guilty because I can't take care of the people I like well. And now that I've really realized the feelings I have for you Din, I really love you Dinda"