Struggle of Cinta Beda Caste
Making Big Decisions

Dinda began to lay down her body next to Alex and stared fixedly at Alex

"I could have avenged all your parents' deeds to you brother, I just went and disappeared from you right now. I'm sure you'll feel a pain that's more painful than I'm feeling right now, but is that fair to both of us? and am I capable of that?"

A million questions were present in Dinda's mind at that time until she unconsciously began to fall asleep into the dream realm, when the morning greeted Alex awake first and he immediately looked at the beautiful face of Dinda who was in front of him

"You're the most beautiful woman I've ever met Din" Alex said gently

Alex began to tidy up some of Dinda's hair that looked a little messy and it made Dinda stay awake from her sleep

"Are you awake?"

Alex began to remember that he drank too much alcohol, he knew with certainty that he did not control his mouth when he was drunk. And what makes him panic is not remembering anything he did

Alex immediately sat his body perfectly with a panicked face, he immediately looked at Dinda with a look of fear

"I'm sorry I had too much to drink last night, did I miss..."

Alex immediately stopped the words that would come out of his mouth because suddenly Dinda sat down, but what happened next was that he hugged Alex's body tightly

"I just found out that when you're drunk you're like a little kid brother, you're not ashamed at all to cry" said Dinda softly

Alex's heart was already beating erratically hearing Dinda's words at that time, he really felt afraid of it all. Suddenly Dinda raised her head so that their faces were in a very close place

"You said that if you love me and you can't live without me, you also said that you feel like you're dead if I don't exist" Dinda said with a warm smile

Alex could only be speechless as his heart still felt a little afraid, but what Dinda showed in that morning could really be him breathing a sigh of relief. I don't know what Dinda's real reason is that she didn't tell Alex all of her heartbreak that night

Alex and Dinda cleaned themselves alternately and Dinda did it first, when Alex came out of the bathroom already had her breakfast menu in the room. Alex sat down next to Dinda at the time

"Today you went to the office?" dinda asked gently with a warm smile

"I'm..."

Alex looked at the clock on his phone and it turned out to be eight in the morning

"I have permission today to come late, brother, I will go home first to change clothes. What if you're brother?"

"Why don't I work when I'm home alone?" inner Alex

"I'm the same, but aren't you mad at me?" ask Alex carefully

Dinda smiled warmly

"How could I be angry with you, brother? if you apologize to me while crying"

"Thank you"

Dinda's heart ached seeing Alex's smile at that moment, how could a great Alexander Wijaya possibly show such a pitiful looking smile back then

"We had breakfast and just got home"

"Din...."

"Yes, brother," replied Dinda as she stared at Alex

"Did I really not say anything weird last night?"

Dinda laughed a little

"You were like a little kid last night, my great Alexander Wijaya cried for fear of me leaving"

Alex looked at Dinda closely

"Is that all I'm telling you?"

"Oh yes you also said that you wanted to kill Melinda using your own hands"

Alex's face turned anxious, he was really afraid that he would say the reason he wanted to do that

"Keep...."

"Keep you cry brother." said Dinda with a laugh.

"Is it true I'm just saying that far? but if I told you about the incident, there's no way Dinda could behave like this" Alex said

That morning everything was fine as if it had never happened, they started to leave the hotel and return to their residence. After changing their clothes, they went to their workplaces

Alex has offered to deliver Dinda first but for various reasons Dinda refused, and of course Alex will follow Dinda's wishes

Alex does the routine as usual and he just thinks that things are fine, but in a different place it turns out that Dinda does not go to where she works. Dinda was standing in front of Alex's parents' grave

"Why did you leave so quickly? since there are currently many questions that I would like to ask master, are you already satisfied with all of this? is social status so important in your eyes that you can do it all?" dinda Inner with her two eyes that began to glaze over

"Please sir tell me what should I do at this time sir? do you want me to go and leave Alex like I used to? and my last question is do you feel happy to see your son crying because of my departure?"

I don't know what was on Dinda's mind at the time, she knew for sure that she wouldn't get any answers from that place. But at least she needs to put all the burdens on her heart before she makes a big decision in her life

It turned out that back then there were so many plans that Dinda had planned in her mind, she gathered strength in her heart to start it all

Dinda started taking out her phone to contact Melinda, it would be the first thing she would do to start everything. Just before she managed to contact Melinda a phone call from a number she didn't know got into her phone

"Hello"

"It's me"

Dinda immediately fell silent to remember whose voice was contacting her

"I was Irwan's man that night and I needed to meet with you to discuss something important"